myenchantedlife - Hello Poetry

myenchantedlife

waiting word feel despair useless pain heart boy love inhale exhale find good feeling person day things time girl happiness purpose fear wanna sadness sit mismatched tears fills hate mind smile body hard going joy laughter stay bed running thoughts online played dating mine life confusion thing darkness feet attention best hand trust rejected safe changed knew warmth interesting hear search sucks describe shitty insomnia lying dark soft snoring will fulfilling intended humans matter meltdown big destroy rage strong jaw clench hit sharp survive hits aim outward monster bad evil narcissist mad sweet kind feels brings worry prince morning song head lips hips tighten grip sexiest baby leave patient tense alert edge checking seconds passing racing questioning fears spiraling escalating january met march games talked april told loved researched days realized everyday november months acrostic forever unsure guided breathing help knowing crushing rejection abandonment letting left emptiness drift floating beautiful