galaxyboyxx
14/FTM/Wonderland
hey, i’m Elliot. I don’t normally write poetry but I have found myself writing it a lot lately, so I’ll just post it here for you all I guess. / / I’m trans ftm, pansexual and fourteen, almost fifteen. Also I’m hopelessly love with this perfect girl.
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