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"thrash" poems
The weak breeze whispers nothing The water screams sublime His feet shift, teeter-totter Deep breath, stand back, it’s time Toes untouch the overpass Soon he’s water bound Eyes locked shut but peek to see The view from halfway down A little wind, a summer sun A river rich and regal A flood of fond endorphins Brings a calm that knows no equal You’re flying now You see things much more clear than from the ground It’s all okay, it would be Were you not now halfway down Thrash to break from gravity What now could slow the drop All I’d give for toes to touch The safety back at top But this is it, the deed is done Silence drowns the sound Before I leaped I should’ve seen The view from halfway down I really should’ve thought about The view from halfway down I wish I could’ve known about The view from halfway down
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Feb 11, 2020
Feb 11, 2020 at 9:53 AM UTC
The View From Halfway Down
My little-lost friend is that you I see at times sleeping on a park bench, shopping carts and effects anchored. Homeless. With your eyes holding shame, brown and sad. I can't help. But see. I see you inching, inching along on the earth, pitch black and poor, weathered, severed and dirtied. Lost in time. Mouth open. Where open hands may be closed. I do pass by you every morning, thinking, thinking of you. As you drum your thumbs to your own music, in your own darkened world. Where the albatross rest on your drooping shoulders, as you piggyback what olive branches there are. I can't help. But think. As you sit shrugging in those same brown pants and redshirt, holding weeks of grime and stench. No doubt, holding passerby's casting eyes, thoughts and conversation. Sometimes, I can't watch. But hope. Yes, hope and pray. As you go looking into the pockets of thrash, digging for change, literally, hopefully, three ways to paradise, please, yes, sir, please. And maybe. Just maybe. You will find better and parkgoers can use the bench again. That would be a nice olive branch, to give back, my friend. Logan Robertson 8/1/2018
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Aug 1, 2018
Aug 1, 2018 at 6:18 PM UTC
If Only He Can Get Back On His Feet
I am half-Chinese and a half Filipino-Spanish. I have only learnt to speak Filipino my whole life. The best advises I have received is that there is no right or wrong, that labels does not always help. That no matter what, I should just go and "Live my life", or "Sing in Full Voice, Until Then". Attentive to a fault to the work or person at hand. Because of routine and living demands, sometimes I only pay attention to what is available or given to me. Like the quest for the Spices of the East, I could no longer live the same way when the time came. I had to learn preservation and other flavors. In a Asian Food Show, someone shares How some later generation Chinese had to study their own native language in secret between 1966 to 1998. Stories of how their migrant or refugee heritage have made them scapegoats of many local tensions. And varieties of words and ingredients also native to Chinese and later generations that lived offshore. Many of us now in the thrash of our collective songs towards healing and full living as humanity, continuing refugees and wanderers in our own ways. Where we see our indigenous-selves and our oppressor-selves, is not as difficult as we are usually made to, in a world of artificial demands and surpluses. One old song gently reminds me in many languages singing, as another bowl of handmade noodles breaks open into countless random pieces: We are only passing through earth. Made to experience, and let go of our fears and limitations.To gather our remains so that it is inanimate buildings and objects that are used by the living instead, and nothing is left behind. To not leave a trace. To learn how to love.#
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Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 1:27 AM UTC
HANDMADE NOODLES
I am half-Chinese and a half Filipino-Spanish. I have only learnt to speak Filipino my whole life. The best advises I have received is that there is no right or wrong, that labels does not always help. That no matter what, I should just go and "Live my life", or "Sing in Full Voice, Until Then". Attentive to a fault to the work or person at hand. Because of routine and living demands, sometimes I only pay attention to what is available or given to me. Like the quest for the Spices of the East, I could no longer live the same way when the time came. I had to learn preservation and other flavors. In a Asian Food Show, someone shares How some later generation Chinese had to study their own native language in secret between 1966 to 1998. Stories of how their migrant or refugee heritage have made them scapegoats of many local tensions. And varieties of words and ingredients also native to Chinese and later generations that lived offshore. Many of us now in the thrash of our collective songs towards healing and full living as humanity, continuing refugees and wanderers in our own ways. Where we see our indigenous-selves and our oppressor-selves, is not as difficult as we are usually made to, in a world of artificial demands and surpluses. One old song gently reminds me in many languages singing, as another bowl of handmade noodles breaks open into countless random pieces: We are only passing through earth. Made to experience, and let go of our fears and limitations.To gather our remains so that it is inanimate buildings and objects that are used by the living instead, and nothing is left behind. To not leave a trace. To learn how to love.#
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What She Look Like?    …Like one tenderly hushing water in her lap Elemental peace No place to go No more to be …Like the ocean in the background of a photo on a warm spring day belying rage and the random possible thrash-- out! at all guilty ******** in her path Toss in the next sentient soul who should happen to pass within range who should have seen who should have known what a storm could do…. Moody in the aftermath and sorrier than rain With the tide in retreat grumbling excuses Hiding out waist-deep in dusk’s Merlot Waiting for night to sleep it off to heal the rifts cleanse the shame Rising yellow, bright— and “What the hell happened, here?!” _______________ Her hair a winter’s tragedy of trees upside down— No wait— the wind has put her right to ragged random branches swaying, wet with intermittent hues of dark and silver caught in collar, flying inelegant and free at the shoulders of the levee tossed and softening shyly sagging jaw and nose a stump of tree All perspective changes… if you watch a while— She’ll raise her eyes into the sunset to catch an eagle entering flight …and then you might… ______________ She looks like— a pudgy robin querying grass mud soaked that hides the fire of her breast tugging at a worm more than half her length “I will feed them, **** you! Give it up, you son of a snake!” _______________ ...Don’t miss her hour of music though for anything Encroaching darkness from the rooftops she listens to the hearts she breaks Remember this in winter she can give but she will take it out on February when you’re longing for her
