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If I die in a school shooting I'll never go home again. My room will sit unused, A capsule frozen in time, A snapshot of how I was. If I die in a school shooting I'll never see my dog again. She will sit at the front door Waiting for me and wondering, Why I never came home. If I die in a school shooting I'll never graduate from high school. My yearbooks will sit stacked Stopped short of their goal, Missing years that should have been. If I die in a school shooting I'll never see my mom again. She will sit distraught, Planning a funeral For a child taken from her. If I die in a school shooting I'll never see my friends again. They'll sit together, missing me. One empty seat among them, A constant reminder of their loss. If I die in a school shooting I'll never see my little sister again. She will sit through high school Knowing I can't guide her through, That she has to figure it out alone. If I die in a school shooting My school will be stained. Pools of students lives will sit, Blood tattoos on the brick structures, Marks of death ground into it. If I die in a school shooting Everyone will wear black. They'll send their thoughts and prayers To a town marred by death, Forever to be the home of a shooting. If I die in a school shooting Will the world change? Or will I become one of hundreds   Of kids who have to die? What will it take? If things continue this way Children will have to live in fear. They'll look over their shoulders Always worried and wondering, If they'll die in a school shooting.
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May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 4:02 PM UTC
If I Die in a School Shooting
If I die in a school shooting I'll never go home again. My room will sit unused, A capsule frozen in time, A snapshot of how I was. If I die in a school shooting I'll never see my dog again. She will sit at the front door Waiting for me and wondering, Why I never came home. If I die in a school shooting I'll never graduate from high school. My yearbooks will sit stacked Stopped short of their goal, Missing years that should have been. If I die in a school shooting I'll never see my mom again. She will sit distraught, Planning a funeral For a child taken from her. If I die in a school shooting I'll never see my friends again. They'll sit together, missing me. One empty seat among them, A constant reminder of their loss. If I die in a school shooting I'll never see my little sister again. She will sit through high school Knowing I can't guide her through, That she has to figure it out alone. If I die in a school shooting My school will be stained. Pools of students lives will sit, Blood tattoos on the brick structures, Marks of death ground into it. If I die in a school shooting Everyone will wear black. They'll send their thoughts and prayers To a town marred by death, Forever to be the home of a shooting. If I die in a school shooting Will the world change? Or will I become one of hundreds   Of kids who have to die? What will it take? If things continue this way Children will have to live in fear. They'll look over their shoulders Always worried and wondering, If they'll die in a school shooting.
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I am the shadow of trayvon martin Lying on the ground just as he did I'm black just as he was I wasn't planning to die that day either I wasn't threatning nobody either that day The gunshots echoed just as loud when I was shot down as Mike Brown yet his name echoes through the streets years later still mine followed me to the grave They don't care about me it seems If I cried "what about me" Who would ever see? because my hashtag has even been drowned so deep in the depths of R.I.P's that I can't barely breathe anymore When we think black brutality Why do the names of trayvon Mike Tamir Sandra Rush to our heads just as fast as blood once rushed to theirs? Does my black life, too, matter? I can't blame you That there have been so many deaths due to oppression and police brutality that they all seem to sound the same No matter how loud we scream Black lives matter We will never be seen as the living But the potentially dead We cry for justice to a system that's no longer built to accept us A president that tries to forget us A black voice will always be too loud to a world who never intended on listening Who am I? Besides a hashtag and a t-shirt with my face on it? A black lives matter sign and a melanin fist? A statistic? I am black excellence Regardless of how much sin you may see in my kin
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Aug 14, 2017
Aug 14, 2017 at 10:32 PM UTC
Just another R.I.P hashtag
While the globe crawls as S L O W as my bill is thin, I've got places to go, sunsets to chase and mighty, invisible wings to feed, so               bring on the sugar water! Feathers flickering furiously; sweet Jesus! where are my feet? I am BUZZING through today, routes as long as my tongue repeated in an unbroken line thousands of times,               *hey, **** OFF, you goon!               That's MY nectar!               Scram!* Planning my daily rounds, relying on the donations of fans who eye my turf war with childish glee               *and I hope               beyond hope to see               pitcher after sweet pitcher               waiting for me* Because neglect is starvation, an end to the thrum of tiny hearts.
