you’re a bad habit, just like smoking a cigarette
i enjoy having you but i know you’re no good
you’re harmless in the moment but with time i’ll begin to notice your consequences
just like a cigarette, you’re addictive
i can quit having you but why would I want to
just like a lit cigarette, you make me feel good now but soon enough you’ll only leave me with the ashes

I wouldn't be so lost...
If you would have just stayed with me..
I lost my place,
I lost my head,
I'm running in circles with no end,
I keep you to my left,
Left is closest to the heart,
I loved you more than I could ever love myself,
I wasted time..
I wasted my peace of mind,
on YOU,
****, I wasted a lifetime when I erased your mistakes,
Your not my lover not even my friend,
Your now just a stranger that got lost in my head.