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Nov 7, 2017
Nov 7, 2017 at 7:57 PM UTC
What She Looks Like
What She Look Like?    …Like one tenderly hushing water in her lap Elemental peace No place to go No more to be …Like the ocean in the background of a photo on a warm spring day belying rage and the random possible thrash-- out! at all guilty ******** in her path Toss in the next sentient soul who should happen to pass within range who should have seen who should have known what a storm could do…. Moody in the aftermath and sorrier than rain With the tide in retreat grumbling excuses Hiding out waist-deep in dusk’s Merlot Waiting for night to sleep it off to heal the rifts cleanse the shame Rising yellow, bright— and “What the hell happened, here?!” _______________ Her hair a winter’s tragedy of trees upside down— No wait— the wind has put her right to ragged random branches swaying, wet with intermittent hues of dark and silver caught in collar, flying inelegant and free at the shoulders of the levee tossed and softening shyly sagging jaw and nose a stump of tree All perspective changes… if you watch a while— She’ll raise her eyes into the sunset to catch an eagle entering flight …and then you might… ______________ She looks like— a pudgy robin querying grass mud soaked that hides the fire of her breast tugging at a worm more than half her length “I will feed them, **** you! Give it up, you son of a snake!” _______________ ...Don’t miss her hour of music though for anything Encroaching darkness from the rooftops she listens to the hearts she breaks Remember this in winter she can give but she will take it out on February when you’re longing for her
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And when you fall for a girl with hips like hammers and lips like pens, never let her go. Though it may be difficult, do not let her go. She will be the girl who is there to keep you safe. She will be the one who saves you. She is everything you've ever needed in a person and more. You always said that all you need is someone who can make a dull day be seen in technicolor And who will love you for who you are. And that IS her. But you never mentioned how you need someone whose eyes are so blue that you could drown in every shade of her iris. Or how you need someone that will make you bathe with her even though you're not the one who needs cleaning. You never spoke of how you need someone who is able to make all of your insecurities melt- Even if only for a second. You never talked about how you need that girl that will tease you for how tightly you grip her hand when it's dark And who will make your body thrash and tremble in pleasure rather than terror at night. You never said a thing about how you NEED that girl whose laugh is too precious to ever forget the shape of her smile. You never mentioned it because you had no idea.
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Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 10:52 AM UTC
She Asked Me What Makes Her So Special (edited)
A year has passed since I crashed my motorcycle. The road rash had since been cast away. The fast paced life was smashed together. A singular bash that cached my memory. Lights flash and whiplash has new meaning. This thrash blinked my eyelash three days later. Dreary forecast laid flabbergasted.
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Oct 26, 2016
Oct 26, 2016 at 3:00 PM UTC
Motorcycle Crash
a quote of Bernard-Henri Lévy ~~~ the divers’ recovery, diverse, shipwrecked salvage from different locations, auctioned to the highest bidder, tho the excised excerpts are exceptional, none come to do the bidding, for the provenance of words belongs to all, and to none ~~ “so oft we trifle words, expel them from the country of our body, without passport and earnestness, as if they were the cheapest of footnote filler, day tourists, to be treated as leavings, refuse for daily discardation, barely noting their fast comings and faster disappearance, but leaving not, a mark of distinction” “the addicted pleasure words granted to we privileged few, like every enslaved soul to the mind, which I am, I am, evening dreams, midnight thinkings, sunrise seeings, how can I infect and thus protect the young to the liberty to love the crafted content of our human essence to better comprehend that a moment caught on tape of our shared words is a holiday, a celebration for the ages...and every molecule, becomes a human tuning fork in concert, in pitch identical, in blood tainted with the simplicity of we are all the same, only words, this will transmit” “murmur me, with soft downy charms, these words discovered recoursed and intended well to pointedly offset and contradict their very own tumultuous discovery uncovering, tear tongue me with calming, lapping word  wages, hymns harmonious and fine homilies, a call, a request, a bequest to sedate my shrill life “some cells, microscopic, preserved digitally, aged to imperfection, thrash my eyes, making me speak in tongues I do not recognize, but fluently possess, no wonder there, the memory place fairly empty, room aplenty for passerby's and the imagery                                                          ­ of the vaguest of dearly departed skin is not the only mot shed,                                                 sloughing of woeful words” “speak them slow and distinct, for they arrive slow to you, a trickling of refugees for your sheltering, harbor them as full companions, protected by natural law, provision them well, prepared and ever ready for a quick departure, moor these words at the embarcadero, for the next restless leg of endlessness, which they themselves will inform you will last longer than eternity, long after there are no humans to speak them”
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Mar 27, 2019
Mar 27, 2019 at 4:55 AM UTC
“diving into the depths of my words”
