jayamii - Hello Poetry

jayamii

jayamii

19/F Just an infernal being reconditioned for self-destruction

burn eyes glance time head feel flames watch burning gaze phantom stare gleam sweet dreams yearned inside heart walls breathe face chest begging tears limbs mind screeching free feeling hands ears sing breath scream will passing hallways cautious world around finds mine fraction second alive forever peripheral vision shamelessly defying vows peace pining quick brush illicit yearning forbidden faintest loved haze violent flutter pits stomach gasps air balancing weakened knees caressing soft cheeks single noticed seek familiar bittersweet swirling couldve disgrace echoes wail crippling late hatred surges wildfire charring armour spent curating goddamned life surrounded murkiest shades grey find torn lost dazed forlorn longing blissful days black white plush plain cursed grow higher implodes poet thrives tired dream desperately picture arms tightly buried melt frozen waver kill seize expect born pain bloomed festering vines tendrils peered exposure choking suffocating reborn trapped content body rhythmic fueled strength watched distance burned forsaken