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Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 7:13 PM UTC
My Life As A Hummingbird
there are some who want a thinner waist and others who just don't like the taste of food they feel they do not deserve some eat cake with their eyes while others are busy planning their demise one wants to see bones, another, headstones one could love themselves if they were just 40 pounds thinner "maybe i'll love myself if i just skip dinner" the other has no appetite, a battle with calories she does not fight a battle, rather, with herself to **** herself or stay in living hell too preoccupied to care what is on the pantry shelf there are some who want a thinner waist and others who just don't like the taste of food they feel they do not deserve
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Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 11:12 PM UTC
the two types of anorexics
Sabi nga ni sir, wag mo na pisil pisilin Lalo na kung hindi mo din bibilhin Kasi mahirap na kung ito'y iyong sisirain At kung wala ka ding balak na mahalin English: Title: Heart for sale "Just like sir said, don't pinch it anymore Specially if you're not even planning on buying it Because it's gonna be hard if you'll end up breaking it And if you don't even plan on loving it"
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Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 7:42 AM UTC
Pusong ipinagbebenta
Keys. Shoved through the letterbox before I got up- in an envelope with a note: Could I (please) feed the cat… Gone away? Good for her! Car on the drive. Took a taxi. I think. To the airport? Didn’t say. ******* with rain- still, had best leave my shoes on the step just the same. Obsessed with cleanliness and hygiene- that’s why he left. Who, in their right mind, puts cream-coloured carpet in a…? Door. Not locked. Nearly fell through it. Strange. She forgot? Kitchen. Freezer’s empty, switched off. No cereal. No tins. Utility room. Spotlessly clean- twelve! two-kilogram bags of Go-Cat Complete. Planning to be gone quite a while. I think. Playroom. Packed up. Kids staying with Nan. She wants to redecorate before they come home? Great. A fresh start. I think. Bedroom. Suitcase on the wardrobe. Bought a new one? Smaller. Lighter perhaps. Makes sense. After all- she is travelling alone. I think. Bathroom. Pristine. Almost empty. Almost. Macleans and a toothbrush, in a glass on the sill. I didn’t think about that. Until now.
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Sep 22, 2011
Sep 22, 2011 at 4:17 AM UTC
Keys
Sitting on this small park bench waiting in the winds while the trees undress I look for a path that could change the past All the words I speak are just continuous ideas I seek Planning out my future like I am supposed to know who to be Sitting on a park bench with the Autumn leaves conversing with myself of what I actually want and need Well I will truly never know until I succeed but success is just an optimist of serenity and sometimes even greed So for now I will just sit on this park bench with the calm and cooling breeze Just being happy that I am me
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Mar 30, 2015
Mar 30, 2015 at 11:56 AM UTC
Park Bench
He is that high, dazed and alive When you spend hours stealing Glimpses at the stars Like keys wrapped around a promise To free you from these bars Limitations placed so certainly On top of you on top of me I seek my way out Like a star gazer seeks understanding I’m planning on playing my hand just right Putting you next to me King of hearts at my side Or maybe you are a joker, Either way put on your poker face We have life and space, set no pace Like untimed steps under A fall to far Sing to me a jazzy song From a time that’s far, Dance with me Dance along, move your feet Make no promise you can’t keep Just feel it It’s like freedom but on fire Like trust without certainty Acrobat without a wire Like letting go A grand release Like fearlessness A found voice to speak Passions pushed blood to cheek Blushing past shades of pink Pull you in, close to me Fearless in you and me Just fearless
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Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 11:58 PM UTC
FEARLESS
Running, running, faster, faster, harder, farther, pushing my limits The rush of adrenaline floods my veins Pushing me farther, faster Making the cold air burn my face. The closest thing I have to taking flight, My dream My dream that has been in the works for eight years now Now, almost ready to be put into motion A motion that must be completed once its started And I've finally started to break away. Jump, leap, reach for the sky. My wings are ready, And so am I. Smooth, sleek, powerful in design Just waiting for a spark The allowance to fly. Golden tipped feathers, all perfectly aligned Tone wings from practice Just waiting for a sign. Planning, preparing my wonderful escape Many years of planning, making sure of no mistakes. The situation thought through Run, leap, and fly. It sounds so simple, but that is far from the truth. Riding on this moment, Every anxious hour spent crying in pain, Just waiting to see the world from a freer point of view. Failure leads to more waiting, and that just won't do. The first try must work, I'll make it to the clouds, Just watch me. The world will be mine. The moon, the clouds, tired, sleep deprived joy. The sights of the world I've only heard of before Before I saw it rush under me below. The music of the world Singing the opening to it's show. The wind in my ears, fire in my blood I can only dream of what it will be like flying so close to the sun. 690 days until I can take flight. 690 days of planning it right. It can soon be mine, I will be free! But until then I fly at night, with my love but only in dreams.
