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249 · Oct 2018
Love Song
Love is a funny thing
Whenever I give it, it comes back to me
And it's wonderful to be
Giving with my whole heart
As my heart receives
Your love

Oh, ain't nice tonight we've
got each other
And I am right beside you
More than just a partner or a
Love
I'm your friend

When you love someone
Your heartbeat beats so loud
When you love someone
Your feet can't feel the ground
240 · Oct 2018
I hate
I hate when people
Has nothing better
To do with there life.
But talk **** about you

I hate
When people will do anything
To lie on you

I hate
Having more than one
Friends.

I hate
When people think
They are better than you.
Honestly they are not better than anyone.
Onces again. Ppl are not happy with there life. They want to be just like you.
237 · May 2019
What Makes You Happy
What's makes me happy
Seeing my kids
Being around my love one
Telling someone how
Much you respect there we'll
Being.
Spending every moments
With that one special
Person in your life.
That makes me happy
It's pretty hard raising a family in the hood
I know in fact
Family has to do what they need to do to provide the needs for their family

Living in the hood
Doesn't mean we Nicolette our kids
Because that's how kids turn to be bad

Kids in the hood
Learn how to steal
Learn how to sell drugs
Learn how to use drugs
Learn ******* your own kind

We as a parent
We have to step in to save our kids
Cherish all that moment
Teach them how to love one another
Show them how to respect other people

Start stopping your kids
Before he ends up in a bag
Blood to blood you cannot replace
Just a little reminder how the world or part the world we live in
214 · Apr 2021
All I Ask Respect My Wishes
Everyone of needs
A me time
Away from all
The pain it cost us.
Time to refresh ourselves
Time to think.
Think what is real to you
What is not real.
Come on
What more important
To have balance mind
Or have a mind
That’s you going to set off
And go crazy.
I rather have a clear
Mind.
You can buy bed with your money but not the asleep
You can buy watch with your money but not the time

You can buy job with your money but not the respect
You can buy people attention with your money but not their true friendship

You can buy comfortable life with your money but not the inner peace
You can buy pray with your money but not the heaven

You can buy medicine with your money but not the health
You can buy heart with your money but not the love.
210 · Apr 2021
Sayon ang tawo
Dali ug pagsulay pagsulay pagdala duha ka mga bata.
Kung mahimo nimo ako mahimong malipayon nga babaye sa kalibutan.
Tawo bisan butang nga ingon niana kadali ang pagsulti.
Kung naay nahitabo
Nasakitan ko karon
Nakasabot ka nako ingon babaye
202 · Jun 2019
I had put them before me
But sometimes you gotta
Put them to side
Just to do what you need to
Do in life.
I have done that
Doing my hardest life
When I was going through my
Divorce. I turned out the
Bad person in the end.
If I left  them.
Because they told me to fix it.
When to fix it.
I’m still the bad woman.
Because I left them behind.
Not understanding nor wanna listen
To may you have to say.
196 · Nov 2018
To All the Awful People
When the life you live is a lie,
could you ever look up to the sky
and apologize?
But you can't and you know why.

You speak as if you are better than all.
But how could you possibly stand tall
when you are only trying to maul
many people so they will fall?

I did not like meeting you in my light,
for you're making it as dark as night.
But maybe you believe it to be your right,
to act rudely and cruelly and fight.

Have you ever considered being nice?
I heard that it was good advice.
But hey, maybe you like your vice
and i'm watching it grow out of control like lice.

