Good evening, may I borrow your ear 2018 is about to end and I know we all heard this before what am I going to do as a New Year's resolution .2018 has taught me something .I have actually learned not just heard it but I've learned that other than myself no one can help me but God so 10 minutes before midnight I will be on my hands and knees begging for the Lord to help me change to help me no longer lie to myself about losing weight getting fit I need him to give me the strength and the courage to go to work everyday ,spend more time with my daughter, to ckok more dinners to live normally to become a better person. I've tried all year long my whole entire life but never done it just more lies. This year I learned I can't do it alone I need his help I will pray for his help and I will accept his help .Thank you for your ear have a safe and happy New Year

A child is born into a world unknown to their innocence.
   We corrupt there ****** minds Teach them hate anger and selfishness we poison there them before they turn five. When we let television into their life.
Politics the government is this world's biggest crime syndicates. We the people allow it when we don't use our voice when we don't vote when we don't enforce love education and values to our young at home. Pit down the cell phone lap top and tablet just for one night no video games or you tube for the teens make it a family nite. Talk talk talk talk.

I remember summertime days on the beach amusement parks birthday parties all day at the mall drive-in movies always having a ball
Where did those days go ?They're not coming back.
Life is just about cell phones new tennis shoes fancy cars and the internet look at our future all the kids getting high celebrities dying on opiates people spending their money on edibles and **** and vaporizing ,sad to think we have to work two jobs just to pay a few bills a big ole house too big to fill.
Woman having kids in 2018 that's crazy to raise a kid in this Society .Where did those days go they're not coming back it's all about cell phones brand new tennis shoes fancy cars and the internet smoking **** eating edibles and video games it's not logical where did those days go they're not coming back

The air we breathe
can you see it ?
The god we believe in,
do you see him ?
   Just because they're not there, doesn't actually mean it doesn't exist.
Believe in your dreams
even though you can't see them

Growing up in a family of five. 3 boys 2 girls.
    I'm sibling #4. 3 older 1 younger.
We're we close I don't think so.
   Having an older brother so mean and cold, I remember how I hated him I was only 11 years old.
    A little sister 6 years younger oh how I adored her so.
She grew up started to smoke and drink all of a sudden I became her worst enemy. Year's and years of fights and tears. I made it a point not to go home at night.
    When my brother wasn't being mean and hitting us he was locked up . And now many many years later with a kid of my own he's home to stay and that makes all okay.
     My,sister is now clean and sober she got her bachelors degree and I'm dispose to be cheerful and happy.
    A beautiful mother yes that's what we do have she always wants the family to get together. Although I say I will be there but something always enters my heart and I'm a no show. What can it be cause I'm still sad and hurt . It'll be a year and I don't see or hear from them. I know in my heart I don't really know them . And I know I don't like them . Although I do love them.

A life long friendship is everything to some.
And nothing to many.
    
A history of laughs ,joy and happiness, means everything to some people.
A history of good times, bad times, tears and grins can mean nothing to others.
    
Friends have a history of fights, late nights and all day chillin in the house means the world to some people.
      
Late night phone calls, break ups and make ups means nothing to others.
    
Loyalty compassion and under standing is something no one can take away.
    
  Late night calls of crying,
And shoulders to lean on means nothing to some.

Far away and stranded a friend is there in a minute is something money can't buy.
To others it's to far of a drive.
It means nothing to them.
      
  A friendship like this means everything to me..

It was not love at first sight nor was it a liking it was when I got to know you is when my love grew now I can't even remember how life was before you and I don't want to know how life would be without you for my love has grown so much for you