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Akash mazumdar Apr 2014
My shadow only wanna hide beside me,
all things going so wilde,
black shadow in the front of a ray of light,
seems to b no more visible in the existance survival fight,
it feels like that m so numb,
that i cant cry or smile and peoples start saying that m a dumb,
but i m not i cry but no 1 bothers that m crying and m i feel so alone,
they just ignore me and wore me a thrown,
and made me the king of lonelyness and try to supress,
the things i guess,
that these r hurting me too much,
and destroying the best part of myself and if i wannna clutch,
the part it goes more apart,
from my reach,
& as usual the peoples who see me try to teach,
there own non-sense lessons,
if dont wanna get those they felt m in the list foolish of foolish persons,
they putted itno who dosnt make a agree on there stupid speeches,
it's still going darker here and echoes but not reaches,
to any 1 who can put me up,
but it still a search goin on and the luck,
factor is not working :( as it's my bad time,
fighting for my part which is a fine,
and d finest part of me,
but it's still lost trying 2 get back the strets,
of joy and smiles,
but it sems harder like counting stars in the skies,
it's my life in present
it's sad it's bad and irrelivant.....:(
Akash mazumdar Apr 2014
I dont wanna cry dont wanna loose u,
i love ur each sentence u,
tell about me,
so never let me free,
from ur love,
cuz it's my peace and all above,
is upto u that how u'll treat me,
but i'll luv u till my last breathe,
u made d best lines possibles 2 take it out from my lips,
i just wanna hug u kep closer 2 me and dont wanna kiss,
i'll never let u go cuz my herat is stolen by ur name,
plss love me by heart nvr play the game,
and lie me and make me a fool,
cuz i love u more then any 1 else in world and univerese's pool.
Of luv and hatered,
we knw that 1 we'll become dead,
but till m alive d best person
was u,is u and will b u
and i always saying d same that i love u....:*
@ akash mazumdar
Learn to spell and use correct grammar ***.
Akash mazumdar Mar 2014
Wer is d love wer is d felling??
It's only alone dat m living,
no one bothers wat i do,
dey r simply ignoring me cuz dey wanna never knw wat i am going through,
and they push me to the fire as that's there only work and,
is the 1 of d worse thing the usualy do,
i cried soo much but the pain still is alive wid in me,
i want some 1 to free frome these,
hell life just a simple thing i want,
dat i wanna b happy and scrolled,
to nearby every person whom i think dat he/she,
can understand me and be,
help to make me upcome from m goin through,
but dey pushed me away as m a garbage and proved,
that they r heartless and make me cry again and again,
but still i find the person who bothers wat i feel,
and wat i have 2 do for my well fare and to increase the yield,
of happiest smiles but i still dont knw y i cry dat my eyes got red,
and all peoples aroun me see me as m a stupid and aprrox dead,
Person who iszz alway sad,
but m not a bad,
person as i knw and i always wanna keep others happy,
and
And this is my part work and my ways,
of making my life bettr,
but it's unhappy feels as i look my 2 sides of my arms and i think what i need 2 b is more samrter,
but in worlds way smarter person can also b able 2 cheat,
And knows how 2 defeat, innocent peoples those r in his way,
but i cant do this bcz i dont wanna hurt any 1 and bcm a stray,
dog for dem whom they always wanna beat and through stones on him,
but i must i knw dat it's a world of devils and they swim,
in a fire of hatered which they feel for d helpless peoples and,
kick dem away so dat dey can enjoy there felling but a band,
of word death dey forgot about,
that a god is still here 2 see dem and will give there punishment they deserve and will drown,
in  the fire of hell,
but dey still do wat they always do but i still tell,
them it's bad 2 left alone some 1.....
Akash mazumdar Mar 2014
Some times i wonder,
we talk in that way we missed eacht other,.
So why forgot we r made for each other,
we do the thinks we like cuz we r not getting throgh the way where we must go
and act like,
1 soul before we evaporate and the light,
turned off
so start now caring and loving so much,
so that i can forget about u and make such.
Moments we want come repeatedly,
1 by 1 and we make laugh each other and happyly,
hug each other and say 3 words which we both wanna listen form each other,
cuz d 3 words and u make my life so beautiful and i wonder,
that god have gifted me a life and a angel which is u,
as i always say i love u...
@ akash mazumdar
Akash mazumdar Mar 2014
'wid out u i am like'

Here is no joy wid out u,
here is no life wid out u,
wer r u pls *** baby y dont understnd,
dat my heart is wid u which beats and,
still beating cuz it's widin ur arrest,
best thing it will b that never give it 2 me from ur chest,
just behind me where my sorrow lives,
i will also keep ur sorrow also
pls give me ur nights,
which make u 2 forget all happy things and tym spend wid me,
forget about d past i request and i please,
i can make u laugh and make d moments in which make ur lips bite,
2 hide ur cutest smile,
my happiness wid u never ends wid u,
and wen u r not wid me i cry and i just pray for u,
ur face give me a satisfation dat u r not so far,
and i u hug me i can win a war,
i love u d most
i love u by heart
pls forgive me and never go apart...
@ akash mazumdar
Akash mazumdar Mar 2014
Himmat h to rulake dikhao,
dam h to dil churake dikhao,
dil me pyaar jagake to dikhao,
nafrat to kr ni skte kisise humse pyar jatake to dikhao,
faryad to hum d krte h rab se
ki dil dede hume b jeene ke lie,
par accha hua ni dia,
vrna humne to vo kisiko de hi dia,
hota kisi aaere gare ko,
jise na hoti smjh meri na hota pyaar mujhse,
or itni kimti cheez jo h mera dil,
vo to reh hi jata na uspe....
@ akash mazumdar
Akash mazumdar Mar 2014
' wat i do now'
Wat i can do now,
tell me pls wat i've 2 understand and how,
m sad cuz u r far from my vision,
many times i just wanna hug u without any reason,
how long i've 2 staisfy my heart,
by seeing ur picture and apart,
form this dammn distance,
which is bcm a fence,
but nvr b afraid cuz my emotions fr u,
will nvr b low but few,
things u've 2 do,
love my patiance my feel,
cuz these r very imp. And real,
fake and real r d 2 things,
nd we can say r the 2 sides of mirror which brings,
some time satisfaction but sum tym sorrow,
but just we must hold our hand so that our tommrow,
will have a great pick-up,
for d way which we r thinking 2 lead,
and our future will bcm a story of love and peace,
and having d best perfection,
and d best peace of satisfaction,
so b wid me,
and forget about the,
sorrows,
and I'll **** them if they follows....
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