I don't like watching others endure your cruelty
for they do not deserve your foolery,
or was it your lunacy?
either way, stay away from my community
After all the stuff you done
To me
Not only I gave you another
Change and trust your
Words.
What you gave me back
Another lies
And betrayed are love.
Than gave me heart attack
Alone of that
Had miscarriage
Lost two innocent child
Had no chance to be
In this world.
Didn’t had a change to
Meet us.
Because someone you
Messy around had to
Put everything on me.
And you had to believe her.
After all that
You both was living together
Knowing she’s the reason
Why are twin
Is dead now
Can you replace what you
And her **** from me.
If you are with someone
Is okay to hangout
With two woman
In there house.
I thought
When you in a relationship
You don’t do that
Because if you say
You love that person
Just not right
At all.
You will end up hurting
That person you
Say you love
194 · Jul 2020
Rumors , gossip and Lies
How many times must a rumor be told
Before the truth is revealed?
All of this gossip is getting old,
And it is time for our wounds to be healed.
Don't talk about someone behind their back
Unless you can say it to their face.
Don't tell your secrets to soon.
Let them all out at the right time and place.
Make sure you can trust someone
Before you tell them you hurts and fears.
They might not be the person you think you know
Even after all these years.
I'm tired of the rumors, gossip, and lies.
Why can't we all just get along
And put an end to all of these depressing cries?
192 · Oct 2018
My own wall
Ang Wall -

Sa basa-basa na ulap ang isang balabal ng pagsasara
Umuulan sa kalungkutan ng lamig ng umaga
Upang shroud sirang kaluluwa kaliwa fractured
Limbs katakut-takot sa disarray ng kamatayan

Kapag bilang mga lalaki ang kanilang tapang ay naghihintay
Takot sa papasok na kawalan ng katiyakan
Nakatago sa mga hangin ng kapalaran na mahina
Sa malungkot na gabi ng kapalaran

Gusto mo ba o hindi na ako pinili?
Upang harapin ang iyong kapalaran upang harapin ang iyong mga takot
Nakalimutan ang gayong pagkawalang sala
'til ilagay sa ilang mga pader ng luha
Play with my emotions
I’ll wont be around.
Someone in my past
Already played with my
Emotions.
That’s why. I don’t really want
To fall in love.
Men are not stupid
They could read between the line
Little girl games
For sure they know
How to play the game right.

Men are not stupid
When a men buy you
A car genseis
And you doing to much
Taking
Not giving
What do think a men
Will do.

Men will steal
The car he gave you
You cannot take something
From anybody's
Without putting out.
This what some women think.
They use again, there beauty.
That's not how it work.
189 · Mar 2019
Chapter9
Chapter 9

