brandy-c-zoch
I'm still adding my old stuff. You'll find a lot of suicidal stuff but it's not current. I starting using poetry to process my feelings when I had some heavy ones. Some of it has nothing to do with me but suicide is a universal issue and maybe it will help someone who feels similarly to know they aren't alone.
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