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I rolled out of bed to start my day, but the power was off my all electric home, as still as a grave. No coffee, or toast. The refrigerator not cold, the freezer started dripping the contents soon to spoil. No computer, no cell phone service! I began sweating profusely, no air conditioning to cool me. Not even a TV Emergency Broadcast Alert, to release this uneasy feeling of topsy-turvy . I drove into town seeking a pay phone, with not a single one to be found, gone the way of the dinosaurs, extinct now too I assumed. My old truck had no computer chips, most cars did and were dead in their tracks. I needed gas but the gas station pumps electric computer driven, all DOA to boot. The Nations electric grid had crashed, blacked out, stone cold dead everywhere. All heavenly satellites blacked out, expired. Everything computer related (and that is about everything), had ceased to function as had the electronic reliant world we had created.   The street throngs of dazed people walked around like zombies, clutching blacked out dead computer devices, knowing not what to do. Not even talking, forgotten I guess how to do that too. As dependently defectively programmed as the useless devices in their hands. In a panic I did awake finding that this scary dream world was indeed all fake, a nightmare of fearful unconscious thinking. My electric clock was still churning, It's music alarm blaring, birds outside still singing, my cell phone started ringing, it was merely another Robot call, Welcoming me back to the 21 century.
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Jul 17, 2017
Jul 17, 2017 at 10:51 PM UTC
Dinosaurs and Devices
I rolled out of bed to start my day, but the power was off my all electric home, as still as a grave. No coffee, or toast. The refrigerator not cold, the freezer started dripping the contents soon to spoil. No computer, no cell phone service! I began sweating profusely, no air conditioning to cool me. Not even a TV Emergency Broadcast Alert, to release this uneasy feeling of topsy-turvy . I drove into town seeking a pay phone, with not a single one to be found, gone the way of the dinosaurs, extinct now too I assumed. My old truck had no computer chips, most cars did and were dead in their tracks. I needed gas but the gas station pumps electric computer driven, all DOA to boot. The Nations electric grid had crashed, blacked out, stone cold dead everywhere. All heavenly satellites blacked out, expired. Everything computer related (and that is about everything), had ceased to function as had the electronic reliant world we had created.   The street throngs of dazed people walked around like zombies, clutching blacked out dead computer devices, knowing not what to do. Not even talking, forgotten I guess how to do that too. As dependently defectively programmed as the useless devices in their hands. In a panic I did awake finding that this scary dream world was indeed all fake, a nightmare of fearful unconscious thinking. My electric clock was still churning, It's music alarm blaring, birds outside still singing, my cell phone started ringing, it was merely another Robot call, Welcoming me back to the 21 century.
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The tide collects it all by morning; The drama and the ***** napalmed across the path. The scenes at second warning for most had been swept away Before they wiped the sand from their shoes. Empty cans of Dutch and Tuborg slouched on the dunes Are tight-lipped about the Velvet Strand's secret ecosystem; An underground microcosm; A peripheral cluster of seething emotions drowned. Memories of those years - although some expired, The vestiges take pride of place - hold a cosmic clump of smells, Tastes, firsts, goosebumps, hangovers, and ends. I never before understood what I was holding on to. Winters down in the shelters nearly killed us but we Huddled through the cold, lit cheap firelogs and Found our oblivion. It didn't take much for me to develop   A stagger - tolerance for a lot of things was learned later. I narrowly recall my first taste of poor judgement and Hazy-headed stargazing. Six cans of Stonehouse Dry cider - most of which ended up on the hillside - Was a ridiculous endeavour that will always be sublime. At the heart of it, I did it to impress a girl; The one every boy has or has had that sticks; Who holds your firsts and your hands and makes Things simple if only for her complexity; The one that never fails to bring upon digression when Pens are involved. Revisiting reminiscence on a jarring note, I think of my Junior Cert exams and a cross-dressed man Exposing himself to two uniformed boys behind the public toilets. This one doesn't stir the joy of the others. This one I wish would dissolve; An ugly, awkward blotch on a childhood. Luckily fondness trumps disgust when recalling that place Because of sunrises and sunsets absorbed from the roof. The Summers spent jumping the gap and drowning in the Heat of the sun were everything. The fugitive sand between our toes and under finger nails Became an accepted nuisance, a part of the territory; A lingering grain or two to drag you back. I miss waking up with the smell of last night's faded fire.
