simply-lost - Hello Poetry

simply-lost

American I'm her. / That girl you see everyday. / the one who always says "Yeah,i'm okay." / / I'm a professional liar. / I'm an expert at faking a smile. / / But... / I don't think i can keep up this facade for much longer.

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