Jonas

Jonas Jun 2022

lean on

I can't get myself to trust your embrace
I can't let go
of the prison walls I build
to keep myself safe
safe from you

Jonas Jun 2022

smile

When I work I burn out
when I stop working my mental issues surfcace again.
When I go to therapy my life is nothing but work and mental issues.

Jonas Jun 2022

Parenting

How can you raise a child
when you were never allowed to be one yourself?

Jonas May 2022

exhale

Smoke in my lungs
to fill up the emptiness in my chest

Nicotine to my head
for when the world overwhelms me again

Once every day.

Jonas May 2022

My past, the younger me
is watching, staring

While I reminisce,
look back and judge

I see me staring back.
A mirror on the wall.

Jonas May 2022

well

I wanted to be healthy
to be happy, to be loved,

to stay kind whatever the struggle

None of it worked out

Jonas May 2022

fight me

Whatever you'll say
whatever you'll do

I'll never be good enough
in my own head

Whatever happens,
that's not gonna change