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Jonas 1d
You see, it went like this:

Not every line needs to rhyme
In order for me to tell you "No,
Of course I'm not doing fine!
What do you think?"

There are other ways to do so
And there were other words we used to
Say to  each other
Once upon a time
In night and dark and light and day

So ...

Just between me and you
And of course your best friends that you'll report this to:

I gotta say, usually
I like it more when it's honest and raw
It's really just more personal in person, you know?
Out on the table all clear and simple
Next to, unfinished puzzle pieces and coffe stains and...
Well it got messy

Maybe this should have been a text after all
Just black and white, no grey
Clinical
Rip of the band aid
I don't need it anymore

Yet here I am, still rambling
I'm unstoppable now
So I'll be able to go on
Without you
In a month, or five years from now
To keep my mental stable
Soon ready for the next "So what's our label?"

But sure I'll be fine, you see
I still like the days the most when it rains
And at the moment it pours
Though the day and night
Nothing left in me, no fight
Nothing is left to fight about really
It's all said and ... gone

"About time we called it then"
You said
"Okay", I said
"Whatever you want"

"Alright, it's over"

"Goodbye"

And then five years later:
You have one new message
" Hey you, remember when you were mine?"
Jonas May 28
We're sitting outside
My kinda bar, my place this time
Ringing strings are reflecting some evening light
Singing tunes in the back
I feel grounded for a nickel
It's not a bad deal at all

But it raises a question:
Are we no strings attached or ready for progress?
I call it a jam session
You call it a vibe
Are we vibing? Am I buying?

I've been fired, recently
Add a little heat before the start of summer
No longer mixing drinks behind a bar
But beers with antibiotics
**** my life, am I right?

I'm now back to "but what about tomorrow"'s
This anxiety it comes with the freedom
Hardwired, and I was never any good with crafts
Hello again, who invited you to the table?
This was supposed to be a closed party
Just two plus two
Let me be real with you

I am free to breathe again
To think and speak how I want to
To get up and go out, go down
Better watch my mouth
Or it will all spill in the streets
Don't want to be thrown out
In front of her

You know
If you have to much going on at once
It cant trap you
So slow down son
You're doing fine, you will be fine
Eventually, surely
The worries, they'll go away in time
Or at least they'll grow quieter

But who knows?
Maybe I'm lying
Jonas May 28
Ein Tanz durch die Zeit
Nennen wir es mal Geschichte
Den Mittelweg nehmen und nach oben schauen
Meist im Dunkeln tappen
Manchmal auch klar sehen
Und dabei verstehen das man dabei immer nur wird
Laufen oder rennen können
Stolpern klar
Mal gehen, aber nie fliegen

Maximal fallen
Bis zum Aufprall

Und dann tut's weh

Es ist arrogant zu denken man könnte immer wieder aufstehen
Und von vorne anfangen

Lasst uns so tun als wäre nichts gewesen
Jonas May 28
Opportunisten an die Wand
Ansonsten reicht euch die Hand
In Versöhnung
Das Leben, es ist komplex und hart

Genug

Eins ist klar
Es muss weiter gehen
Wir müssen
Weiter gehen

Und miteinander reden
Sonst wird das nichts
Mit dem Frieden
Jonas May 14
I have a lot to offer
I think
A lot of love to give
Or not?
Just hope I can keep it up this time

You get bored quickly they say
"I don't know, what do you expect?"
Half a year gone by, another
"Thank you for everything, goodbye"
Another
"You'll be missed"
Jonas May 3
A broken mirror is standing on the sidewalk
As I walk by
Innocent still as much as an object can be
On Berlin's streets
What things have you seen
In your lifetime?
Mirror, mirror about to fall?

Should I come back later maybe?
To paint thee, nails?
Make some art, add my note to the mix, to spark a little life?
I'm sure it'd be fine
To add a little color to a broken reflection

A day later, I see
It's been shattered to the ground
Maybe hours maybe minutes later
At day or night, no difference

Some other was quicker, maybe more confident
Maybe more urgent
In their expression
Of violence and destruction
Instead of addition and creation
I'm curious
What might have been the trigger?

Was it because it was a motionless thing?
That kept quiet and just stood there
Fragile to the touch and openly vulnerable?
Was it the reflection?
Or was it the cracks within?

I hope they feel better now
Jonas May 3
I can't smell the flowers anymore
Walking by
Her perfume is to strong, lingering still
Left in the air a mile behind
My head's between her thighs, testing
Or was it on her thighs, just resting?
I'm not alright!
Is that alright?
To say?
Is it still alright if I want to stay
With someone?

Can't breathe fresh air when I'm outside
Anymore
Cause someone is always smoking
In the progressive West, Oh wow so great!
Ashtray, ****, strawberry or marshmallow?
Pick your character, sorry I meant flavor
Let's show only your best behavior
In public
While they burn the world down
Don't get up, don't get loud
Just don't ask any questions, we don't want to get unpleasant
And smile :)
Don't forget to smile
Really I just don't understand what all the fuss is about
Her Hinge profile said unpolitical
Breathe, meditate, journal, work on yourself
I've been losing myself

I can't hear her anymore now
Can't hear her breathing
Falling asleep in my arms near the canal
Feeling safe, not thinking of leaving
Cause someone is always blasting noise
Just hanging out, connecting with nature
A night out with the boys
Alright, sure
Just take what you want fellas
And who could blame them?
Their father's first loves, can you name them?

It's 2025 and the news are out:
The Pope's dead and Gaza is flat
100 days in office Mr President, Congrats!
It's official now, took only 4 years, they're right winged extremists
Can you believe it!
And who could have seen it?

Next comes the forecast
We're not safe, but don't panic now!
The weatherman says
It's 5 past 12, past point of return
In case of fire stay calm and collected
It's just our planet, feeling a little neglected
Just temperatures rising next to the GDP
In desperate need of some ICE
Knocking doors down
Racing kids through the street
They have special cells for them
...
Honestly just head for the nearest exit (bag)

And you're still outside walking your dog like it's year 19 nine nein
Aber das kann doch nicht sein
"But that can't be", what a great time to be alive
And walk outside and meet a girl
And
Buy a house
And
Raise a family
Put your kids to bed and tell them
Everything's gonna be fine
Hey Mama, why are you crying?
Mama why are you crying?
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