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May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 8:22 PM UTC
Faded Firsts and Firelogs
The tide collects it all by morning; The drama and the ***** napalmed across the path. The scenes at second warning for most had been swept away Before they wiped the sand from their shoes. Empty cans of Dutch and Tuborg slouched on the dunes Are tight-lipped about the Velvet Strand's secret ecosystem; An underground microcosm; A peripheral cluster of seething emotions drowned. Memories of those years - although some expired, The vestiges take pride of place - hold a cosmic clump of smells, Tastes, firsts, goosebumps, hangovers, and ends. I never before understood what I was holding on to. Winters down in the shelters nearly killed us but we Huddled through the cold, lit cheap firelogs and Found our oblivion. It didn't take much for me to develop   A stagger - tolerance for a lot of things was learned later. I narrowly recall my first taste of poor judgement and Hazy-headed stargazing. Six cans of Stonehouse Dry cider - most of which ended up on the hillside - Was a ridiculous endeavour that will always be sublime. At the heart of it, I did it to impress a girl; The one every boy has or has had that sticks; Who holds your firsts and your hands and makes Things simple if only for her complexity; The one that never fails to bring upon digression when Pens are involved. Revisiting reminiscence on a jarring note, I think of my Junior Cert exams and a cross-dressed man Exposing himself to two uniformed boys behind the public toilets. This one doesn't stir the joy of the others. This one I wish would dissolve; An ugly, awkward blotch on a childhood. Luckily fondness trumps disgust when recalling that place Because of sunrises and sunsets absorbed from the roof. The Summers spent jumping the gap and drowning in the Heat of the sun were everything. The fugitive sand between our toes and under finger nails Became an accepted nuisance, a part of the territory; A lingering grain or two to drag you back. I miss waking up with the smell of last night's faded fire.
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I'm looking deep into her eyes *Looking into her eyes... is like opening a door that leads... to another door* Wait..really?  OK...I open the door. *This door leads to a long, winding path, like the winding path of your love.   The path leads to a third door* O...K. I open the door. *This door leads to a spiral staircase descending down, down, down,  deep into her soul. At the bottom of the staircase is--* A door? A door. I open the door The door is locked.  The key might be under the mat Seriously?  I check under the mat Nope, not there.  Maybe try under the small rock next to the door Oh for the love of...I check the rock There is a key Wonderful...I unlock and open the door *Inside this door is a large atrium the glass ceiling giving way to a beautiful summer night, the stars twinkling in the distance.  At the far end of the Atrium, there is a curtain* Sigh I pull aside the curtain There is a door Come on!  I open the ruddy door. *You find yourself in a long hallway, with fine art hanging along the walls. Crimson carpet lines the floor. At the end of the hall is a door  locked with a combination biometric fingerprint scanner/retinal scanner* What. *You have 10 seconds to unlock the door before the hunter-bots de-atomize you* What!?  Ok! I try my fingerprints and eye! *The door unlocks and the hunter-bots stand down. In the next room are three vials.  Two of them contain terrible neuro-toxins that will lead to an excruciatingly painful death.  The third will allow you to continue on to the next room.  You have 30 seconds to choose before you are terminated* What the hell is this!? This is the path to true love hidden deep in her eyes No, this is insanity! 15 seconds OK!  Geez!  Umm..Vial Number 2! You're totally dead Oh god! Just kidding.  None of them had poison...was just messing with you THAT'S IT!  I'M DONE WITH THIS Really?  There's only one more door.  I swear ...Fine.  What ridiculous thing do I need to do to open it. *It's already open.  You find yourself in a circular room with a pedestal in the center.  On the pedestal is a hand written note.  On that note is the key to everlasting happiness* I pick up the note *You smell sweet hints of your beloved's perfume and notice the care that each word of the note was written.* What does the note say? *My love: Next Tuesday Only --  Buy One-Get One Free at J.J's Pizza.  Cannot be combined with any other offers/coupons.  Must present coupon upon purchase.  Expires 1/14/14* ...An expired coupon for Pizza? Such a wonderful expression of love! How do I get out of here... You see a door .
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Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 4:00 PM UTC
Deep in her Eyes
I'm looking deep into her eyes *Looking into her eyes... is like opening a door that leads... to another door* Wait..really?  OK...I open the door. *This door leads to a long, winding path, like the winding path of your love.   The path leads to a third door* O...K. I open the door. *This door leads to a spiral staircase descending down, down, down,  deep into her soul. At the bottom of the staircase is--* A door? A door. I open the door The door is locked.  The key might be under the mat Seriously?  I check under the mat Nope, not there.  Maybe try under the small rock next to the door Oh for the love of...I check the rock There is a key Wonderful...I unlock and open the door *Inside this door is a large atrium the glass ceiling giving way to a beautiful summer night, the stars twinkling in the distance.  At the far end of the Atrium, there is a curtain* Sigh I pull aside the curtain There is a door Come on!  I open the ruddy door. *You find yourself in a long hallway, with fine art hanging along the walls. Crimson carpet lines the floor. At the end of the hall is a door  locked with a combination biometric fingerprint scanner/retinal scanner* What. *You have 10 seconds to unlock the door before the hunter-bots de-atomize you* What!?  Ok! I try my fingerprints and eye! *The door unlocks and the hunter-bots stand down. In the next room are three vials.  Two of them contain terrible neuro-toxins that will lead to an excruciatingly painful death.  The third will allow you to continue on to the next room.  You have 30 seconds to choose before you are terminated* What the hell is this!? This is the path to true love hidden deep in her eyes No, this is insanity! 15 seconds OK!  Geez!  Umm..Vial Number 2! You're totally dead Oh god! Just kidding.  None of them had poison...was just messing with you THAT'S IT!  I'M DONE WITH THIS Really?  There's only one more door.  I swear ...Fine.  What ridiculous thing do I need to do to open it. *It's already open.  You find yourself in a circular room with a pedestal in the center.  On the pedestal is a hand written note.  On that note is the key to everlasting happiness* I pick up the note *You smell sweet hints of your beloved's perfume and notice the care that each word of the note was written.* What does the note say? *My love: Next Tuesday Only --  Buy One-Get One Free at J.J's Pizza.  Cannot be combined with any other offers/coupons.  Must present coupon upon purchase.  Expires 1/14/14* ...An expired coupon for Pizza? Such a wonderful expression of love! How do I get out of here... You see a door .
