How many hits does it take
to change the nature of a dog unbothered?
So he becomes a violent creature
that bites the next.

what is life?
shut up
*******

You will be the end of me.

Continue.

Get up,
brush your teeth,
shave,
make your bed,
and clean the dishes,
clean your room.
Take out the trash
Work out,
study,
cook,
eat healthy,
mastrubate.
Go to work,
get it done.
Just one more week,
Get up.

Funny,
how all I need to forget myself,
forget my troubles

Is to hear you chuckle
hear you moan

with me.

I really wish I could cry sometimes, you know
For my on sake, not that of others
Be it real or fictional

I have a hohle in my tummy, my chest
and it's aching
aching
aching

If I had someone, if I had you
to hold me close at night or day
If you would be mine, and I would be yours
Could you save me?
Or would I just drag you down with me?
Into the mud

Quickly
A pen, a paper , your grocery list
anything

The words are already fading
from my mind
quickly