i hate that you lied to me
and you think you got away with it too

if i ever see your face again
i am gonna look right through you
like a ghost

yeah i'm really high right now
a ouija board said i would die in September
so i will sleep on the floor
because i like it here
i like fogging my brain with chemicals

i wanna meet you at those pearly gates
i know we loved in another life
i wont be afraid
we all go in the ground one day.

i cannot only feel my memories fading
i cannot hear her voice in my head anymore
i think its a good sign but i miss her voice from time to time
it was home in a sweet package
setting me at ease no matter the location
keeping me still and present
farewell

Electricity in the brain causes all of this
the experience of everyone is condensed into one *****
if we could survive purely on instinct
i think the illnesses our important electricity ***** contract
would not be as ******* us

Our energies peaked together
not on this planet but somewhere far away
something a brain like mine could not comprehend
it is beyond the third dimension
its beyond thought and logical precision
it is simply, magical
i feel that energy intertwine and something keeps me calm
even when you are very very gone from my life
i can feel your energy wrapping back around
tapping me lightly on the shoulder, letting me know
the short time we both spend here on earth
is overshadowed by the eternity we get to spend together after our lives are done and over with, when we get recycled by this earth
our souls get to cross again
i will be waiting.

meet me there and i'll never forget your name
i will have nothing better to do than wait for you
keep your spot warm and sing while i wait
eternity is nothing
if i can spend it with you

Suicide is the most selfish thing you can do
i'm sorry if somebody sees this poem as the final nail in the coffin
but suicide is the most selfish thing you can do
dying is easy
death is easy
i'm so sorry your soul was not strong enough to handle the tragedy of human life enough to end it so soon
so many things to do, feelings to experience
and you cut it short because you thought pain and loneliness
would last forever
when both of these facets of life are not only inevitable
they are the key feelings we need to progress.