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On a Wednesday, I want to tell you the truth. listen to me as if it's the first time you've heard a voice On a Wednesday, I want you to understand. because I don't want to hurt you, you see. I want you to hurt me. On a Wednesday, at this table I want you to realize it was meant to be like this all along. To be on opposite sides of the table with different worlds as plates, different wants and needs as different tastes. On a Wednesday, I want you to taste what I taste. the sour taste of our expired time
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Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 7:59 PM UTC
On a Wednesday
‘You’re so wet for me baby’ they say ‘You’re not saying no’ Rinse repeat It hurts I say ‘That’s normal ‘ It is what it is what it is what it is My words stop ‘You’re so quiet’ they say If I unzip my abused vocal chords I won’t be able to stop the noise Keening screaming bursting like a dam It’ll fill up my head My ******* bone marrow Where do I begin and where do you end flush against me I am good at being quiet I am good at being small I am good at being needed I am good at pleasing others I am good at saying yes when I mean; Stop Get me out You are choking me I can’t breathe There is blood on my teeth On my hands I held you after you assaulted me for the first time and you told me about what was plaguing your mind So I comfort you Rinse repeat Tell you I’ve got you through gritted teeth Is that so bad is that so bad I am needed so why is it so ******* bad You fill my lungs acrid and burning Inhale exhale Inhale exhale Wd and vcka coat your lips like a gaudy lipgloss Wash away the taste of you Clean my teeth with dettol Empty my veins clean the dirt and grime away   Trying to forget the way you coat my teeth Your mouth is so good baby’ you say It is bad honey and expired milk It is not being touched since It is not sleeping It is wanting to be held but being terrified of the thought To be held is to be vulnerable Split me open Look inside
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Apr 25, 2023
Apr 25, 2023 at 8:45 AM UTC
ON ****** ASSAULT
Relaxed and poised, I'm ready like there is no tomorrow. Entering this anti-peace, yet, peace it is supposed to be, peace I wish it were for me. Quietly she sits, and I am waiting, as the clock slowly ticks. Why, I wondered, why should this be difficult? To simply hand a note of invitation. Oh, it's done... what gratification! Now, all I can imagine is a negative, but in my heart, it's nothing but positive. And now time has expired, to the moment when I see her again. She delivered her response, and in subtle jubilation I had arrived! An episode has ended, and now I look towards the future, of disappointment? of embarrassment? of disaster? No, no, no... Times have changed, and tomorrow, I look to happiness.
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Apr 2, 2012
Apr 2, 2012 at 12:52 AM UTC
Prom
At the end of the day when I'm spent and expired, and all energy has clocked out and retired. I long for your warmth and tender embrace, my weary eyes to rest upon your face. A caretaker that without I cannot thrive. I don't need you to live, but to make me alive. Alive I can change the world with what you help me to feel. You are fuel and rest, rejuvenation, zeal. When my strength is gone and my mind is drifting to sleep, know that my last few thoughts my mind struggles to keep, are of you and my family that share my name, and lastly, how soon they will be one and the same. I love you. Goodnight.
