Passing by in the hallways,
Cautious of the world around,
Your burning gaze finds mine,
And for a fraction of a second, I'm alive
Forever a phantom in my peripheral vision
Shamelessly defying my vows of peace
Pining for a quick brush of an illicit stare
Yearning for that forbidden faintest gleam
How I loved that sweet sweet haze,
That violent flutter in the pits of my stomach,
The gasps for air balancing on weakened knees,
And caressing your soft cheeks in my dreams
Feb 14
Feb 14, 2026 at 12:15 PM UTC
Every single glance, I noticed.
Every time you weren't looking, I yearned and yearned.
Now I seek those familiar eyes,
The ones that once used to say so much,
Everywhere I go, only to glance away,
Bittersweet, the words swirling in my head,
We. could've. had. it. all.
Feb 13
Feb 13, 2026 at 3:48 PM UTC
The echoes wail, inside my head, crippling me,
"It was never too late!"
As hatred surges through me like a wildfire,
Charring the armour I spent curating,
My whole ********* life
Sep 19, 2025
Sep 19, 2025 at 4:29 AM UTC
Surrounded by the murkiest shades of grey
I find myself torn, lost and dazed
A heart forlorn, longing for the blissful days
Of just black and white, so plush and plain.
Aug 8, 2025
Aug 8, 2025 at 2:24 AM UTC
I dream of you desperately
I picture my arms around you tightly,
my face buried in your chest;
begging you to melt my frozen tears away...
though my limbs waver when I think of you,
I'd **** for you to seize me when I least expect it
Aug 2, 2025
Aug 2, 2025 at 5:05 AM UTC
Pain bloomed,
along its festering vines
It's tendrils
peered through my eyes
I could feel them,
throughout my exposure
choking me, suffocating.
I was reborn
I was trapped, content.
My body, never again was rhythmic
With fueled strength,
I watched in distance,
how they burned.
Jul 31, 2025
Jul 31, 2025 at 9:33 AM UTC
The nervous flicker of the candle's light
Dances wildly in my glistening eyes.
Feeling the cold night's tight embrace,
I quietly watch as the candle burns away.
Then I glance at my own guilty hands,
Smoothest skin ending at bitten down nails.
While my frenetic heart slams against my ribs,
Loud and clear, over and over again.
Jul 13, 2025
Jul 13, 2025 at 5:04 AM UTC
Walls grow higher
Inside, it implodes
I cannot breathe...
The poet in me thrives
Jun 26, 2025
Jun 26, 2025 at 4:32 AM UTC
Turmoil chokes me,
Hideous flames burn me within
As I stand coward-like and helpless
Gazing at the walls caving in
Bright colours in my periphery, I see
Hurrying past me whispering curses
For I have murdered and ripped them apart
Yet again, for the millionth time
Jun 17, 2025
Jun 17, 2025 at 5:58 PM UTC
'Evil' and 'ungodly'
It's heaven exploding in my ears
'Sinister' and 'disgusting'
I feel my brain sing
'Satanic' and 'wicked'
I bang my head to the sickest beat.
May 23, 2025
May 23, 2025 at 4:59 AM UTC