a quote of Bernard-Henri Lévy ~~~ the divers’ recovery, diverse, shipwrecked salvage from different locations, auctioned to the highest bidder, tho the excised excerpts are exceptional, none come to do the bidding, for the provenance of words belongs to all, and to none ~~ “so oft we trifle words, expel them from the country of our body, without passport and earnestness, as if they were the cheapest of footnote filler, day tourists, to be treated as leavings, refuse for daily discardation, barely noting their fast comings and faster disappearance, but leaving not, a mark of distinction” “the addicted pleasure words granted to we privileged few, like every enslaved soul to the mind, which I am, I am, evening dreams, midnight thinkings, sunrise seeings, how can I infect and thus protect the young to the liberty to love the crafted content of our human essence to better comprehend that a moment caught on tape of our shared words is a holiday, a celebration for the ages...and every molecule, becomes a human tuning fork in concert, in pitch identical, in blood tainted with the simplicity of we are all the same, only words, this will transmit” “murmur me, with soft downy charms, these words discovered recoursed and intended well to pointedly offset and contradict their very own tumultuous discovery uncovering, tear tongue me with calming, lapping word  wages, hymns harmonious and fine homilies, a call, a request, a bequest to sedate my shrill life “some cells, microscopic, preserved digitally, aged to imperfection, thrash my eyes, making me speak in tongues I do not recognize, but fluently possess, no wonder there, the memory place fairly empty, room aplenty for passerby's and the imagery                                                          ­ of the vaguest of dearly departed skin is not the only mot shed,                                                 sloughing of woeful words” “speak them slow and distinct, for they arrive slow to you, a trickling of refugees for your sheltering, harbor them as full companions, protected by natural law, provision them well, prepared and ever ready for a quick departure, moor these words at the embarcadero, for the next restless leg of endlessness, which they themselves will inform you will last longer than eternity, long after there are no humans to speak them”
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Ripples running away from me disturbing the cool water around. My splash is heard by the trees and the birds But by none who can offer help. At first I panic, thrash madly, as a thrush flutters on the breeze. More waves are caused by the actions But still I flap and scream. Not a soul can hear me; the woods are a wilderness, deserted. Everything hidden by the low dense cloud, It stops my sight short and muffles my voice. So I wait drifting with the current no longer reaching for a hold, Confident I’ll be found and saved Dried out and sent home happy. The minutes soon become hours though and still there is no help. I give up counting depressing time. I don’t want to know how long. My skin starts to wrinkle with wetness like a dried fruit in a plastic bag; My nails soften in the water But still trap **** and other life. My faith in human nature starts to fade and recede. I try calling out once more A strange fear forcing the action I now grab, frantic, at anything in reach Losing what little strength's left And the weight of the water in my clothes And body is dragging me down. Finally I realise what’s happening to me is I am sinking, drowning - and fast. I am dying and there is nothing I can do myself to stop it. Inevitable, unpreventable death that I now accept as being my destiny, I close my eyes and try to help By thinking heavy thoughts. Running over in my head all the reasons why it may be better this way - As death is certain this is academic But strangely seems to help. If one can find the good in Death it’s not so unattractive. I no longer worry, I am resigned It is my choice to die. So I just lie back and wait for embrace even my forthcoming Death And then I hear a sound prayed for weeks ago But dreaded and hated as I am now Footsteps coming towards me that I try to ignore (and ignore their voices too) And a hand reaches for me, grasps mine They think I should be happy to be saved But they cannot see I don’t want to be saved from the Death I was so close to and wanted. I welcomed it, I willed it, to Come and release me from the pain Now I am safe I must endure once more the suffering, and accept Death again. So here I am alive and well Trapped in the prison of life.
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Aug 24, 2011
Aug 24, 2011 at 6:31 AM UTC
The Hedgehog In The Fog
Ripples running away from me disturbing the cool water around. My splash is heard by the trees and the birds But by none who can offer help. At first I panic, thrash madly, as a thrush flutters on the breeze. More waves are caused by the actions But still I flap and scream. Not a soul can hear me; the woods are a wilderness, deserted. Everything hidden by the low dense cloud, It stops my sight short and muffles my voice. So I wait drifting with the current no longer reaching for a hold, Confident I’ll be found and saved Dried out and sent home happy. The minutes soon become hours though and still there is no help. I give up counting depressing time. I don’t want to know how long. My skin starts to wrinkle with wetness like a dried fruit in a plastic bag; My nails soften in the water But still trap **** and other life. My faith in human nature starts to fade and recede. I try calling out once more A strange fear forcing the action I now grab, frantic, at anything in reach Losing what little strength's left And the weight of the water in my clothes And body is dragging me down. Finally I realise what’s happening to me is I am sinking, drowning - and fast. I am dying and there is nothing I can do myself to stop it. Inevitable, unpreventable death that I now accept as being my destiny, I close my eyes and try to help By thinking heavy thoughts. Running over in my head all the reasons why it may be better this way - As death is certain this is academic But strangely seems to help. If one can find the good in Death it’s not so unattractive. I no longer worry, I am resigned It is my choice to die. So I just lie back and wait for embrace even my forthcoming Death And then I hear a sound prayed for weeks ago But dreaded and hated as I am now Footsteps coming towards me that I try to ignore (and ignore their voices too) And a hand reaches for me, grasps mine They think I should be happy to be saved But they cannot see I don’t want to be saved from the Death I was so close to and wanted. I welcomed it, I willed it, to Come and release me from the pain Now I am safe I must endure once more the suffering, and accept Death again. So here I am alive and well Trapped in the prison of life.