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Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 2:41 PM UTC
The rest of me
Grodey gassy bubble flow Up to the surface, now it is known That here did relinquish fish A gripping odor Atlantic I sniff'ed the breathe of that pungent fish *** I chok'ed and gripped for the head of the mast But when it came too far in I couldn't have last Expired by breathe of that frightful fish gas
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Aug 25, 2011
Aug 25, 2011 at 8:40 PM UTC
Fish ****
Yet I Am Ready Watching the waves eat away the castles made of sand Staring at the way wind is churning at infrastructure       land like a big bad wolf who found the fear and lean foundation of a brick house I am ready for her hand I am all ready Traversing fields filled with fruitless wonders burning tundras rolling thunders A Man attempting to put out its grand made funeral pyre with nothing but a Jack and Jill bucket filled with reverse osmosis electrolyte infused hydrogen oxygen expired prayers I am Ready for no man land I have a radio already Listening to Nokia raven chirps and bubble bee gyrations. Evergreens whispers as wild blooms break concrete and asphalt and building plans giving smiles to homeless man and woman dreamers flowering in the night lights that were supposed to replace stars I am ready for the woods to takeover the hoods for bear feets to take over the streets for napkins to become extinct to write with my god-given red ink so that my being will dye into stone and dirt To leave my DNA on my mothers belly and hear her cry As she covers my mouth closes her eyes tearful from radioactive winds let her know that I loved her and hugged her every chance I could I am ready to give up me for we have not given back enough We have devoured the essence and forgotten how to seed and harvest   the nothing has become us which is why Earths flesh is colored rust like  blood mixed with scratching dust we have bruised the body and wonder if we can blame something someone else but US Every time the finger points the object of our deflection disappears Rearrange the letters she was trying to help us HEARt Rearrange the letters EARth is trying to make us Heart I'm trying to make us Ear These MTHFCKRS are among US. We have bred them with our love lust still unaware that they a fungus These MTHRFCKRS have become US they save a life to **** it from us. they manufacture fakes to stunt us These MTHRFCKRS have become US Ideas devoid of what we need to come up She must go now and rip it from us We must shed our blood just to fund us Cause these MTHRFCKRS have out done US
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Apr 12, 2017
Apr 12, 2017 at 5:58 AM UTC
These MTHRFCKRS Have Become US
Yet I Am Ready Watching the waves eat away the castles made of sand Staring at the way wind is churning at infrastructure       land like a big bad wolf who found the fear and lean foundation of a brick house I am ready for her hand I am all ready Traversing fields filled with fruitless wonders burning tundras rolling thunders A Man attempting to put out its grand made funeral pyre with nothing but a Jack and Jill bucket filled with reverse osmosis electrolyte infused hydrogen oxygen expired prayers I am Ready for no man land I have a radio already Listening to Nokia raven chirps and bubble bee gyrations. Evergreens whispers as wild blooms break concrete and asphalt and building plans giving smiles to homeless man and woman dreamers flowering in the night lights that were supposed to replace stars I am ready for the woods to takeover the hoods for bear feets to take over the streets for napkins to become extinct to write with my god-given red ink so that my being will dye into stone and dirt To leave my DNA on my mothers belly and hear her cry As she covers my mouth closes her eyes tearful from radioactive winds let her know that I loved her and hugged her every chance I could I am ready to give up me for we have not given back enough We have devoured the essence and forgotten how to seed and harvest   the nothing has become us which is why Earths flesh is colored rust like  blood mixed with scratching dust we have bruised the body and wonder if we can blame something someone else but US Every time the finger points the object of our deflection disappears Rearrange the letters she was trying to help us HEARt Rearrange the letters EARth is trying to make us Heart I'm trying to make us Ear These MTHFCKRS are among US. We have bred them with our love lust still unaware that they a fungus These MTHRFCKRS have become US they save a life to **** it from us. they manufacture fakes to stunt us These MTHRFCKRS have become US Ideas devoid of what we need to come up She must go now and rip it from us We must shed our blood just to fund us Cause these MTHRFCKRS have out done US
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Thailand ****** Can read my mind See my desire Feel my pain Siam Halloween in nana klong toey Thai delights even the ladyboys look good tonight they know how to **** over and survive using a cheap disguise Hey forang you wanna **** me? 1000 baht short time curiosity. I prefer real ladies with juicy butts Flavored with beer and sangsom whiskey ***** Take me home beat me with your **** asian Treats Make me lick your ***** feets Asian women are my lust filled desire They sit on my face until I can't breath no more Than make me pay for my ***** laundry Soap me up and knock me down Bangkok Thailand is my home town I slither along the Sukhumvit soi 11, devoted to the ***** I'm in 7th heaven... Her **** smells better than stupid blonde Suzy the airhead girl next door boring rubber doll Asian toilet scrubbers turn me on the never heard of boring old vain Beverly hills ugly rodeo drive full of stuffy old hags high on ****** pills Sad drag Beverly hills I lived in that phoney fake berg I love the ancient town Bangkok where my face gets slapped and hurt! *** is a weapon. ****** are mans desire Zeus fell in lust with a Greek goddess than expired? Nasty ****** in Thailand make me hard I become 18 again nothing else matters but fun with that wanna be ******
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Jan 24, 2015
Jan 24, 2015 at 9:36 PM UTC
Thailand Courtesans of the Knight
Like truthless dreams, so are my joys expired, And past return are all my dandled days; My love misled, and fancy quite retired— Of all which passed the sorrow only stays. My lost delights, now clean from sight of land, Have left me all alone in unknown ways; My mind to woe, my life in fortune’s hand— Of all which passed the sorrow only stays. As in a country strange, without companion, I only wail the wrong of death’s delays, Whose sweet spring spent, whose summer well-nigh done— Of all which passed the sorrow only stays. Whom care forewarns, ere age and winter cold, To haste me hence to find my fortune’s fold.
