Life is cheerful
Most may say
Other say fearful
Is it’s name

The smiles that lights up the days
The tears that resembles the rain
The anger that only brings disasters
The desire of being the master

You where a theft,
you stole my heart,
Left me in grief,
As I watched you tear it apart,

One by one,
Stabbing without thought,
Having so much fun,
Although I was naught,

I will love, never,
You Filled me with hate,
Believing we would be forever,
Although never was our fate,

I believed that I would heal,
Although I forgot,
That karma was real,
Until I was caught,

For some of the things,
I have done in the past,
Controlling with strings,
Leaving me last

The words I’ve said,
The tears I’ve shed,
Laying in bed,
With my head in ten

Around and around it went,
The words you’ve said,
Hoping it won’t infect,
Although I let it spread,


So here I am,
Crying, dying, and bruised,
Lying on the cold pavement,
Feeling so abused