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When they get to the aquarium, the kid asks if they have a Great White shark exhibit. The volunteer says no, we don’t. The kid asks, “Why? are you afraid he might try to eat people?” The volunteer chuckles at this and tells him no. no aquarium has successfully held a Great White shark live for more than a few days. You see, in order to stay alive, Great Whites and other sharks, like hammerheads, swim on their own continuously through the ocean, never stopping, never slowing, tramping a perpetual journey with many miles to go before they finally reach “sleep”. If they stop, the oxygen rich water around them no longer flows over their gills and into their bodies and they suffocate from the strain of being at rest. So they keep going, like lost children searching for their parents in a very large amusement park. This need to keep moving, this need for space, has made it extremely difficult to keep them in our meager glass human death cages. When the Monterey bay aquarium managed to capture a juvenile that didn’t thrash itself to death like the adult sharks they netted before, it bashed its head against the tank’s sturdy walls until the shock of being dragged out of its home and put in the equivalent of a coffin killed it. But, the volunteer continued cheerfully, we have other kinds of sharks here. We have zebra sharks, which don’t need to swim nonstop. In their natural habitat, they just lie on the ocean floor all day. The kid agrees to go see them The zebra sharks are not lying on the floor nor do they look like zebras. They swim slowly past him, leopard spots dotting their ridges on their backs, their fins, their long tails. “They’re called zebra sharks because of the zebra like patterns of the juveniles,” the volunteer explains. The ones we have here are adults.When they become adults, they get the spots and those ridges you see. Sometimes people mistake them for leopard sharks, which are a totally different species.” The kid stares at the zebra sharks for a full ten minutes, looking for a sign of resignation at being called something they weren’t anymore, at collectively being referred to by a childhood nickname they had long outgrown. They did not seem to care. He gets bored and goes to other exhibits, the split fin flashlight fish blinking on and off in their darkened tank, the touch pool, the medusa jellyfish with their trailing tentacles. But the sharks are what he remembers when he leaves, and they’re what he remember when he returns three months later, six months later, two years later, three, five, ten, this is what stays with him, the sharks in our tanks and the sharks in the ocean.
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Jun 16, 2017
Jun 16, 2017 at 2:20 AM UTC
At the aquarium.
When they get to the aquarium, the kid asks if they have a Great White shark exhibit. The volunteer says no, we don’t. The kid asks, “Why? are you afraid he might try to eat people?” The volunteer chuckles at this and tells him no. no aquarium has successfully held a Great White shark live for more than a few days. You see, in order to stay alive, Great Whites and other sharks, like hammerheads, swim on their own continuously through the ocean, never stopping, never slowing, tramping a perpetual journey with many miles to go before they finally reach “sleep”. If they stop, the oxygen rich water around them no longer flows over their gills and into their bodies and they suffocate from the strain of being at rest. So they keep going, like lost children searching for their parents in a very large amusement park. This need to keep moving, this need for space, has made it extremely difficult to keep them in our meager glass human death cages. When the Monterey bay aquarium managed to capture a juvenile that didn’t thrash itself to death like the adult sharks they netted before, it bashed its head against the tank’s sturdy walls until the shock of being dragged out of its home and put in the equivalent of a coffin killed it. But, the volunteer continued cheerfully, we have other kinds of sharks here. We have zebra sharks, which don’t need to swim nonstop. In their natural habitat, they just lie on the ocean floor all day. The kid agrees to go see them The zebra sharks are not lying on the floor nor do they look like zebras. They swim slowly past him, leopard spots dotting their ridges on their backs, their fins, their long tails. “They’re called zebra sharks because of the zebra like patterns of the juveniles,” the volunteer explains. The ones we have here are adults.When they become adults, they get the spots and those ridges you see. Sometimes people mistake them for leopard sharks, which are a totally different species.” The kid stares at the zebra sharks for a full ten minutes, looking for a sign of resignation at being called something they weren’t anymore, at collectively being referred to by a childhood nickname they had long outgrown. They did not seem to care. He gets bored and goes to other exhibits, the split fin flashlight fish blinking on and off in their darkened tank, the touch pool, the medusa jellyfish with their trailing tentacles. But the sharks are what he remembers when he leaves, and they’re what he remember when he returns three months later, six months later, two years later, three, five, ten, this is what stays with him, the sharks in our tanks and the sharks in the ocean.