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Like Truthless Dreams, So Are My Joys Expired
Its lost its spite. Expired under my control. I've saved this moment for too long. Its bland now; gray with purpose.
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Dec 29, 2012
Dec 29, 2012 at 2:39 AM UTC
Revenge
Hiro was such a clever guy. he always said the funniest little jokes, even when he was Hiro-chan, to me. he used to act like a cat when he was frustrated and, and- remember what he said to the mailman that day, in like june? about how he looked like an angry Hotei-osho? we all laughed and that mailman, that man’s face went radish red. he was such a good lawyer, Hiro. i mean, he wasn’t rich and powerful, no but he did good things, though. like Sayotoma’s lease – without Hiro, he would’ve lost the store! and then where would we get our tempura? huh? oh, Hiro, you are so much fun to talk about. and i hate that all i have of you now is smoldering incense and an expired passport. i poured a cup of water on your grave today, you know. it was a hurting kind of hot under summer’s sun – it’s august, after all. some steam came off, and it sounded like you sighing and i said more loudly than i cared no problem, Hiro and my wife looked at me, with a misting eye, while my son kept flicking matches from that cheap matchbook we got at Sayotama’s place. all the failed matches collected between his sneakers and i thought that *i wish Sayotama didn’t make all his matches so **** fragile. they burst and blacken in a second, and you don’t have the chance to really light something, and they just end up falling between the sneakers of some kid who can’t even remember you,* Hiro.
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Jul 12, 2010
Jul 12, 2010 at 11:21 PM UTC
Hiro
it's not the large things that send a man to the madhouse a woman, a tire that's flat, a disease, a desire: fears in front of you, fears that hold so still you can study them like pieces on a chessboard... it's not the large things that send a man to the madhouse. death he's ready for, or ****** ****** robbery, fire, flood... no, it's the continuing series of small tragedies that send a man to the madhouse... not the death of his love but a shoelace that snaps with no time left ... The dread of life is that swarm of trivialities that can **** quicker than cancer and which are always there - license plates or taxes or expired driver's license, or hiring or firing, doing it or having it done to you, or roaches or flies or a broken hook on a screen, or out of gas or too much gas, the sink's stopped-up, the landlord's drunk, the president doesn't care and the governor's crazy. light switch broken, mattress like a porcupine; $105 for a tune-up, carburetor and fuel pump at sears roebuck; and the phone bill's up and the, market's down and the toilet chain is broken, and the light has burned out - the hall light, the front light, the back light, the inner light; it's darker than hell and twice as expensive. then there's always ***** and ingrown toenails and people who insist they're your friends; there's always that and worse; leaky faucet, Christ and Christmas; blue salami, 9 day rains, 50 cent avocados and purple liverwurst. or making it as a waitress at norm's on the split shift, or as an emptier of bedpans, or as a car wash or a busboy or a stealer of old lady's purses leaving them screaming on the sidewalks with broken arms at the age of 80. suddenly 2 red lights in your rear view mirror and blood in your underwear; toothache, and $979 for a bridge $300 for a gold tooth, and China and Russia and America, and long hair and short hair and no hair, and beards and no faces, and plenty of zigzag but no *** except maybe one to **** in and the other one around your gut. with each broken shoelace out of one hundred broken shoelaces, one man, one woman, one thing enters a madhouse. so be careful when you bend over.
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Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 3:48 PM UTC
the shoelace by Charles Bukowski
it's not the large things that send a man to the madhouse a woman, a tire that's flat, a disease, a desire: fears in front of you, fears that hold so still you can study them like pieces on a chessboard... it's not the large things that send a man to the madhouse. death he's ready for, or ****** ****** robbery, fire, flood... no, it's the continuing series of small tragedies that send a man to the madhouse... not the death of his love but a shoelace that snaps with no time left ... The dread of life is that swarm of trivialities that can **** quicker than cancer and which are always there - license plates or taxes or expired driver's license, or hiring or firing, doing it or having it done to you, or roaches or flies or a broken hook on a screen, or out of gas or too much gas, the sink's stopped-up, the landlord's drunk, the president doesn't care and the governor's crazy. light switch broken, mattress like a porcupine; $105 for a tune-up, carburetor and fuel pump at sears roebuck; and the phone bill's up and the, market's down and the toilet chain is broken, and the light has burned out - the hall light, the front light, the back light, the inner light; it's darker than hell and twice as expensive. then there's always ***** and ingrown toenails and people who insist they're your friends; there's always that and worse; leaky faucet, Christ and Christmas; blue salami, 9 day rains, 50 cent avocados and purple liverwurst. or making it as a waitress at norm's on the split shift, or as an emptier of bedpans, or as a car wash or a busboy or a stealer of old lady's purses leaving them screaming on the sidewalks with broken arms at the age of 80. suddenly 2 red lights in your rear view mirror and blood in your underwear; toothache, and $979 for a bridge $300 for a gold tooth, and China and Russia and America, and long hair and short hair and no hair, and beards and no faces, and plenty of zigzag but no *** except maybe one to **** in and the other one around your gut. with each broken shoelace out of one hundred broken shoelaces, one man, one woman, one thing enters a madhouse. so be careful when you bend over.