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Nov 11, 2013
Nov 11, 2013 at 9:47 PM UTC
Wings
Running, running, faster, faster, harder, farther, pushing my limits The rush of adrenaline floods my veins Pushing me farther, faster Making the cold air burn my face. The closest thing I have to taking flight, My dream My dream that has been in the works for eight years now Now, almost ready to be put into motion A motion that must be completed once its started And I've finally started to break away. Jump, leap, reach for the sky. My wings are ready, And so am I. Smooth, sleek, powerful in design Just waiting for a spark The allowance to fly. Golden tipped feathers, all perfectly aligned Tone wings from practice Just waiting for a sign. Planning, preparing my wonderful escape Many years of planning, making sure of no mistakes. The situation thought through Run, leap, and fly. It sounds so simple, but that is far from the truth. Riding on this moment, Every anxious hour spent crying in pain, Just waiting to see the world from a freer point of view. Failure leads to more waiting, and that just won't do. The first try must work, I'll make it to the clouds, Just watch me. The world will be mine. The moon, the clouds, tired, sleep deprived joy. The sights of the world I've only heard of before Before I saw it rush under me below. The music of the world Singing the opening to it's show. The wind in my ears, fire in my blood I can only dream of what it will be like flying so close to the sun. 690 days until I can take flight. 690 days of planning it right. It can soon be mine, I will be free! But until then I fly at night, with my love but only in dreams.
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The bitter taste of resentment As the dish of revenge grows colder Waiting, watching, planning As you get older and older You stall until the perfect moment When he will pay for the things he's done As the time strikes, you pounce And after all that time you've won Your patience has finally paid off His breath no longer taints the air He's gone from this world forever It's his own fault that no one cares
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Nov 8, 2012
Nov 8, 2012 at 1:55 AM UTC
Revenge
I planted a mango seed, Hoping? Not sure what... But the mango grew Out of its context, Poked shiny green leaves Looking for sun and surf, But found itself awakened In a land of snow and cold. Seven leaves into its Exponential Mango growth, The newest leaf Yellowed... Shriveled... Died. The Minnesota Mango Meditates now... Watered, but waiting.... Slumbering? Planning a spring break? Meditating? Waiting for summer sun? Perhaps.... Today I heard about A neighbor boy Who smuggled in A baby alligator From the Bayou, South and warm. At least my Mango Stays inside its Crockery planter, And an alligator jail break Will leave him Freezing in his tracks... We'll see what happens In the summer.
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Dec 21, 2011
Dec 21, 2011 at 5:21 PM UTC
Mangoes and Alligators
The obsession you have with the size of your hips. They should be smaller, Don't you think? Oh, and be sure to do whatever it takes to have that thigh gap. It's so worth it. That thigh gap. The more space the better. The emptiness of your body. The jutting collar bones. Feeling dizzy. Feeling depressed. Worth every inch lost off your waist. It is worth your once full and lushious hair now falling out like dead leaves. Because you're dying. You are killing yourself. But it's all fine. You're obsessed with telling yourself that it's all under control. Isn't it? Theres no sleep at night. Not when your anxiety is this intense. Not when your up planning how to skip the rest of the weeks meals. Use that time to be productive. Like right now. Lying awake... obsessing. Obsessing. Obsessing. But it's s all fine, right? Because that thigh gap. And bony fingers. You're deliriously falling over every **** time you stand, and you think it's all still fine now? You think it's still worth it? Isn't it?
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Aug 23, 2017
Aug 23, 2017 at 10:18 AM UTC
Obsession
I want to be available to the people who love me. I want to be there emotionally, physically, financially. I want to be their shoulder their crutch, their solace. The person who does not drop anything. I want to give the feeling of lightness to every being walking this earth. Every human, creature, and plant as they grow up fast. I want to be nutrition, a steadfast superhuman so unfazed, so cool-headed. It infuriates me that I'm not this person. It should be so easy to give. If I just get my **** together, I've repeated on and off again the last five years. But somehow, I always manage to waste enough time to get there, but late. When I have nothing left, a hollow person someone gave too many tries. Still, the people I love tell me I'm wise, an angel body. Like they must justify, who I am, the imposter the transient, always planning, for when she can run away again.
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Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 11:53 PM UTC
Transient
to be honest with you, i didn't plan on making it this far. i didn't plan anything at all. and i'm always baffled by my lack of motivation, but i forget i've already made my biggest accomplishment by being here today.
