I'm jealous of the moon because
He knows all of your 5am secrets

And your sheets who get to touch
Every part of you as you fall asleep
While I keep a close eye on this empty pillow
Waiting for your weight to keep it warm

But the sun,
She is luckiest of all.
When your half asleep, groggy
And painfully unaware of how
Handsome you look
She kisses your lips with light.

The hardest part about a diet
isn't watching what you eat.
But *watching what other people eat.

1) **** the girl who has been trying to get close to me,
To steal my man.

2) Slay the ***** who hasn't doesn't have the courage to tell my ***** to her face her **** talk.

3) After I **** the ***** from #1 bring her back from the dead and rub it in her face that HE'S MINE

4) Kiss my babe!

I found out a lot of interesting facts today and let me tell you NOBODY comes in between me and my Bae!
SO this ***** has to go.

So I drew a picture tonight

And I want to give it to you

Because it's a crying girl with a stitched up heart, that has stitched up words that say "Will you keep it safe?

I want to give it to u because she's giving you her heart, like I have and wants you to love her and protect her heart....But you won't love her back like she loves you....will you??

Lately all I've done is cry and cry and cry
Sometimes I wonder why I even continue to try...

I can't tell if my tears are from you leaving
Or from other people basically painfully cleaving...

I don't want to say it's from you leaving because I care to much
I can't say it's from other people because I see them everyday at lunch...

I don't want to continue anymore because my world is gone
My world was you but I wasn't good enough for you...

I used to not let people hurt me because you gave me confidence
But now they see I'm hurt and hurt me worse...

I know you see it but it's like you don't even care
So I just let people walk all over me like the do dirt...

I've lost all self-respect but I hear them speak your name
And I come to your defense every time no matter who it is..

I have lost all sense of self-worth but you are still worth Me defending you and still being loyal towards....

Ever since you left all I've done is cry so now everyone
Looks at me and says you are a HEARTLESS ***** because I show no emotion to anyone anymore....

I show no emotion because I'm afraid of being hurt once again by people I thought cared about me, by people who I thought loved me.....But then again No one can...

So I'll just be that heartless ***** everyone see's because honestly
I am heartless but only because you took my heart when you Left......

In the illuminated Dark is the only time when my tears are noticed

Is it okay if I just cry? I want to be there with you and snuggle, cuddle, and kiss you until I can drive all your demons and bad feelings away.

So is it okay if I just cry?

I asked you if I was pretty----You said No
I asked you if I was fat----You said Yes Of course
I asked you if you Wanted to be with me forever---you said No
I asked you if you would Cryif I walked away---you said No
                      
                        I had heard to much, and needed to leave and,

as I walked away...
You grabbed my arm and said..

You are not pretty, you are Beautiful
The only thing Fat, or Big about you is your Heart
I don't Want to be with you forever... I Need to be with you forever.

And baby I wouldn't Cry if you walked away....

                                      *I WOULD DIE!

Death is only the beginning is all she could say....

As she cried sliding the blade

Tears rolling down her fragile face

She was beaten hard out of her grace

Heartbroken words written on her Good-bye

This is her suicide.....

1:00am     I'm still awake
1:01am     you're in my head.
1:02am     I think of your eyes
1:03am     I smile
1:04am     I try to sleep again
1:20am     you're still in my head
1:30am     Get out of my head
1:40am     I still can't sleep
2:00am     I think of your laugh
3:00am     I'm tired
4:00am     You.you. you
5:00am     you're still in my head
6:00am    You're in my heart
6:25am     I finally fall asleep
7:00am     I get ready for school

She sat alone,
Alone and at home,
Where her screams were silent
But her mind was violent
Her insecurities hid deep inside
And they did indeed eat her alive.
A tear rolled down her face
As her heart began to race.
She took her blade and tore her skin
Where her depression lied deep within
This went on for days, months, years
Until she cried her very last tears
She decided she had enough
The world around her was much to tough
She took a gun to her head
Congratulations society,
She is dead.

Since that very first day when I laid eyes on you
I knew that I wanted you to be mine
You noticed me at first, and talked to me a lot
Then for awhile it seemed like you wanted nothing to do with me
But then a good Day came again.

One day you touched my hand
And it felt like the whole world stood still
Your eyes met mine but we quickly looked away.
I haven't felt the same about you since then
My feelings for you have grown much stronger

Now more then ever you have been on my mind
I still hope for that one day
When you answer my prayers
And ask me what I always wanted you to
But for now all I can do is wait.....

I wasn't capable of loving and I'm still not

My heart was made to be toyed with and broken

I was meant to feel love and then destroy my partner

I wasn't put on this earth to love or be loved

I was put on this earth to destroy or *be destroyed

Seductive and deadly

Harsh and loving.

now most guys are really harsh and you would never think they are capable of love, but they are.
For example my Boyfriend he's a very protective and touchy type.
Now most people would be like Get of me your to clingy
But think about it for a second....Wouldn't it be nice to say that for once it's your man being the one to show you the affection first?

School girl: Oh look if isn't poor Gothic Rose. You got any new marks on your wrist freak?

Me: Actually no, but I have the blade in my bag would you like me to cut up your face
Pulls out blade and waves it around

School Girl: Ha! You think your so badass? Well guess what your not, cause I'm pretty sure if you didn't have a weapon I could kick your ***!

