Want and need are two different things
That in the midst of things just aren't fair.

I had a feeling of being High....
The only problem I had not smoked.

I want that feeling of energy rush
when you come near

I need you to show me you care
Even though we don't go there.

I want that tingly feeling all over again
When you pull me against your body

I need you by my side...

But I guess I need my family more.

I want to lay next you for hours on end
Forgetting that the world even Exists.

I need to stay with my family...
But it's really hard when all I WANT

is to be with you...

Want  and Need are to very different things
That in the midst of things just aren't fair.

I finally found you
No more turning blue.

I watched you walk into the house
So I crept as quiet as a mouse.

When I got closer realization hit me
Oh my god I remember this tree!

Then I looked closer
And slumped my shoulders.

You peeked your head out the door
And I shook my head No, no more

You beckoned me closer
And I said *No! I might as well be a composer

No more test
No more finals
No more words

And best of all those were my final words.:-) :-P

I take it not because I want to...but because I have too.
I don't take it because I just want to be with you,
But because if I don't I could lose you....

Forever

I don't deal with being treated like **** because I can't defend myself,
I deal with it because It's a Requirement.
If I fall to my knees and seem like a little ***** who can't defend
they tend to leave me alone...But if I show my determined side
My rebellious streak...
I'm gone...

Forever

Like I said I don't deal with this **** because I want to
But only because It's a Requirement to stay safer then what I would be if I didn't deal with it.

Quite is what they call her...

But the quite ones are the ones who are hurting and

The ones who could end your life in a blink of the eye.

Now it's time
To show you, your mine.

I've followed your trail,
Almost as if I was snail.

You lead me into an alley
And I was really becoming smiley.

You had you back turned,
So I started to creep, oh how I yearned!

Just one word that's all I wanted
But next thing I knew, I was *******.

You Disappeared right in my face
Again! without a trace.

I look up at the bright blue sky,
And scream Why, why, why?!

I just want to talk
But I guess you would prefer to walk.

I turn around and there you are
Looking at me with a smile as bright as the stars.

You whisper something, barley audible
The way your lips move were so admirable.

I run to you to catch you with my net
Then all of a sudden you turn into a pet!

I run down the road
And then I see where you un load.

As I stood there My heart began sing
And I wondered why it didn't sting?

You looked inside the house
And said something, I was literally doused.

Then I heard him, His anguished screams
I ran towards the house, as my tears became streams.

Then you put your hand out, Causing me to freeze
I started to scream, but all I could do was scream PLEASE!!

You moved so Gracefully
I started thinking Hopefully.

I heard his screams,
And the tears continued to stream.

You stopped in front of me, And bent down and whispered
How much do you love thee?

I said I would die for him, Try for him, Cry for him
I would even give up my soul for him

That's when I realized, this whole thing was game!
A  sick and twisted game to make me tame!

Your body transformed, into something so foul.
I'm pretty sure my face was the ugliest Scowl.

I looked at you and screamed "You ***** liar!
Of course that was a mistake cause all you said was
*"Well *** what did you expect from the devil?"