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John Mendoza Apr 2020
I’m scared of staring into my own reflection cause deep down...

There will always be left over aggression from the pain I that caused in my hopeless adolescence
John Mendoza Apr 2020
Sometimes it’s easier to just survive than to learn how to truly live.....
John Mendoza Apr 2020
I’m lost in my head again

But it’s not so bad cause it’s kind of cozy in here....
John Mendoza Apr 2020
As the sun goes down
And time goes on

Although we grow old
Yet the scars never truly heal

While we’re on the move
And adjusting ourselves to change

Though the world will deceive you
And so will your own heart

Yet you should “wear that smile”
And never ever look back

Cause everything will pass
And so will this
Nothing was the same but somehow they get a tiny bit better, just keep an open heart and mind
John Mendoza Apr 2020
Have you ever been so high up that you can see the world below...

And though you float amongst the clouds, you can’t help but feel so alone

As we ask ourselves this every so often cause what’s worse, than a regret filled coffin....
John Mendoza Apr 2020
I’m stuck in my house, with no way to get out

Cause the gloomy weather is as slick as black leather

So I sit and ponder of the things that lie over yonder

Where the grass is green and the girls aren’t so mean  

While I envision stars across the walls and planets throughout the halls

As I begin to close my eyes and soar throughout the skies

I see that this house is not a cage but a way to free my rage
John Mendoza Mar 2020
Even if you never find me, just know that it will be alright

Cause somehow, I’ll always find my way back home
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