My shadow only wanna hide beside me,
all things going so wilde,
black shadow in the front of a ray of light,
seems to b no more visible in the existance survival fight,
it feels like that m so numb,
that i cant cry or smile and peoples start saying that m a dumb,
but i m not i cry but no 1 bothers that m crying and m i feel so alone,
they just ignore me and wore me a thrown,
and made me the king of lonelyness and try to supress,
the things i guess,
that these r hurting me too much,
and destroying the best part of myself and if i wannna clutch,
the part it goes more apart,
from my reach,
& as usual the peoples who see me try to teach,
there own non-sense lessons,
if dont wanna get those they felt m in the list foolish of foolish persons,
they putted itno who dosnt make a agree on there stupid speeches,
it's still going darker here and echoes but not reaches,
to any 1 who can put me up,
but it still a search goin on and the luck,
factor is not working :( as it's my bad time,
fighting for my part which is a fine,
and d finest part of me,
but it's still lost trying 2 get back the strets,
of joy and smiles,
but it sems harder like counting stars in the skies,
it's my life in present
it's sad it's bad and irrelivant.....:(