junebabe

junebabe Jul 2015

I forgot how much it hurt,
I forgot how it felt,
I don't remember the last time I felt
pain

I thought one would be enough
but somehow I ended up with
two
I don't know how

I forgot how much being vulnerable
hurt,
I forgot how confusing it can be
to have to choose one

So I chose two,
two guys,
I don't know what is
wrong with me

I want to choose
but I know I will lose one
but I jut want both
that cannot happen

I need to chose one,
but I want two
What do I do?

*** hurts, especially when it's with more than one guy, you just don't know who to chose and who to let go. This is about L and D. I believe that I am just being young and just having fun, others say it hurts other a lot, but I believe that I'm just chilling

#***

junebabe May 2014

Untitled

because I was raised that having my *** touched was to "take it as a compliment"
because strolling on the streets is nearly impossible
because apparently rejecting a man is just not safe enough, so it's "much easier to give them a fake number"
because "No," simply cannot mean "No"
because women are not entitled to their own body
because "you're asking for it," by articles or clothing
because a hug isn't enough
because he was ***** and couldn't get you while you were conscious
because "boys will be boys"

#women #yesallwomen #hardtruth

junebabe Apr 2014

an infatuation begins

"hey before you go, can i have a sip of your water"
"hey, youre rolling"

there was a friend at the beach while i was rolling and i realized how cute he actually was.

junebabe Nov 2013

;

when you completely let go of all your
troubles, worries, bad thoughts,
happy thoughts, energy,
and become
neutral;
sleep

junebabe Jul 2013

hair

you extend out to my arm
sweeping past my shivering shoulders
you blanket yourself around me
sitting still, then shifting once more
     you tease me with playful kisses against my back
     leaving humble traces of yourself
     covering the skin of my neck
     with a soft mild feel leaving for me to accept
whispering words i cannot make through
interesting enough to welcome
pulling you up towards my head
i wrap a hair tie to secure you

junebabe Jul 2013

decisions

Blonde
Dark brown

Blue eyes
Brown eyes

Long hair
Short hair

Pale skin
Sun-kissed skin

Confusing
Understandable

Distanced
Always near by

Two choices
One mind

junebabe Jul 2013

lil heartbeat

whenever i lay on my back
i look at my tummy,
my ribs slightly pop out
and the center of my stomach caves in a little
you can see
this
little tiny
heart beat
just right above the bellybutton
and it just bumps up and down up and down
and this seems to make me happy

so i
press down on that little beating belly
and
i feel
weird stuff inside
a thump, a beat, a pulse
and
it feels so good
against my cold fingertips