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Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 9:23 PM UTC
a lack of planning
Our family got the news today Our bubba's gettin' hitched Young Daisy Mae, she's near fourteen Got our boy bewitched He's sayin' that he loves her He's making her his bride She's the first to get him this close Though not too many tried We've got to get things ready Send invitations and make candles We've got to get the good jars out The one's that still have handles The minister is on alert We've got to make some shine Grandpa says he'll make some up But, it will not all be mine Gonna have a wedding, a real old fashioned bash With all sorts of kissin cousins drinkin from their secret stash The food will be impressive, there'll be turkey, pig and cow The family won't get bigger, since we're related anyhow This time there'll be no shotgun Like the last time for old Ben This time the guns are empty Not the way they were back then The banjos will be tuned up There'll be music in the air The cops won't try to stop it I think most will all be there The ladies will be planning Just how to serve up all the grub While Bubba has to find a suit And therein lies the rub He's never worn a suit at all Not even for a day He's only dressed in coveralls And that's how he's gonna stay Gonna have a wedding, a real old fashioned bash With all sorts of kissin cousins drinkin from their secret stash The food will be impressive, there'll be turkey, pig and cow The family won't get bigger, since we're related anyhow It'll be a **** dang doodle A hell of a good time It'll only be completed When they run out of the shine there'll be singing and some dancing Underneath the harvest moon We can't wait for it to happen It cannot come too soon There'll be readings from the bible Which the minister will read And as good holy Christians Everyone will heed There's sure to be some fighting Before the couple say "I do" I mean, they are both cousins I'm gonna go...aren't you? Gonna have a wedding, a real old fashioned bash With all sorts of kissin cousins drinkin from their secret stash The food will be impressive, there'll be turkey, pig and cow The family won't get bigger, since we're related anyhow
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Oct 23, 2013
Oct 23, 2013 at 11:45 PM UTC
Gonna be a redneck wedding
Our family got the news today Our bubba's gettin' hitched Young Daisy Mae, she's near fourteen Got our boy bewitched He's sayin' that he loves her He's making her his bride She's the first to get him this close Though not too many tried We've got to get things ready Send invitations and make candles We've got to get the good jars out The one's that still have handles The minister is on alert We've got to make some shine Grandpa says he'll make some up But, it will not all be mine Gonna have a wedding, a real old fashioned bash With all sorts of kissin cousins drinkin from their secret stash The food will be impressive, there'll be turkey, pig and cow The family won't get bigger, since we're related anyhow This time there'll be no shotgun Like the last time for old Ben This time the guns are empty Not the way they were back then The banjos will be tuned up There'll be music in the air The cops won't try to stop it I think most will all be there The ladies will be planning Just how to serve up all the grub While Bubba has to find a suit And therein lies the rub He's never worn a suit at all Not even for a day He's only dressed in coveralls And that's how he's gonna stay Gonna have a wedding, a real old fashioned bash With all sorts of kissin cousins drinkin from their secret stash The food will be impressive, there'll be turkey, pig and cow The family won't get bigger, since we're related anyhow It'll be a **** dang doodle A hell of a good time It'll only be completed When they run out of the shine there'll be singing and some dancing Underneath the harvest moon We can't wait for it to happen It cannot come too soon There'll be readings from the bible Which the minister will read And as good holy Christians Everyone will heed There's sure to be some fighting Before the couple say "I do" I mean, they are both cousins I'm gonna go...aren't you? Gonna have a wedding, a real old fashioned bash With all sorts of kissin cousins drinkin from their secret stash The food will be impressive, there'll be turkey, pig and cow The family won't get bigger, since we're related anyhow
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We are always planning for it- yearning for it. Saying things will be better- in the future, but what is the future, really? The next day? The next moment? The future is what we make of it. Stop waiting for tomorrow- for it may never come. Live your life <3
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Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 2:20 AM UTC
Future
A few days ago I was asked to describe the person I‘m in love with, And to my own surprise, I didn‘t really know what to say. Of course I could have talked about your attitude to laugh at really bad comedy, or how you randomly start singing songs And how you run like a toddler And walk holding on to your bag with your hands in your pockets, crumbled inside yourself, And how you never talk about it, but you miss your father, And how you get so happy when there‘s an upcoming concert, And how you told me you were planning on only wearing band clothes (and I didn‘t tell you, but you made me so happy), Remember? Or how you crack jokes no one understands, And how you fall in love with so many songs and musicians, Or how you sit on chairs the way others sit on the floor, Or how you sometimes scribbled song names on your books because You knew I was going to look at them and because You wanted me to listen to your songs, And how I‘ve never seen someone who found that much freedom in dancing drunk, Or how you just lay there and observed people instead, And I could go on and on, And I‘m not saying that those reasons aren‘t good reasons to love you, Or that they don‘t all contribute to my broken heart, Because they are and they do. But what I didn‘t remember a few days ago, Was the reason why I keep falling in love with you; The reason why I think I could have loved you forever. I didn‘t remember all the good things you do to others without ever letting them know, Simply to make their life better. How you pick their drunken noses, And make up their mistakes or talk people out of hurting them, How you‘re always there to catch others, No matter how hard you yourself are falling, Or how you stayed awake and talked with me countless nights because I was too sad to fall asleep. I want the person who‘ll love you to know that you might not show it, But you do care. Never assume that she doesn‘t love you, Or that she doesn‘t care, because probably she cares a lot more than You think. Just be patient. And love her. And give her the time she needs to open up to you, even if it‘s an eternity. She deserves it.
