Jonas

Jonas Jun 2022

You're so beautiful,
casually walking down the street
There's no way I can look up again
My eyes are bound to the floor.

Your glance is burning me, I flinch away
my head is screaming
run boy run,
for your dear life.

Jonas Jun 2022

act friendly

I need you to let go
let go off the " how are you" 's and " how you're doing" 's
stop touching me
all the time, all so casually
It's not okay.

Jonas Jun 2022

burial grounds

In life as in death
bury me in books, in stories
coverd in ink, in words long dried out.

Jonas Jun 2022

lean on

I can't get myself to trust your embrace
I can't let go
of the prison walls I build
to keep myself safe
safe from you

Jonas Jun 2022

smile

When I work I burn out
when I stop working my mental issues surfcace again.
When I go to therapy my life is nothing but work and mental issues.

Jonas Jun 2022

Parenting

How can you raise a child
when you were never allowed to be one yourself?

Jonas May 2022

exhale

Smoke in my lungs
to fill up the emptiness in my chest

Nicotine to my head
for when the world overwhelms me again

Once every day.