e-ray-luis-gonzales
American
I've been writing since 9th grade, published in 5 anthologies & have over 2,000 poems in notebooks waiting to be transferred onto the computer. 26 years now I've carved & painted Northern New Mexican Religious artwork. I have 15 novels in progress, several short stories ready to get to, but life's been hard & gotten in the way too many years. I'm in a bit of a slump with inspiration due to the loss of my girlfriend of 11 years & until I find a new love, well...I cannot seem to do much writing-the emotional void left by my relationship has really took a toll on me-I need a sweet, encouraging love to help heal my battered heart & renew my life...I am 43, born in Northern New Mexico, 5ft 6 tall, & a bit plumper than average. I am seeking a shy, loving type of woman who loves to laugh & have fun. Someone who is open minded, a great listener-she must be a passionate, loyal, loving & a caring woman I can rely on to stand by my side, love me and be loved.
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