I feel ENRAGED.
You deserved so much,
yet you went back to the person who hurt you..
I didn't think people still did that,
I thought they learned once and,
well...made sure it didn't happen again, but
I guess it doesn't work that way…
You deserve someone who loves our creator,
who loves your family, and you
Instead you went back.
To a sinner and a sin creator.
You fell for the trap,

again.

I feel ASSHAMED.
I believed every word out of your mouth;
you did that to me,
made me believe you.
The way you spoke to me; it attached your soul to me
I couldn’t live without you,
but is it any different now.
I hate it,
you were just an accidental friendship.
I didn’t expect it to last long,
but it did.
I love you.
I’m a wreck.
You did this to me.
You were an ***.

I feel LOST.
I know what's missing,
I just don't know how to get it back.
You've left with some depressed, obnoxious, toxic ex-boyfriend;
he's just going to hurt you again.
You were a piece of my heart, and
right now it's missing.
It feels empty without her.
Like a pet without its owner;
like a baby without its mom.
Something is missing.