Me: Okay, fine.
throws knife across the floor way out of reach
Let's go then, cause I can still cut up your face without a blade

School girl: Backs away a few steps
Your ******* psychotic and hope you die

Me:Ha! Tell me something I don't know! and you know what I'm already dead. Dead to everyone as can be

School Girl: runs away and says nothing else

Me: Walks across the commons, picks up blade
Well, Looks like we have another date blade, let's get to it.
*Follows after school girl

My first kiss was like magic.
His lips were so soft, they made me  crave him more.
So I started to pull, and he stopped in mid kiss lips still together
and said in a teasing voice "uh-uh, no pulling" Then we continued.

I pulled away before I got lost in a world I didn't want to leave.
But little does he know when I pulled away, and wrapped my arms around him, I had tears in my eyes.

Not because I was sad, but all because I was in pure Ecstasy.
I wish I could stay with him and lay by his side but this world is cruel and dark, which makes me happy that I have him in my life to be my light.

Dear Life,
I just wanted to let you know you finally won. Youve beaten me down and picked me up again, throwing hopes and dreams into my face only to ****** them away and crush them then laugh at me......You made feel love for someone who Ive never felt with before and you bring fights and emotions that cause me to leave because I can't handle them....So life I just wanted to let you know *you won

When I look behind me I see your glorious face,
But when I go to talk to you, you disappear without a trace.

You sit outside on my window top,
So Opened it to talk to you, but you went pop!

You sent me words of wisdom,
When I wanted to ask more you simply wanted freedom.

When I was down on my knees,
I wonder if you even heard my pleas?

Mystic Angle I've seen you,
I know you've seen me too.

Why won't you come to me?
I've seen you go to thee.

Mystic Angel I only want help
So why do you make me yelp?

I guess it takes time,
But be warned you will be Mine!

Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
Sometimes you can't always see the pain
Someone else feels...

I understand your concern but...
There is nothing you can do about it.

I understand you don't like it but...
There is no reason to hit me.

I understand your angry but seriously
GROW UP!!

***** please!
******* and your Feelings!
I don't care!

Hey everyone I was just wondering...oh I don't know if any one wanted to do a collab?
I love every ones work and it would make me feel like a little kid in the candy store if I got to do a glorious collab with one of you glorious people.
I know this is probably stupid but I really want to do one.
I love every ones work and every type of writing so it wouldn't bother me who wanted to cause I LOVE every single one of you!
Again just a question...*please...

To: Everyone on HP

From: Gothic Rose

     I would really like your Opinion on something.
Am I a Troll? I mean honestly, I would like to know so I can change my ways. And I'm only asking because my self-consciousness is kicking in
Thanks to LOVE CRAFT  I know he's loved and liked so I figured if he thinks so Well other people must too.

So please give me your opinion, I would really appreciate it.

I just wanted to say Thank you to every one who was at my side last night.
I really appreciate it.
I'm fine and doing better, I'm at school and getting through it.
Thank you so much! I love all of you and I mean that with all my heart.
Even the people that I don't really talk to or really know, Thank you with for your support.
It was a moment of serious insanity and a horrible mistake.
I promise I will never do it again.

If kisses were raindrops,
      I would send you showers

If hugs were seconds,
      I would send you hours

If smiles were water,
      I would send you oceans

If Love was a Person
      I would send you ME.

But I guess I won't be because I pushed you away thinking my LOVE would keep YOU close to me.

I can finally say it! I can finally say it!
I love you babe!

We were given
Two hands to hold.

Two legs to walk,
Two eyes to see,
Two ears to listen,
But why only one.....
Heart??


Because the other
One was given
To someone for us...

To find......<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Today I watched the rain.

Then I decided I'm going to sit in it.

Sitting in the rain is like be covered by a million little kisses.
I love the rain.

I used to do it when I was little and it helps me hide my tears
So no one has to ask me what's wrong.

Just  take the time at least four hours to just sit in the rain.

April 1st

"Babe I'm breaking up with you.I just don't think it's going to work between us. I'm sorry."

"Your kidding right?"

Boyfriend turns and walks away

"Babe, please tell me your kidding right? Right!?"

Beautiful and dangerous

＼(＾▽＾)／＼(＾▽＾)／
I sing and dance in the rain
(◡‿◡✿)
When I see him I try and act cute
̿' ̿'\̵͇̿̿\з=(◕_◕)=ε/̵͇̿̿/'̿'̿ ̿
When other girls try to flirt with him
(╥﹏╥)
When I notice he's not here
(º.º)
When his buddy tries to flirt with me
＼(〃＾﹏＾〃)／
When guys cheat
(ﾉಥ益ಥ）ﾉ ┻━┻
When I've finally had enough!
(=^ェ^=)
Then I see my cat!
ヘ(◕。◕ヘ)
Sometimes I worry about myself.

I hope everyone is happy
There's no need for no laughter.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!

You may not be here today
Or Tomorrow but
U will be here Friday and when  are you
Will get a mouthful from me Cause
I don't play when it comes to
Love and right now our
Love is so strong we are
Practically inseparable
Actually we aren't and Friday
You will see that, so be prepared *****
!

Just somebody do me in already. Please I beg you!

** * is all I want to say babe.

Somebody....


Anybody....

Please help me, I can't take it, I want to leave and never come back
It's not fair the way I get treated and I want out...
And if nobody wants to or Can't, I'll just.......

I'll just take myself out....