you went like rockets that day
up and up and up
until you drifted in outerspace
                                   waiting
          for a star to burst apart
dust by dust,
             light by light
oblivion by
             oblivion

                                  waiting,
             for them to unravel
             like you unr a v e  l  e   d


tracing the outer rim of your
asteroids, you
                               wandered
into every constellation in this
existence, take them by their hand
                    left them wanting and
scorched

craters littered your heart, filled
with asteroids belt
                 burying the starlight,
                 rings a shade of sorrow

you made your moon black, and
you said you deserved it

Once,
a little planet said to you
that you have supernovas
                              behind your
                                          eyes
only to see it die,
after

you told me,
          in between light years,
  that you are nothing but a comet
      dying at the heart with nothing
left to
lose


but you forgot, a comet is beautiful
                 because it falls while burning
                                  fighting to live, still
even when it knows it's
dying

I have graduated from UNR,
but no work,
I search on the internet at jobs
I am good at
No work.
I go lower, I look at Del Taco
No work.
I am starting to lose hope
of this search of work.

I am a alumnist of UNR,
I have struggled to get to where I am
I sometimes have a odd sense of humor
I love my dog.
I love to go out when its interesting.

Even though I have a college degree,
I don't talk down to those who don't
Hell, I am one of the few in my family
To have a college degree
It's me being me.

The Americans take themselves
Far too seriously
Only 5 percent of the world's population
But 25 percent of its prisoners

She mentions Angel Numbers
Deja Vu
444
222

I mentions my poems
I mention you
Towson University
Please be true

A Man Called Otto
Shooting Star
8088
Florida far

          UNR