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Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 3:44 AM UTC
Describe The Person You Love
A few days ago I was asked to describe the person I‘m in love with, And to my own surprise, I didn‘t really know what to say. Of course I could have talked about your attitude to laugh at really bad comedy, or how you randomly start singing songs And how you run like a toddler And walk holding on to your bag with your hands in your pockets, crumbled inside yourself, And how you never talk about it, but you miss your father, And how you get so happy when there‘s an upcoming concert, And how you told me you were planning on only wearing band clothes (and I didn‘t tell you, but you made me so happy), Remember? Or how you crack jokes no one understands, And how you fall in love with so many songs and musicians, Or how you sit on chairs the way others sit on the floor, Or how you sometimes scribbled song names on your books because You knew I was going to look at them and because You wanted me to listen to your songs, And how I‘ve never seen someone who found that much freedom in dancing drunk, Or how you just lay there and observed people instead, And I could go on and on, And I‘m not saying that those reasons aren‘t good reasons to love you, Or that they don‘t all contribute to my broken heart, Because they are and they do. But what I didn‘t remember a few days ago, Was the reason why I keep falling in love with you; The reason why I think I could have loved you forever. I didn‘t remember all the good things you do to others without ever letting them know, Simply to make their life better. How you pick their drunken noses, And make up their mistakes or talk people out of hurting them, How you‘re always there to catch others, No matter how hard you yourself are falling, Or how you stayed awake and talked with me countless nights because I was too sad to fall asleep. I want the person who‘ll love you to know that you might not show it, But you do care. Never assume that she doesn‘t love you, Or that she doesn‘t care, because probably she cares a lot more than You think. Just be patient. And love her. And give her the time she needs to open up to you, even if it‘s an eternity. She deserves it.
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My 2 Cents “the advocacy of women’s rights on the grounds of political, social, and economic equality to men.” Let me start by mentioning that I don’t usually get involved with political matters, but in this case, I’d say it’s more of a basic human rights matter. I’m a man, and I’m a feminist. I was lucky enough to grow up in a home with three women; my mother and two older sisters. Growing up with them gave me an enormous amount of respect for women, (even though I may have lost a certain amount of socially expected masculinity along the way), and their current lives continue to increase my respect for the opposite gender. My oldest sister is leaving to study abroad at Oxford in less than a week to major in philosophy. Philosophy. She also graduated high school with a 4.0 and was involved in power lifting competitions and is enlisted in ROTC. Simply put, she’s an animal. She’s worked hard her entire life and I’d hate to see a world that put that hard work to waste. My other sister is working three jobs to pay her way through college and is planning to major in psychology. I’m always envious of her work ethic and level of commitment to not only her education, but to her friends and family as well. My mother has been my backbone since I was a child. She was always the one I turned to in times of trouble, and continues to be. She works hard everyday, while going through mentally straining marriage problems, and comes home and still asks me about my day. She has given me nothing but unconditional love for my entire existence. For these reasons, it boggles my mind why anyone would ever be anti-feminism. I am genuinely confused as to why, because their bodies are different, women get less privileges, respect, opportunities, and even money. I just don’t get it. I am also disgusted that women are seen by most men as walking ****** organs. l will admit genuine guilt to using the number scale to “rate” women. It’s something I grew up with, but now it sickens me. Assigning a number to a woman based on your misguided views on how she should look, whether you would **** her, is something I find repulsive. There’s nothing wrong with admiring the opposite *** but no one gives a **** about your stupid opinion, especially the woman. I hope someday if I ever have a daughter that she will have the privilege of living in a country of gender equality, tolerance, and open-mindedness. Anyway, I just wanted to put my two cents in. I am a man. I am a feminist. Peace.
