I needed your touch today
the day just wasn't right
and even though it wasn't right
it just felt right  
to need your touch
because so many things
I have needed in my life
have mostly been
unhealthy or addictive
so needing your touch
goes to show you just
how far a man can come
when he is truly loved
and is able to truly love
in return.

[Flashback]

You know
sometimes I think I'm still

afraid of you
and sometimes maybe I'm still in love with you

other times I sometimes still wake up with a dry mouth
and cold sweats
screaming your name

until my throat is so sore **** I swear I'm gonna bleed
gagging on those memories
those ghosts of ****** noses and broken mirrors
keep me up all night like alley cats
****** each other in the street
But I also think that ain't all

[Hangover]

because after all these long and tired weather beaten years
when we both stopped looking like we
did when we were sixteen and got gray haired and bitter
I think we both know that
we can never really leave each other

[Overdose]

That's why after all this time we can meet up

we can eat some stolen pills

chug a beer or two and finish off a warm bottle of wine

then talk about all those old hard knock times

while

we can sit together on your bed
and use
super glue
to patch up
***** glass cuts you made all over your legs