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A bearded man who talks so wise Whisked up a broth full of lies I was told by the man with the great big beard, ‘Eat up your soup, I dare you too my dear’ And so I did. With golden desires And a dream that expired; I canned it, I labeled it, I shipped it over the ocean too. My lies soon devoured And absorbed into their skin; Please, let the mind bending begin.
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Oct 20, 2010
Oct 20, 2010 at 12:06 PM UTC
Manipulation
Before- “Run! Come on their gonna catch us!” We really messed up this time. Whose idea was it to smash the mailboxes? Deface the school parking lot? Jesus Ch- “Is that mom’s car?” JESUS CHR- “Nevermind.” After- “Three for seventy or five for seventy-five. Best deal in town.” We really messed up this time. Who forgot the lighter and and cash? Where’s the hell are the papers? What the f- “Are these sugar?” WHAT THE FU- “Nevermind.” Before- “Shut up! He’s gonna see us!” We really messed up this time. Who thought throwing popcorn at the cute movie theater boy was a good idea” Oh sh- “He’s looking over here!” OH SHI- “Nevermind.” After- ***** tastes better straight.” We really messed up this time. Who bought Smirnoff? We wanted UV. Where are the shot glasses? Son of a- “I think this stuff is expired…” SON OF A B- “Nevermind.” Before- “We had a test?!” I really messed up this time. When did we even take notes? I don't remember the what we even went over. God da- “Yeah, he said its worth 20% of our grade.” GOD DAM- “Nevermind.” After- “What is going on?!” We really messed up this time. The room smells like substance. Curtains closed- eyes closed. Broken orange bottles- Bu- “He took too many!” Burn- “He’s not waking up!” Burno- “Call someone!” BURNOUT. “Nevermind?” Before- “This is the best day of my life.” We are okay this time.
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Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 5:15 PM UTC
burnout
Another gray trip to a small town. At the bus stop: an abandoned bicycle, trembling in the rain, waiting for someone, who never came. The coughing crowd, getting on and off, headed for the unknown. Actors carrying heavy bags of ugly food. Out of the corner of an invisible eye snatches of words drifting into a wrinkled world— not the first, vivid green, but the tired lettuce, expired bananas— a symbol of unreachable luxury. Casual dialogues about angels and demons, atheists and spiritual needs. Random people battered by reality rolling out a red carpet for their thoughts, spoken aloud in the indifferent air, small talk about kicking life— an existential fight to survive. The game downloaded by an unfair fate. Something put him, her, them on this wrong level, an extreme mode the deepest discomfort. Unfair purpose of pain. For many, not being loved is an aching way, for others, the lack of bread. The multiple truths closed in one small drop of a rainy day without a name.
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Jul 26, 2025
Jul 26, 2025 at 11:55 AM UTC
The Grey Level
First we build bridges With Lego bricks In primary colours And we move on To build bridges From words With tought In many languages Because we have to And we build bridges In steel and concrete Between islands and peninsulas Between us and them We prioritise bridges With our money On our money To showcase magnificence And to replace expired glories And we cross bridges In real life and cyberspace To seek community In alternate relations Outside the confines Of Hans Christian Andersen’s quiet pond.