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Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 9:46 PM UTC
My Two Cents
My 2 Cents “the advocacy of women’s rights on the grounds of political, social, and economic equality to men.” Let me start by mentioning that I don’t usually get involved with political matters, but in this case, I’d say it’s more of a basic human rights matter. I’m a man, and I’m a feminist. I was lucky enough to grow up in a home with three women; my mother and two older sisters. Growing up with them gave me an enormous amount of respect for women, (even though I may have lost a certain amount of socially expected masculinity along the way), and their current lives continue to increase my respect for the opposite gender. My oldest sister is leaving to study abroad at Oxford in less than a week to major in philosophy. Philosophy. She also graduated high school with a 4.0 and was involved in power lifting competitions and is enlisted in ROTC. Simply put, she’s an animal. She’s worked hard her entire life and I’d hate to see a world that put that hard work to waste. My other sister is working three jobs to pay her way through college and is planning to major in psychology. I’m always envious of her work ethic and level of commitment to not only her education, but to her friends and family as well. My mother has been my backbone since I was a child. She was always the one I turned to in times of trouble, and continues to be. She works hard everyday, while going through mentally straining marriage problems, and comes home and still asks me about my day. She has given me nothing but unconditional love for my entire existence. For these reasons, it boggles my mind why anyone would ever be anti-feminism. I am genuinely confused as to why, because their bodies are different, women get less privileges, respect, opportunities, and even money. I just don’t get it. I am also disgusted that women are seen by most men as walking ****** organs. l will admit genuine guilt to using the number scale to “rate” women. It’s something I grew up with, but now it sickens me. Assigning a number to a woman based on your misguided views on how she should look, whether you would **** her, is something I find repulsive. There’s nothing wrong with admiring the opposite *** but no one gives a **** about your stupid opinion, especially the woman. I hope someday if I ever have a daughter that she will have the privilege of living in a country of gender equality, tolerance, and open-mindedness. Anyway, I just wanted to put my two cents in. I am a man. I am a feminist. Peace.
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Black shoes, white shoes, preparing for my flight shoes, High shoes, low shoes,beautiful peep toe shoes, Business shoes, pleasure shoes, too perfect to measure shoes, Wedding shoes, funeral shoes,running road and tunnel shoes, Strappy shoes,ahh, ****** shoes, annoying clippy clappy shoes, We really do need all of these, While planning our lifes route, But don't complain too much dear men, I haven't started on my boots!!
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Feb 18, 2010
Feb 18, 2010 at 4:29 AM UTC
Shoes mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Don't worry, love, I know those gates of stone stand firmly to guard the most precious parts of your soul. I am not here like the others; not as a warrior planning a siege or a strategist plotting to knock them down. I respect your walls too much. You have fought in more wars than most; you have been betrayed by more loves than most could survive - your walls are the result of your scars. So here I stand before you, my weapons laid down, my intentions spread out before the Sun, with nothing in my hands but open palms, asking you to let me in. Show me, love, all those terrible, beautiful wild flowers growing in your garden - I want to do nothing but paint them to remember, and carry their fallen petals safely in my heart. Open up to me, please, my love - I am already yours.
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Jul 12, 2017
Jul 12, 2017 at 11:36 AM UTC
open up to me, please, my love
Melancholy, you spiteful ***** Creeping in, seeping ever deeper into my bones. Nestling in and making a nice little home for yourself. You weren't invited in here And yet you come in, obviously planning a lengthy stay. Please just go the **** away. I can't stand it when you come around And hound me from the inside Pounding on my brain Controlling my very train of thought And surrounding my soul. You threaten to swallow me whole You ravenous ***** And to tell the truth I'm utterly bored with this little dance we have. Just stop, cease this game. You have no place here.