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You’ve got your ragtime, got the blues Got country, rock, dubstep, each a different hue Hip-hop, rap, Americana, funk Disco, electronica, they all go bump Indie, groove, folk and heavy metal Screamo, emo, punk, they’re for the rebels Pop, classical, tribal, thrash Dark wave, bluegrass, techno, acid Garage, roots, acoustic, dance Alternative, jazz, ******** trance Afrobeat, christian, reggae, jam Honkey-tonk, surf, ska, big-band Ambient, industrial, club, tin pan alley But who’s ever heard of plow music?
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Jul 18, 2012
Jul 18, 2012 at 10:51 PM UTC
Plow Music
I'm surfing, along the coastline. The waves pulling me in, my strength pushing me out. Music in one ear, shouting in the other. I breathe, a breath of salty air. It settles in my lungs and I choke. Sometimes the salt can clear the alveoli and make it easier to breathe, But not today. Today the air is heavy. Clouds pour down single droplets but when altogether, it is a storm. The wind howls, burning my ears. Whispering that it's all too much. I crave a fall into the ocean, pulled out to sea. It's become too much and I'm drowning. But I'm not drowning. I float. I float with tears mixing into the salty water. I can feel the undercurrent begging me to come down to it so it can pin me down to the sea bed where I can hold my last breath and breath again. But it's not breathing it's drowning and the thought makes me thrash around and I panic. So instead, I panic on top of the water, thrashing and jerking around desperately trying not to drown. The skies will become clear again. The stormy skies will reveal the blue which is always there. The stars are still shining underneath the despairing clouds. They are always there, just hidden at times. All I have to do is breathe with the waves and stay afloat till the storm goes away.
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Jun 8, 2022
Jun 8, 2022 at 8:30 PM UTC
Burnout
alexander k opicho (eldoret,kenya;[email protected]) Theodorousness is now on me it will eat me with aghast ravenity where will I hide my body an ugly and ripe corpus of my tomfoolery where will I exile my gadabout heritage flipping the world in quest for cultural bliss when Masculine theodority is relentless in the Armour of intellectual masculinity determined to thrash the sludge of flappishness out of my rectitude heart that is pulsing in derogatory fear where will i pigeonhole myself from the theodorous theodoristy of herculean Theodore
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Jan 22, 2014
Jan 22, 2014 at 3:03 AM UTC
theodorous dystopia
Like an explosion; But in s l o w m o t i o n, a tidal wave crashes This ironclad vessel beginning to thrash Through the flashes of light though I see a brief passage The corroded bolts past their toll Give way exposing the hull Capsizing the flood gates, Negating promise of a safe harbor ashore Amidst the panic and commotion Together we sank, into the ocean; *Sailing the high seas of impassion I was impassive, & Like an anchor* Love plunged to unimaginable new fathoms Dragging us down; Perilously we claw hand over fist The sorrows we drown Adrift the turmoil and wreckage Bubbles ascend toward the surface (Spluttered echoes of our last choked hopes) Water fills our lungs expunging the air Fearing the end I daresay; Babe take my breath away Death is only the beginning But I’m afraid of the forward path’s embrace Dead ahead through the currents we tread Shallow water blackout, There's no turning back now, Let's die as we lived
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Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 9:26 PM UTC
Abandon ship ⚓️
Who am I now I have been hurting In the workplace, at home, in my own body I feel broken Forsaken By a God no longer living I'm with people I feel alone Thoughts sparked Train running I don't open my mouth Crash landing in the tunnel My hands are shaking Should have let it out Should have wrote it down Now I'm choking on my ideas and thoughts Now I'm drowning in my stubborn loneliness I'm still with people I open my mouth Jumbled words fall out I ask about them and they ask about me No stimulation Just simple small talk No conversation They're knocking on my skull asking whats happening I throw my hands up and tell them I'm trying They give awkward stares Sometimes knowing eyes and understanding nods But I flare and wear and tear myself apart Grow out all my hair then shave it all off Search inside every lost memory Rethink through every philosophy Reincarnate every fiber in my being Recreate my everything I'm soul searching and soul mate flirting Because this is the middle These are the moments that matter This growing experience is just me climbing the ladder This sick game we live in These money controlled societies They don't care about the essence of you The tears and feeling blue The messages the world and God send you Its up to you You can fight it But do not forget the people behind you Your bonds are unbreakable Your God is unstoppable My God this world around me This atmosphere running through me I can't feel whats around me My mind has gone crazy I'm just trying to save me, baby I am trying The world has gotten me by the neck (Lord, help me) But I am fighting to win my heart back From these devil memories I am living the yin yang I thrash in my sleep I am back and forth between Mundale and Westfield Slacking on making my poems into songs Do not doubt my masculinity just because I am a woman I am stronger than any of you men Don't **** with me -Amen.