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Mar 10, 2013
Mar 10, 2013 at 5:34 PM UTC
Danish Bridges
the collar on my jacket is frayed but I have clothes on my back (just) the packaging is white with green print but I have food in my belly (of sorts) the soles talk and leak when I walk but I have boots on my feet (for now) so I’m OK (I suppose) ***** deep into the Smart Price ™ life this man, his daughters, his son and his wife where all their food comes at discounted price expired meat and rationed heat sweepings and fat wrapped in plastic the walk was wholly unexpected, but it was easy leaving the town where the forward leaning walkers were the slowest thinking talkers steeped in sugary urgency, and all the way we **** giltterballs and Skittles
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Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 8:41 AM UTC
Small Mercies (Are Relative)
Love saved my life It wasn’t long ago when I received the call I remember it like yesterday It was bed time ready to crashed when the township called expressing my brother had expired someone had took his life shot him in the head At that very moment my entire life shattered into a million pieces nowhere to be found Quickly I rushed to the hospital in the hope maybe he was still breathing, still moving but the outcome was everything but that Few days after we’ve put him to rest in his last resting place he was only nineteen Felt like a dream refused to believed i prayed to God to not allowed it  be true when I awake day dreaming But sooner and later you always always have to wake up Hatred strengthened to a point I was ready for war with whomever involved Strapped ready to fight when I realized because of my faith this wasn’t the way for I’ll rot in hell Not long after depression  kicked in started hearing voices all through my head Voices I didn’t recognized whispering to me It was time to joined him meaning my brother to a better place I remember I sat in my car with my glock clacked back against my temple ready to pulled the trigger when my phone vibrated  and said It was from love I decided to answered and told her my story had no more desire to live This was my good bye Then I started crying and she cried along with me and prayed with me tell me to come home   she’ll make this better she didn’t want to lose me in a word she was carrying my son which I’ve heard for the first time ever It was at that moment when  my life started over a clean slate at a new life and still today our love has grown stronger she showed me the love I always needed this  woman is the reason I did not drown In my depression In my sorrow In my anger Everyday she came looking for me I knew how blessed I am to have her in my life today This is my reason I care for those Who haven’t find love and have no one to call their own Because truly I truly don’t know what would I do today without my wife in my life for She is my treasure and the reason this is my reason I’ll always choose           Love
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Jun 26, 2018
Jun 26, 2018 at 9:57 AM UTC
Love Saved My Life
Love saved my life It wasn’t long ago when I received the call I remember it like yesterday It was bed time ready to crashed when the township called expressing my brother had expired someone had took his life shot him in the head At that very moment my entire life shattered into a million pieces nowhere to be found Quickly I rushed to the hospital in the hope maybe he was still breathing, still moving but the outcome was everything but that Few days after we’ve put him to rest in his last resting place he was only nineteen Felt like a dream refused to believed i prayed to God to not allowed it  be true when I awake day dreaming But sooner and later you always always have to wake up Hatred strengthened to a point I was ready for war with whomever involved Strapped ready to fight when I realized because of my faith this wasn’t the way for I’ll rot in hell Not long after depression  kicked in started hearing voices all through my head Voices I didn’t recognized whispering to me It was time to joined him meaning my brother to a better place I remember I sat in my car with my glock clacked back against my temple ready to pulled the trigger when my phone vibrated  and said It was from love I decided to answered and told her my story had no more desire to live This was my good bye Then I started crying and she cried along with me and prayed with me tell me to come home   she’ll make this better she didn’t want to lose me in a word she was carrying my son which I’ve heard for the first time ever It was at that moment when  my life started over a clean slate at a new life and still today our love has grown stronger she showed me the love I always needed this  woman is the reason I did not drown In my depression In my sorrow In my anger Everyday she came looking for me I knew how blessed I am to have her in my life today This is my reason I care for those Who haven’t find love and have no one to call their own Because truly I truly don’t know what would I do today without my wife in my life for She is my treasure and the reason this is my reason I’ll always choose           Love
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our conversations are all in blue. i try not to mind it, like i try not to mind the hair falling out of my scalp. you're just busy being unattached to me. i make excuses for you as easy as i double text. they flood my head like mantras, but not the kind that make you feel calm or loved. it's more like telling yourself you won't throw up after the twisty roads up the mountain. but i want to see the view with you. so i keep sending you blue paragraphs filled with 'sorry's and 'i love you's. you send the same grey 'i love you, too's. and we call it communication. i'm the driver and the passenger the carsick kid trying not to throw up and the toddler asking over and over if we're there yet. but i want to see the view with you. would it hurt to send a grey paragraph? or ask me, in your best whine, if we are at the top yet? throw up in my lap. drive me crazy. ask me for the aux cord and i'll give it to you. i'm done listening to this album on repeat. i want to hold your hand without worrying if your fingers are numb and you just don't want to hurt my feelings. this car needs more you. and i don't mean the you dressed in grey half messages that you probably rewrote three times. i need the you that talked about faking our deaths together like it was the only part of life worth living. wearing that laugh you always say is too loud, but really it sounds like music. i like my music loud and angry. and ****** at your parents for being expired versions of themselves, always expecting you to be organic. i need that you like i need a vice. because that's who i want to see the view with.
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May 9, 2021
May 9, 2021 at 3:13 AM UTC
road trip (one sided conversations and other blue things)
our conversations are all in blue. i try not to mind it, like i try not to mind the hair falling out of my scalp. you're just busy being unattached to me. i make excuses for you as easy as i double text. they flood my head like mantras, but not the kind that make you feel calm or loved. it's more like telling yourself you won't throw up after the twisty roads up the mountain. but i want to see the view with you. so i keep sending you blue paragraphs filled with 'sorry's and 'i love you's. you send the same grey 'i love you, too's. and we call it communication. i'm the driver and the passenger the carsick kid trying not to throw up and the toddler asking over and over if we're there yet. but i want to see the view with you. would it hurt to send a grey paragraph? or ask me, in your best whine, if we are at the top yet? throw up in my lap. drive me crazy. ask me for the aux cord and i'll give it to you. i'm done listening to this album on repeat. i want to hold your hand without worrying if your fingers are numb and you just don't want to hurt my feelings. this car needs more you. and i don't mean the you dressed in grey half messages that you probably rewrote three times. i need the you that talked about faking our deaths together like it was the only part of life worth living. wearing that laugh you always say is too loud, but really it sounds like music. i like my music loud and angry. and ****** at your parents for being expired versions of themselves, always expecting you to be organic. i need that you like i need a vice. because that's who i want to see the view with.