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Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 4:27 PM UTC
Melancholy
This is a tribute. A goodbye letter, whatever you wanna call it. A thank you, I guess. Thankyou for saving me. Thank you for keeping me. Thank you for watching over me and teaching me and preaching to me and thankyou, thankyou, thankyou for making me see that I was gifted with a life. This is for you. Everything I do, everything I write, everything I say, is for you. One month ago tomorrow, you died. One month ago tomorrow, I checked my email expecting to find some spam mail and a few notifications about something I didn't really care about, maybe even a reply from that person I emailed a while ago. One month ago tomorrow, I checked my email and found an email from your mom saying that you were so sorry, so so sorry, but that you had passed. One month ago tomorrow, I collapsed on the floor and mourned for the loss of my best friend, my soul mate. One month ago the day after tomorrow, I walked into school and I kept my cool but I saw you there in front of me. I could put you there and I could see you and I could hear you and you haunted me and my friends all said "You're different." That day, I had an anxiety attack and went home because I COULDN'T handle it. Tomorrow, I will walk into school and I will keep my cool but inside I will be dying and sobbing and weeping and mourning for the loss of you. Tomorrow, I will sit in the same place I did one month ago the day after tomorrow and stare into nothing and see you and hear you and smell you and my friends will say "you're different". Tomorrow, I might have an anxiety attack. I might go home but I will try not to. I CAN handle it. When we first met, you told me your worst fear was that you were afraid to die. 3 months ago, you slit your wrists and by the time you realised what you were doing and sane enough to stop you tried to save yourself. You succeeded. You got better. 1 month ago tomorrow, you died of natural causes. We were supposed to become psychologists together and go to New York and study at the same university and open a private practice, where did that end up at? Goodbye, and thank you, and I'm sorry I didn't say I love you enough, and I'm sorry I didn't take more pictures, and I'm sorry I didn't say what I wanted to say, and I'm sorry we fought, and I'm sorry we wasted so much time planning for a tomorrow we were never going to have.
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Mar 23, 2013
Mar 23, 2013 at 3:32 AM UTC
One Month Ago Tomorrow
This is a tribute. A goodbye letter, whatever you wanna call it. A thank you, I guess. Thankyou for saving me. Thank you for keeping me. Thank you for watching over me and teaching me and preaching to me and thankyou, thankyou, thankyou for making me see that I was gifted with a life. This is for you. Everything I do, everything I write, everything I say, is for you. One month ago tomorrow, you died. One month ago tomorrow, I checked my email expecting to find some spam mail and a few notifications about something I didn't really care about, maybe even a reply from that person I emailed a while ago. One month ago tomorrow, I checked my email and found an email from your mom saying that you were so sorry, so so sorry, but that you had passed. One month ago tomorrow, I collapsed on the floor and mourned for the loss of my best friend, my soul mate. One month ago the day after tomorrow, I walked into school and I kept my cool but I saw you there in front of me. I could put you there and I could see you and I could hear you and you haunted me and my friends all said "You're different." That day, I had an anxiety attack and went home because I COULDN'T handle it. Tomorrow, I will walk into school and I will keep my cool but inside I will be dying and sobbing and weeping and mourning for the loss of you. Tomorrow, I will sit in the same place I did one month ago the day after tomorrow and stare into nothing and see you and hear you and smell you and my friends will say "you're different". Tomorrow, I might have an anxiety attack. I might go home but I will try not to. I CAN handle it. When we first met, you told me your worst fear was that you were afraid to die. 3 months ago, you slit your wrists and by the time you realised what you were doing and sane enough to stop you tried to save yourself. You succeeded. You got better. 1 month ago tomorrow, you died of natural causes. We were supposed to become psychologists together and go to New York and study at the same university and open a private practice, where did that end up at? Goodbye, and thank you, and I'm sorry I didn't say I love you enough, and I'm sorry I didn't take more pictures, and I'm sorry I didn't say what I wanted to say, and I'm sorry we fought, and I'm sorry we wasted so much time planning for a tomorrow we were never going to have.
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There's something odd about it. How I know their names, their personalities, the jokes they tell. How I know the plans you guys have made and the fun activities you'll all do as a team. How I even know the costumes they'll wear and the conventions you will all go to. And I know what I'd say in conversation with them, How I'd get to know them better, How I would put my best foot forward, How I've longed to actually hear their voices so I can match them with their persona. But that's not in the cards. It's okay, I'm okay. But sometimes I realize how disconnected I am from your world. How far away and far removed I am. And I remember that no one knows me. None of them know my name, or my personality. They don't know the plans we have made or activities we are planning. They don't think about what they'd say to me in conversation, or how they'd "get to know me better". They wouldn't need to put their best foot forward or hear my voice to match me to the rest of my persona.... Because to all of them I don't exist. I'm a distant acquaintance from a long time ago. I am a passing name in very loose conversation every couple of months. I am the one who knows but isn't known. I am a ghost. And no one in your life can see me, Except for a very special person, And that's you. (i. r.)
