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 Jun 13 Zeno
matt r
radio heart
 Jun 13 Zeno
matt r
yesterday My pin fell off,
        'radio heart'
it said,so yellow&bubbly.

I said it was a sign, I said
  My universe
is spinning me out&out into

a waltz & I cannot keep up.
     the music,
it's all a little too loud

& You move a little too fast,
             My dear.
You move a little too swift

& collapse into a twirling
     eidolon, falling
right through My fingers.
more on amor fati, kinda. the other side of the coin.
 Jun 13 Zeno
matt r
i finally saw two magpies
for the first time
                   since february
(they were resting on
                         a signpost
then, it was valentine's day)

i wrote 'happy valentine's j x'
     & imagined you florid
(it was calflove&sweet
       & it only grew stronger)

letters, dried flowers, poems
          i wrote for You
(We were kizmit,to be,
           i always wanted You)

i gave You everything i had
   ,all but kissing sense,
(i wish i did, your lips
    were all love ever meant)

i finally saw two magpies
  You have a love, i don't,
but i have finally seen joy
        & You will see me float
 Jun 12 Zeno
Universe Poems
The end of the day
No not May
June
Long Summer nights soon
Nature gave you,
the Strawberry Moon

© 2025 Carol Natasha Diviney, Ph.D.
 Jun 12 Zeno
unnamed
Void
 Jun 12 Zeno
unnamed
alone in a void
hidden from reality
your dreams gasp for air.
 Jun 12 Zeno
Sora
Stand by Me
 Jun 12 Zeno
Sora
An arching bridge, ablaze,
frames bending under the weight of steps.

Charred wood slowly crumbles
beneath the hopeful crowd—
each step a promise,
each breath a fragile bond.

Across—
a land,
a place
everyone dreams of being.

Flames grow higher,
frames begin to groan.

Fear reclaims its grip,
clinging tight to rattling chains.

People push, they shove—
some punch, some yell.
One man stamps his foot—
a loud crack.
The crowd gasps.

That man falls between the gap.

Others retreat,
fleeing back across the bridge.
The man feels the weight grow thin.

Amid the chaos
of hastened feet,
he watches the bridge
begin to collapse.

The son, filled with fear,
fears the fire might consume him.
Does he bring more folks,
or save himself?

Unsure—
he flees his father’s side.

The man dangles in midair,
in front of everyone there,
growing weaker
by the minute.

The little boy returns—
confident,
yet uneasy.

He soaks the bridge in gasoline,
throws the match,
and doesn’t look back.

And in the silence after flame,
people came to know—

The bridge was never lost to fire,
but to fear
and excess desire.

Lost to plastic mouths that spoke
too many things that were never true.

Lost to those who truly forgot
the only right thing to do.

It was lost to selfishness,
to hatred,
and all the fighting—
to greed, to fear,
to stubborn pride,
to trickery and slighting.

Lost,
because we forgot
what it means to stick together.

Had they never left the bridge,
they could have saved that man
together.
Unity means survival
 Jun 12 Zeno
Liana
I told him I never wanted to see him again
Which I guess was true
I mean that's the logical thing
It's not safe or pleasant
But some part of me is still devastated I suppose
I mean after all he has always existed with me
Even since I was born
He's always technically been there
Even if he was there hurting me

I'm afraid
I'm afraid
I'm afraid of the suicide note he'll leave
"Because of Liana" it will say
Whether it's true or not those words will echo my insides
And later appear as blood pouring down my arm

And part of me is sad too
I wish
**** I wish on every star that he would just be okay
Be there to protect me
A shoulder to cry on
Be a father
Not someone I may need a restraining order for

I carry it around with me everywhere
It chokes me
Wraps it's boney arms around me
Makes my body weak
And makes me not be able to eat

I told him I never wanted to see him again
And I know that it sounds cruel
"Oh, but he's your father!"
But he never was
I wish
Oh how I wish I would never have to utter those words

I want it to be normal that I miss him
Because part of my heart throbs
I want that if I said that those who knew what he'd done would get it
That it would be acceptable
Because right now I do miss him
Or maybe I miss what never was
With over forty
years apart
let’s pretend
it’s just a day
That time we’ve lost
and what it cost
to ignore
and look away

We can’t tunnel
through the heartache
but a bridge over
can be built
To put behind
those days unrhymed
with tomorrow
— yet unfelt

(Dreamsleep: June, 2025)
 Jun 12 Zeno
Jimmy silker
There's a palm tree
Outside my kitchen window
It outest extremities
Don't quite touch the glass
Of the thing we could gladly
Talk between us
And feel the feel
Of the connection at last.
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