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Sep 6, 2015
Sep 6, 2015 at 12:40 PM UTC
201506-w2
Yesterday, held many words Yesterday, flew many birds Yesterday, your pride expired Yesterday, humanity was acquired Today, rises a new wise man Today, begins a wise mans stand Today, knowledge will be spread to your peers Today, you shall conquer your fears And tomorrow, you shall have joy at last knowing you spread your knowledge so fast.
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May 21, 2015
May 21, 2015 at 12:05 PM UTC
Yesterday
You say your original No one like you But then I see you with straightened hair and Uggs for shoes You squeeze into a too small shirt Your jeans are just as tight You take off your glasses and get contacts Does that seem right? The next day I see you Your look completely changed Your hair is died black and your nails look the same Since when did you wear nail polish? This is not who you use to be Now every time we talk We talk about me You say my hair would look good straightened You tell me I should wear Uggs You say my face would look better with make up When I say no You get an attitude Because I am not a copy cat like you I see your new friends the ones with the same shoes the same colored hair They changed you do you care And when did you start to swear You are exactly like them now Me I'm not So I get pushed out of your best friends slot You talk just like them You all walk in a line What did you think I wouldn't notice? And act like its all fine Snap out of it You must be under a spell I know you all to well I'm not telling you to ditch them You have new friends that fine I’m just telling you to stop being a copycat Its time Not its past time but it's not expired You need to get a grip because this is not right This is not you Its societies bite It’s got a grip on you and it’s holding on tight Stop being a copy cat be you All you have to do is be yourself I'm so tired of this People dyeing People crying all to get accepted being a copycat Isn’t all that great When you’re a copycat you don’t get everything as gold on a plat To be a comply cat you cant be real Because you feel like the it girl all the time And its hard everyday when you have to act like you’re in a play but your not This is real life stop living a lie All you care about is shoes Next it’s boos Here comes the drugs and now you’re the person locked up Then your rejected like a shoe that doesn’t fit And the it girl doesn’t have it She has no friends or so it seems Because she can always come back to me But you forgot that Your forgot the lessons you learned from others How your aunt had a kid at 14 How your sister just became mean How your brother is hooked on drugs And soon you will be too It's like a loose tooth You want it there and you don’t care if what’s next is better Being a copycat is like a loose tooth You need to let it fall out Or that is what you will do You will fall out of a great life planned for you But I don't what you to fall I will hold on But I’m not the strong You need to snap out of it just like I said because Now you wanna starve to death Better yet you want me to too That’s not how I roll That’s not how I do Because I am not a copy cat Like you
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Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 10:33 AM UTC
Copy Cat
You say your original No one like you But then I see you with straightened hair and Uggs for shoes You squeeze into a too small shirt Your jeans are just as tight You take off your glasses and get contacts Does that seem right? The next day I see you Your look completely changed Your hair is died black and your nails look the same Since when did you wear nail polish? This is not who you use to be Now every time we talk We talk about me You say my hair would look good straightened You tell me I should wear Uggs You say my face would look better with make up When I say no You get an attitude Because I am not a copy cat like you I see your new friends the ones with the same shoes the same colored hair They changed you do you care And when did you start to swear You are exactly like them now Me I'm not So I get pushed out of your best friends slot You talk just like them You all walk in a line What did you think I wouldn't notice? And act like its all fine Snap out of it You must be under a spell I know you all to well I'm not telling you to ditch them You have new friends that fine I’m just telling you to stop being a copycat Its time Not its past time but it's not expired You need to get a grip because this is not right This is not you Its societies bite It’s got a grip on you and it’s holding on tight Stop being a copy cat be you All you have to do is be yourself I'm so tired of this People dyeing People crying all to get accepted being a copycat Isn’t all that great When you’re a copycat you don’t get everything as gold on a plat To be a comply cat you cant be real Because you feel like the it girl all the time And its hard everyday when you have to act like you’re in a play but your not This is real life stop living a lie All you care about is shoes Next it’s boos Here comes the drugs and now you’re the person locked up Then your rejected like a shoe that doesn’t fit And the it girl doesn’t have it She has no friends or so it seems Because she can always come back to me But you forgot that Your forgot the lessons you learned from others How your aunt had a kid at 14 How your sister just became mean How your brother is hooked on drugs And soon you will be too It's like a loose tooth You want it there and you don’t care if what’s next is better Being a copycat is like a loose tooth You need to let it fall out Or that is what you will do You will fall out of a great life planned for you But I don't what you to fall I will hold on But I’m not the strong You need to snap out of it just like I said because Now you wanna starve to death Better yet you want me to too That’s not how I roll That’s not how I do Because I am not a copy cat Like you
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