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Mar 26, 2015
Mar 26, 2015 at 1:48 AM UTC
Ghost.
robots helping us you see it’s been a wanted thing for generations but i saw on TV that they have already built robots to help the elderly, ya know, by getting them a drink, so to speak there are many things robots can do around your home i am a messy dude too, and i have cleaners cleaning my house but robots can do a lot more, than w2hat your think they can do well, robots in the kitchen helping the elderly the sky’s the limit, how about robots to clean the mentally ill persons house yeah, it could help, we are still in the planning stages but it’s good that they are still bringing robots for help around the house everyone wants that, but it’s not as easy as live in with a robot helping you a robot can turn itself into a computer, to allow you to watch stuff on youtube and get educated, i am feeding my stuff on youtube, for the future robots can see me as a cool figure or authority figure computers should stop violence, if your video contains violence, youtube should rid that not my content, get over it copyright people, violence is much much worst there is nothing wrong wit parties, as long as they ain’t violent this robot can help get rid of violence in cyber space, if more can get it think about it, Robots can get your housework done while your out you program it, to what you want him to pick up, it’ll be pretty ****** rad dudes that little robot vacuum, is to small, but you can get this world full of robots by the year 3000 if everyone can tell their story, ya see, everyone is different, not everyone knows much about what robots should do, yet not everyone agrees with my work, but, think about it, the robot can be programmed to pick up your ******* and take it to the curve, always understanding, how to sort out the ******* yeah i would love a robot to help me, like everyone, will love a robot to help them robots can make you love life more easier, i love life now, but robots can ease my cleaning woes these words say, robots need people to help and understand people, by physically helping them as opposed to hearing it’s not good to help them that is whjy i am interested in gungahlin’s common ground, to cook for them, learn from them so the year 3000, can create a perfect robotic world when ya think of people robots, don’t think get someone off their ***** no, no no you have to feed the internet all your stuff, ok, even paranormal cause the internet is interested, no matter don’t worry about how many views, think of the future with robots and believe in reincarnation, buddhist style, every blade of grass got a thought, tell the internet, or the computer word document CATCH YA LATER DUDES
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Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 12:38 AM UTC
let's work on bringing robots to help us, each of us
robots helping us you see it’s been a wanted thing for generations but i saw on TV that they have already built robots to help the elderly, ya know, by getting them a drink, so to speak there are many things robots can do around your home i am a messy dude too, and i have cleaners cleaning my house but robots can do a lot more, than w2hat your think they can do well, robots in the kitchen helping the elderly the sky’s the limit, how about robots to clean the mentally ill persons house yeah, it could help, we are still in the planning stages but it’s good that they are still bringing robots for help around the house everyone wants that, but it’s not as easy as live in with a robot helping you a robot can turn itself into a computer, to allow you to watch stuff on youtube and get educated, i am feeding my stuff on youtube, for the future robots can see me as a cool figure or authority figure computers should stop violence, if your video contains violence, youtube should rid that not my content, get over it copyright people, violence is much much worst there is nothing wrong wit parties, as long as they ain’t violent this robot can help get rid of violence in cyber space, if more can get it think about it, Robots can get your housework done while your out you program it, to what you want him to pick up, it’ll be pretty ****** rad dudes that little robot vacuum, is to small, but you can get this world full of robots by the year 3000 if everyone can tell their story, ya see, everyone is different, not everyone knows much about what robots should do, yet not everyone agrees with my work, but, think about it, the robot can be programmed to pick up your ******* and take it to the curve, always understanding, how to sort out the ******* yeah i would love a robot to help me, like everyone, will love a robot to help them robots can make you love life more easier, i love life now, but robots can ease my cleaning woes these words say, robots need people to help and understand people, by physically helping them as opposed to hearing it’s not good to help them that is whjy i am interested in gungahlin’s common ground, to cook for them, learn from them so the year 3000, can create a perfect robotic world when ya think of people robots, don’t think get someone off their ***** no, no no you have to feed the internet all your stuff, ok, even paranormal cause the internet is interested, no matter don’t worry about how many views, think of the future with robots and believe in reincarnation, buddhist style, every blade of grass got a thought, tell the internet, or the computer word document CATCH YA LATER DUDES
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~ spontaneous men, they say, are hard to find, but me, not in 100% agree men-t ~ we, the early risers, i.e. before she bestirs, eyes still closed we shave, with magic mouth wash green, breathe dragon flames pepper-minty go deep into planning-surprise mode, so soon to be proving ourselves in plenty possession of spontaneity which, shockingly is just the way she likes it... ~ P.S. Oh, what webs we weave when first we need to get laid...
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May 16, 2015
May 16, 2015 at 11:39 AM UTC
Spontaneous Men