just once I want to be called beautiful I wont believe you anyways but i'll want to just once I want you to tell me i'm worth it I won't trust you but i'll try just once I want you to see me i'll pretend you weren't looking at me but i'll know just once I want to be told i'm perfect flaws included but I won't believe you
i'm scared that when I have kids i'll parent just like her or her drugs and abandonment on one end abuse and manipulation on the other I don't know how to end the cycle when I see myself in the reflection of both of their eyes
I wish you would break me quit hitting me just hard enough to fracture and break me already i'm tired of gluing the pieces back together i'm tired of the lies the makeup the blinking away tears from my eyes just woman up and break me already
yes, I am a try-hard I try hard to make people see me yes, I am a people-pleaser I don't want anyone mad at me yes, I'll hop on the bandwagon I don't want to be left behind
is a black cat with white paws one stitched back up from where she finally burst at the end of her long silky black tail is a white tip that I would chew on when I was young her eyes are green her nose pink I've had her since I can remember My beautiful stuffed bella