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Jul 22, 2018
Jul 22, 2018 at 3:09 AM UTC
Who am I healing
Who am I now I have been hurting In the workplace, at home, in my own body I feel broken Forsaken By a God no longer living I'm with people I feel alone Thoughts sparked Train running I don't open my mouth Crash landing in the tunnel My hands are shaking Should have let it out Should have wrote it down Now I'm choking on my ideas and thoughts Now I'm drowning in my stubborn loneliness I'm still with people I open my mouth Jumbled words fall out I ask about them and they ask about me No stimulation Just simple small talk No conversation They're knocking on my skull asking whats happening I throw my hands up and tell them I'm trying They give awkward stares Sometimes knowing eyes and understanding nods But I flare and wear and tear myself apart Grow out all my hair then shave it all off Search inside every lost memory Rethink through every philosophy Reincarnate every fiber in my being Recreate my everything I'm soul searching and soul mate flirting Because this is the middle These are the moments that matter This growing experience is just me climbing the ladder This sick game we live in These money controlled societies They don't care about the essence of you The tears and feeling blue The messages the world and God send you Its up to you You can fight it But do not forget the people behind you Your bonds are unbreakable Your God is unstoppable My God this world around me This atmosphere running through me I can't feel whats around me My mind has gone crazy I'm just trying to save me, baby I am trying The world has gotten me by the neck (Lord, help me) But I am fighting to win my heart back From these devil memories I am living the yin yang I thrash in my sleep I am back and forth between Mundale and Westfield Slacking on making my poems into songs Do not doubt my masculinity just because I am a woman I am stronger than any of you men Don't **** with me -Amen.
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Oh I do like to be in the countryside where the branches bash against the windows of the bus where the leaves on the boughs of the trees bow so low that I feel I have to duck. Where people know me almost better than I know myself I can gesture to my figure when Brigitte says "have you eaten?" and she will reply "but that means nothing." Where I can tell Tracy all about my life and she won't judge, will look at me with the same quiet smile, the same laughing acceptance as she ever has, since the day we met. Where Cindy and Cathy sit talking about the world and tell me of their troubles because they know I'll understand. Where the sea pounds gently in the distance whipping the wind sometimes into a frenzy and molding my hair into a salt-ridden sculpture on my head. I don't miss it when I'm in the city on the contrary, I love the beat of the sun on the concrete, the thrash of the trains in the distance, even the wheezing exhaust fumes feel like they fit somehow. But it's nice to be back sometimes where the trees still grow on the roadsides where the fields are green even in winter where the pubs are cozy and quiet like their clientele. I went back there today and I loved it like always I loved it as ever I love it still.
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Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 11:07 AM UTC
Countryside
My head is reeling What a feeling Bass line pounding through my brain Skull is cracking Quite nerve racking I need something to help dull the pain Images horrific Pressure is terrific Listening to what the station plays Eyes are burning The world is turning It's like it is the end of days I need to spend some time relaxing Getting my music back into my head Listening to ABBA oldies followed by David Gates and Bread An afterword or two by Chapin With The  Carpenters along as well Will help me clear my mind of what's there And take away the images of hell KHEL, hour of power The station of the hour Killing my braincells by the day Hard Rock bottom feeders Rotten Singers, silly bleeders I don't know why I stay Thrash and Metal Brain won't settle My head is almost set to burst Glass and Glitter Makes me twitter I no longer think disco was the worst I need to spend some time relaxing Getting my music back into my head Listening to ABBA oldies followed by David Gates and Bread An afterword or two by Chapin With The  Carpenters along as well Will help me clear my mind of what's there And take away the images of hell Hey There DJ That's what the kids say I do it just to help to pay the bills Super sonic I need a tonic To help me swallow down the pain pills Every morning Without warning The pain begins in my head Metal grating Music hating I guess I'll feel alright when I'm dead I need to spend some time relaxing Getting my music back into my head Listening to ABBA oldies followed by David Gates and Bread An afterword or two by Chapin With The  Carpenters along as well Will help me clear my mind of what's there And take away the images of hell
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Jan 15, 2013
Jan 15, 2013 at 3:53 PM UTC
I am the morning dj....
My head is reeling What a feeling Bass line pounding through my brain Skull is cracking Quite nerve racking I need something to help dull the pain Images horrific Pressure is terrific Listening to what the station plays Eyes are burning The world is turning It's like it is the end of days I need to spend some time relaxing Getting my music back into my head Listening to ABBA oldies followed by David Gates and Bread An afterword or two by Chapin With The  Carpenters along as well Will help me clear my mind of what's there And take away the images of hell KHEL, hour of power The station of the hour Killing my braincells by the day Hard Rock bottom feeders Rotten Singers, silly bleeders I don't know why I stay Thrash and Metal Brain won't settle My head is almost set to burst Glass and Glitter Makes me twitter I no longer think disco was the worst I need to spend some time relaxing Getting my music back into my head Listening to ABBA oldies followed by David Gates and Bread An afterword or two by Chapin With The  Carpenters along as well Will help me clear my mind of what's there And take away the images of hell Hey There DJ That's what the kids say I do it just to help to pay the bills Super sonic I need a tonic To help me swallow down the pain pills Every morning Without warning The pain begins in my head Metal grating Music hating I guess I'll feel alright when I'm dead I need to spend some time relaxing Getting my music back into my head Listening to ABBA oldies followed by David Gates and Bread An afterword or two by Chapin With The  Carpenters along as well Will help me clear my mind of what's there And take away the images of hell
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Tangled in the sheets while your fingers play in places unseen, your heart hides a monster that won't allow you to feel such things. When she finally falls into the warming breeze and smiles at your gaze, you will shatter her hopes into shards of glass that will cut her apart for days. You bitter man you, will you ever change your ways? A tightened jaw will forever keep the secret she held on for too long, for how foolish of her to fall in love with a monster. You'll catch her tear in your gnashing teeth in an angry thrash thereafter, because you have realized how foolish you've been to have lost her. So it's then you'll lure her in with your broken promises and infatuating praise, leaving her once again broken and shattered for days. You bitter man you, will you ever change your ways? She will find her strength one day, and you'll have no choice but to turn away. But, like the evil you are, you'll await in the debths of the shadows, hidden within the valleys of her heart. You know exactly the spots within her that have become rot with decay; desperate and waiting for a healing, patiently waiting for change. Is this why you can never meet her gaze? Look into her eyes and dare to see the damage you cannot undo, you bitter man you. ...
