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stuck in the middle
too far from each side
to be a part of either

understanding
but they don't understand me
because i'm not a blind believer

i like to know
the whole story before i go
and become a preacher

need to learn my own place
before i try to act like
everyone's teacher

cause i tend to be neutral
two wrongs can never
make a right

i agree with some parts
but nothing is ever
completely justfied

don't fault me for
making up my
own mind

i have my views
but that doesn't mean
i have to pick a side

tired of being pulled apart
by trying to please
both parties

neither of you accept me
anyways
not even partly

enough to use in an argument
but am i enough for you
hardly

hate you both
for ignoring what i say and
taking baseless digs to harm me

i think too much
for you to just disregard
what i say

i still hear you out
when you send me
away

trying to see all perspectives
even when they challenge
what i consider safe

i am just being fair as i can
it's only my opinion
so why the overwhelming hate
 Feb 2019 Gemma
Keith Wilson
If everything is going well
then something must be wrong
 Feb 2019 Gemma
Cameron
Fears
 Feb 2019 Gemma
Cameron
I am. Afraid.
I am afraid of getting any older, and still accomplishing nothing of note.
I am afraid that I will let my family down.
I am. Afraid.
I am afraid that I am wasting my time.
I am afraid that I will alienate the people I love.
I am afraid I will lose them.
I am. Afraid.
I am afraid that I am dishonest with myself.
I am afraid that there are sides of me that I can't control.
I am afraid that I will change for the worst and not be the best version of myself.
I am. Afraid.
I am afraid if I bite my tongue anymore it will fall off.
I am. Afraid.
add one lie
and two people
three more words
two more heartbreaks
one less lie
it hurts to wake up
that never changed
i'm still broken
that stayed the same
just because you can't
see the source of my pain
doesnt mean i'm lying
or making it up in my brain
it really does hurt
despite what you say
it is just a little tense
and by a little i mean a lot
everything is A-OK
and by is i mean it is not
everything could be worse
and by could be i mean it definitely is
you're getting the message
just in pieces and bits
i can tell you the truth
but i edit it in real time
you only hear what you need
finishing the rest of the sentence in my mind
 Feb 2019 Gemma
Bob Dylan
Hey, Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me,
    I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to.
    Hey, Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me,
    In the jingle-jangle morning I'll come followin' you.

Though I know that evenin's empire has returned into sand,
Vanished from my hand,
Left me blindly here to stand but still not sleeping.
My weariness amazes me, I'm branded on my feet,
I have no one to meet
And the ancient empty street's too dead for dreaming.

    Hey, Mr.Tambourine Man, etc.

Take me on a trip upon your magic swirlin' ship,
My senses have been stripped, my hands can't feel to grip,
My toes too numb to step, wait only for my boot heels
To be wanderin'.
I'm ready to go anywhere, I'm ready for to fade
Into my own parade, cast your dancing spell my way,
I promise to go under it.

    Hey, Mr.Tambourine Man, etc.

Though you might hear laughin', spinnin', swingin' madly across the sun,

It's not aimed at anyone, it's just escapin' on the run
And but for the sky there are no fences facin'.
And if you hear vague traces of skippin' reels of rhyme
To your tambourine in time, it's just a ragged clown behind
I wouldn't pay it any mind, it's just a shadow you're
Seeing' that he's chasing

    Hey, Mr.Tambourine Man, etc.
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