mrshneh - Hello Poetry

mrshneh

mrshneh

35/M/New Mexico Just a burgeoning elementary teacher. Writing about my recovery.

time eyes love change pain turns darkness better mind stars doubt will light hard turned days numbness singing blues sad hell substitutions depression thinking helps putting shit thoughts money searching baked lead bizarre find changed start left anew set warmth feelings fright inside things generation work easy consequences rage chased shame boy spark fog regret yukon life artificial comfort red crashed bed lacing shoes mad wonders wonder atone thinks sex gloominess postponed hand missed booze appointment write return disappointment resolve creativity prophecies empty short kicking supposed playing proclivity problems curb companion exactly obsession human play happy journals lessons receive solutions evolve half term sobriety twitch saving intrusive parry making spend bank thrash piece elusive honestly fucking throw merry worth bone lies head scary pen wanna conversations legit hoping mistaken paper compliments harry twinkling finally phone pining despair clout questions sky perfection real opinion focus answer moments fake glare tawdry simple