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Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 7:30 PM UTC
Bitter
All it took was three steps up Doors swung open before me I approached Him, who sat still and unmoving. unaffected by Time but ravaged by the pain of doubt and ignorance All it took was three steps forward Then, strength and courage left me Worn-down Beaten by life’s merciless hand My knees sank as Life’s hand grasped my shoulders and I felt his burden My whole being collapsed upon the marble floor The sound echoed and cruelly dealt a strike to my ears, My senses and my soul As if Moses struck the rock with his staff The water came forth Flowing freely from my soul against sallow, weary skin Hands trembling Body aching I closed my eyes I saw darkness but an image appeared ****** and bruised It took all my strength To utter three questions: Why (to the Father) Why does the grass grow, rich and fertile only to provide for those that destroy it? Why does my neighbor strip me bare and steal my coat To leave me unsheltered from the cold wind’s bitter punishment? Why must I walk this lonely and sullen earth While the black crow pecks violently at my flesh? Why? For I have loved but have been despised in return. Who (to the Son) Who is the snake that lies? The brother that prays and the brother that kills? The husband that beats and the wife that endures? And the ****** Mother that reigns over all, even you? Even me. Who? For I know none and all of them. Where (and to the Holy Spirit) Where does the sky end and the Earth begin? Is it where the body ceases to be and the soul takes over? Is it where I made my first steps And tumbled right after? The indeterminable line between sea and sand; Truth and lies Where? For I have looked and looked.   My lips, salted and mad, trembled Pain pierced my soul I felt it all And felt it again My body began to thrash I felt it upon me Misery, sadness, death, despair I became Samson, tearing down the pillars upon the accursed Philistines I raged and roared For hope, wisdom, strength, and faith I opened my eyes And Light filled me
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Nov 2, 2012
Nov 2, 2012 at 2:27 AM UTC
The Silent Trinity
All it took was three steps up Doors swung open before me I approached Him, who sat still and unmoving. unaffected by Time but ravaged by the pain of doubt and ignorance All it took was three steps forward Then, strength and courage left me Worn-down Beaten by life’s merciless hand My knees sank as Life’s hand grasped my shoulders and I felt his burden My whole being collapsed upon the marble floor The sound echoed and cruelly dealt a strike to my ears, My senses and my soul As if Moses struck the rock with his staff The water came forth Flowing freely from my soul against sallow, weary skin Hands trembling Body aching I closed my eyes I saw darkness but an image appeared ****** and bruised It took all my strength To utter three questions: Why (to the Father) Why does the grass grow, rich and fertile only to provide for those that destroy it? Why does my neighbor strip me bare and steal my coat To leave me unsheltered from the cold wind’s bitter punishment? Why must I walk this lonely and sullen earth While the black crow pecks violently at my flesh? Why? For I have loved but have been despised in return. Who (to the Son) Who is the snake that lies? The brother that prays and the brother that kills? The husband that beats and the wife that endures? And the ****** Mother that reigns over all, even you? Even me. Who? For I know none and all of them. Where (and to the Holy Spirit) Where does the sky end and the Earth begin? Is it where the body ceases to be and the soul takes over? Is it where I made my first steps And tumbled right after? The indeterminable line between sea and sand; Truth and lies Where? For I have looked and looked.   My lips, salted and mad, trembled Pain pierced my soul I felt it all And felt it again My body began to thrash I felt it upon me Misery, sadness, death, despair I became Samson, tearing down the pillars upon the accursed Philistines I raged and roared For hope, wisdom, strength, and faith I opened my eyes And Light filled me
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The whiteness of pearl The glossiness of gold See the richness of girl From me walking away Feel the warmth of her slap Sense the sound of her thrash See the rudeness of the girl who is walking away She say “I love your honesty” I know honesty the best policy Why is she so lunatic, who is walking away? She asked me for date She was in shopaholic state Guess the stubbornness of the lunatic Who calls me miser again Her gold bracelet not faked But her sympathy is baked It’s the attitude of the girl That is baking that cake Boy becoming single Hardly changes the weeks But the girl who left him Tails a queue of pervert geeks Oh come on my freakin brain Just split out the stupid pain See the hot figure of the new chick Who’s walking on my way
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May 5, 2013
May 5, 2013 at 10:29 PM UTC
Rich Girlfriend
While My Guitar Gently Sleeps boogie woogie is on my mind my toe tapping a thousand times slapping snare and top hat crash back to sleep dreamy night fade away is it a festival of jazz marching by raz-ma-taz New Orleans style clarinet and trumpet and tuba blow blind melon singing do-dah do-dah-day Latin fever makes me thrash trying to remember the tricky steps the cha-cha of the island girls watching how the shapely hips sway Spanish marimba mambo twist taps clacking as the flamenco flies big box acoustic cat gut strings fingers twitching wanting to play square dance cowgirls and dudes strut thumbs in their pockets stomping boots fiddles and steel race through my heart gonna do it all do it all someday roll over and change the world another day dreamy night fade away once again screaming guitars in triple tones while my guitar gently sleeps away Gomer LePoet...
