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200 · Dec 2018
Us
Paul Ayodele Dec 2018
Us
US.


I don't like when I can't see my future
I feel like am in my past
If I go to deep in my emotions
That would make me mad

With you I feel like there's a balance
Between my mind and my heart
So when I say I love you
I mean that for a fact

I always say I am unemotional
It's not always true
It just makes me feel less emotional
To the things I feel for you

I like how you are not afraid to tell me you love me
But ..that scares me the most
If am unable to love you the same
Would I still be your goal?

What ever may come, hail or high water
I will always have your back ..you know
And like the lilies by the river side
This love will grow.


#5UN
-Ayo_daViber
181 · Dec 2018
CLICHè
Paul Ayodele Dec 2018
Sun by day
Moon by night
All I ask
Is that I hold hand
As we traverse your
Through these lights

If you are by my side
When I walk through the biblical valley of shadow of death
We will both be smiling
On our way out

Pain from fire
Joy from rain
In between both of these worlds
We will be okay
All we need is one and each other
Each other for one


Dark from light
Light from dark
No sacrifice too big
No favour too small
For you and you alone
The one who keeps my heart
151 · Nov 2018
FALL.
Paul Ayodele Nov 2018
Give me pen and paper
Let me right my wrongs
I have been silent for too long
To bridge my tongue
Give this heart
A chance to bleed
And let this fountain of emotions fall
Let the **** break
An let my mind soar


Don't tell me I can't do it
I have been doing it too long
In the shadows.. Hiding from persecution and tongues
Give me a break, I have seen too many sleepless nights
Counting the days till I can sleep at night

Send me away with no goodbyes or farewells
All I need is that reassuring smile that tells me I will farewell
I know you think I have done too many wrong(s)
I have..
That's why I walk this road alone
To prove I am not a lost cause
And if I should stumble and I fall..
Well.. That part I pray you never see.


-Ayo_daViber
139 · Dec 2018
_DEPRESSION_.
Paul Ayodele Dec 2018
I don't sleep well no more
I am not able to live well no more
I don't think clear no more
I don't seem to have everything in check for sure
I can't pop pills to cure
This disease that seems to be eating deep into my core



I have tried to shut ..shut the voices in my head out or kick them to the curb
I have no reflex no more
My mind is slower than the hands of the clock on a Sunday morning
I can't feel real pain no more
Shoot me now ..and you'll probably end up with a dead body still breathing ..



I wish I could find a drug
Drug that cured depression, anxiety and stress for sure
But all these drugs they offer
Will either **** a man before his time
Or take away a brothers mind
And leave him on the road side begging for eggs
Or in a cage with his worst nightmares begging for death..


-Ayo_daViber
117 · Nov 2018
Dear God (I)
Paul Ayodele Nov 2018
This world is a hub of noise
Literally..just junk and noise
Sometimes I fail to see Gods plan in all of this
I mean.. What is the point of this cycle
This unending cycle of junk and noise
How do you make sense if this trash
How do you not want to burn this cycle
Regard it as a prototype and start over again.

But there is a certain beauty to it
Watching nothing.. Absolute nothingness create a spectacle ,a wonder to behold
And then realizing that nothing is something.


-Ayo_daViber

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