I'd let you be part of my life more.
If you would stop being so desperate for it,
clinging to me like a parasite,
a scavanger picking at every bone I rid,
always meddling in our lifes alike.
So instead of letting you in I build my walls up higher,
grow colder every time.
Growing up I learned to protect myself from you,
from the damage your love could do.
I don't want to die.
I wanna life.
So why won't you let me?
What is wrong with me?
Every day screams
into my face.
I like to create
I like books and music
and I get lonely sometimes.
That's all I can say for certain.
What's it like,
being happy witout a care?
A puppy in the sun
Makes me want to swallow a gun,
pull the trigger til the chamber is empty.
I'm a man
Hate me, hit me, **** me,
Insult me, ghost me, spit me in the face.
Destoy me, my life.
No one notices,
No one cares