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May 22, 2013
May 22, 2013 at 3:45 PM UTC
While My Guitar Gently Sleeps
*Hues and mist raved through the storm and found me. Little did the waves know that my soul was not free. My heart became her starry night till now, World's chaos challenged the brave and left with a vow. O' beloved, understand that life is not here to thrash you, but is those chances given to the moments to build your tomb. Your places are both in the roots and buds where you bloom. So when love comes along and asks why, say bliss at rare times paints itself blue. A hypnotizing halo of life breathing in the darkest grave. Upon your grace, my trails become my slave, As I command my footprints to bring me far. A knight I become and my quest is to save. Even when you turn into those stars- My oath still remains to erase all your scars.*
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Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 10:47 AM UTC
Mighty Quest
Heh! Walk her round. Heave, ah, heave her short again! Over, ****** her over, there, and hold her on the pawl. Loose all sail, and brace your yards aback and full— Ready jib to pay her off and heave short all! Well, ah, fare you well; we can stay no more with you, my love— Down, set down your liquor and your girl from off your knee; For the wind has come to say: “You must take me while you may, If you’d go to Mother Carey (Walk her down to Mother Carey!), Oh, we’re bound to Mother Carey where she feeds her chicks at sea!” Heh! Walk her round. Break, ah, break it out o’ that! Break our starboard-bower out, apeak, awash, and clear! Port—port she casts, with the harbour-mud beneath her foot, And that’s the last o’ bottom we shall see this year! Well, ah, fare you well, for we’ve got to take her out again— Take her out in ballast, riding light and cargo-free. And it’s time to clear and quit When the hawser grips the bitt, So we’ll pay you with the foresheet and a promise from the sea! Heh! Tally on. Aft and walk away with her! Handsome to the cathead, now; O tally on the fall! Stop, seize and fish, and easy on the davit-guy. Up, well up the fluke of her, and inboard haul! Well, ah, fare you well, for the Channel wind’s took hold of us, Choking down our voices as we ****** the gaskets free. And it’s blowing up for night, And she’s dropping light on light, And she’s snorting under bonnets for a breath of open sea, Wheel, full and by; but she’ll smell her road alone to-night. Sick she is and harbour-sick—Oh, sick to clear the land! Roll down to Brest with the old Red Ensign over us— Carry on and thrash her out with all she’ll stand! Well, ah, fare you well, and it’s Ushant slams the door on us, Whirling like a windmill through the ***** scud to lee: Till the last, last flicker goes From the tumbling water-rows, And we’re off to Mother Carey (Walk her down to Mother Carey!), Oh, we’re bound for Mother Carey where she feeds her chicks at sea!
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Anchor Song
Heh! Walk her round. Heave, ah, heave her short again! Over, ****** her over, there, and hold her on the pawl. Loose all sail, and brace your yards aback and full— Ready jib to pay her off and heave short all! Well, ah, fare you well; we can stay no more with you, my love— Down, set down your liquor and your girl from off your knee; For the wind has come to say: “You must take me while you may, If you’d go to Mother Carey (Walk her down to Mother Carey!), Oh, we’re bound to Mother Carey where she feeds her chicks at sea!” Heh! Walk her round. Break, ah, break it out o’ that! Break our starboard-bower out, apeak, awash, and clear! Port—port she casts, with the harbour-mud beneath her foot, And that’s the last o’ bottom we shall see this year! Well, ah, fare you well, for we’ve got to take her out again— Take her out in ballast, riding light and cargo-free. And it’s time to clear and quit When the hawser grips the bitt, So we’ll pay you with the foresheet and a promise from the sea! Heh! Tally on. Aft and walk away with her! Handsome to the cathead, now; O tally on the fall! Stop, seize and fish, and easy on the davit-guy. Up, well up the fluke of her, and inboard haul! Well, ah, fare you well, for the Channel wind’s took hold of us, Choking down our voices as we ****** the gaskets free. And it’s blowing up for night, And she’s dropping light on light, And she’s snorting under bonnets for a breath of open sea, Wheel, full and by; but she’ll smell her road alone to-night. Sick she is and harbour-sick—Oh, sick to clear the land! Roll down to Brest with the old Red Ensign over us— Carry on and thrash her out with all she’ll stand! Well, ah, fare you well, and it’s Ushant slams the door on us, Whirling like a windmill through the ***** scud to lee: Till the last, last flicker goes From the tumbling water-rows, And we’re off to Mother Carey (Walk her down to Mother Carey!), Oh, we’re bound for Mother Carey where she feeds her chicks at sea!
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