“Startled, I pulled away from the man’s grasp and looked at his face. Although he wore a tag that read “Hotel Security” I sensed that there was much more to him than that.
“What’s this about?” I asked sharply, noticing that he was avoiding eye contact.
Clenching his jaw, the man grabbed my arm again, this time more firmly. “Don’t worry, Red, you’ll find out soon enough.”
I hated it when guys called me Red. It was always in a smug way. “Hey, let me go!” I demanded, trying to get away from the *******. But he was strong. Immortally strong.
He ****** me against him and whispered, “Calm the hell down and you won’t get hurt.”
“Are you one of Vlad’s men?”
“You’ll have your questions answered in a few minutes. Just chill out, will you?”
“Not really having any other choice, I allowed the man to usher me away from the restaurant, toward the back of The Veil. Hotel guests watched us curiously.
“Are you okay, dear?” asked an older woman in her seventies. She had a cane and looked about ready to hit my captor with it.
“She’s fine. We don’t allow prostitutes in the hotel,” he said loudly.
Normally I wouldn’t care, but my cheeks burned with shame as the old woman stared at me with disgust.
“Harlot,” she said, glaring at me.
“I’m not a *******,” I said, gritting my teeth. Furious at the way I was being treated, I tried pulling away from him again, but he only dug his fingers into my skin deeper.
“Would you just relax?” he said, as we turned down another hallway. “I’m doing this for your own good.”
“Doesn’t feel that way on my end,” I replied angrily.
“If you’d stop fighting me, I wouldn’t have to resort to this.”
“Then tell me what the hell this is about!”
“You’ll find out soon enough.”
I sighed loudly.
We stopped at a door that was marked ‘Security’ and he led me inside. To my surprise, there was a long conference desk with two men sitting next to it.
“Is this her, Nate?” asked one of them, a blonde Nordic-looking guy in an expensive suit.
“She’s just as he described. Plus, she has the mark,” said the guy, releasing my arm.
I rubbed the skin where his fingers had pressed cruelly. “You mean the mark on my wrist from your fingers, *******?”
“Sorry,” said Nate, addressing the two men at the table more than me. “She kept trying to get away.”
“Leave us,” ordered the blonde, frowning at Nate.
“Yes, sir.” Nate turned and walked out the door.
I sighed wearily, wishing I would have never gotten out of bed. “So, who in the hell are you people?”
“I’m sorry, lass. My name is Aiden Rylan and this is Maximus Johnson,” said the blonde, his Irish accent noticeable now.
I folded my arms under my chest, studying both men. Both of them were undeniably rugged, handsome, and obvious big-shots. “And why should that matter to me?”
Aiden’s lip[…]”
“Natel’s part in it. The ******* had made me look like a cheap *****. “Who is this mutual acquaintance?”
“Doris Hart,” said Maximus.
Another surprise. “Really? And how do you know Dorian?” I asked, now sitting down.
“The three of us are long-time friends,” said Aiden.
“But you’re lycan,” I replied. From what I’d gathered over the years, most weren’t too chummy with vampires.
“Yes. We’ve learned to push our differences aside,” said Andrew, his eyes twinkling.
“The truth is that we don’t judge anyone unless they pose a threat,” said Maximus. “And we’ve known Doris Hart for several years. He’s done us favors and now we’re returning one for him.”
“And that is to protect me?” I said, flattered that Doris was still worried about me. He must have really loved my mother.
“Yes. He was very adamant on that. Sorry for your loss, by the way,” said Andrew, his face turning somber.
At the mention of my mother’s death, I looked down at my nails, trying not to tear up. “Thanks.”
“I never met Lilith, but Andrew knew her,” said Maximus, his voice kind.
Surprised, I looked at Andrew. “You did? Really?”
“Actually, I only met[…]”
“He leaned back in his chair, a faraway look now in his eyes. “I guess it was mostly about Vlad and her dealings with him.”
“Why would she confide in you about him?” I asked angrily. The fact that she’d spoken openly about Vlad with him, a stranger, and not me, hurt.
“Because she knew that we were enemies,” said Aiden. “I had no idea that you were his daughter, however. Not until Doris mentioned it on the phone. Your mother obviously didn’t trust anyone with that information”
I relaxed. “What else did Doris tell you?”
“He’s worried about you,” said Andrew . “He says that your life is in danger and you’re not taking it seriously.”
“Believe me, I’m taking it seriously,” I said, smiling grimly.
“Do you know exactly what you’re up against?” asked Maximus.
“I know that Vlad wants me dead.”
“You should also know that he usually gets what he wants,” said Aiden, frowning.
“And that’s why Doris asked if we’d offer you protection,” added Maximus. “You need our help.”
“Thanks for the offer but I don’t need protection from you or Doris ,” I said, running a hand through my hair. “I can take care of myself[…]”
“and is bent on capturing you. Believe me, he has the money and the resources to do just that.”
“Don’t be fooled by my appearance. I might look easy on so many levels, especially in this outfit,” I mused, “but I’m not. If I don’t want to be caught, I won’t.”
“Your confidence is commendable, but it’s going to get you killed,” warned Maximus. “Believe me, I know. I’ve caught many criminals with that same attitude. They get too cocky for their own good and make mistakes.”
So he was a cop. “I’m not being cocky.” I stood up. “I’m just saying that this is my problem and I’ll handle it on my own.”
“Even if you don’t have to?” asked Maximus, as I walked toward the door.
Sighing, I turned around. “Look, I certainly appreciate the offer, I really do. But, I’ll be fine.”
“At least do us a favor and disappear,” said Aiden. “Get out of town before they find you.”
“I’m planning on it,” I admitted. “By the way, how did you two know where to find me?”
“Your partner, Alex Shafer,” said Maximus. “I take it he didn’t call you to tell you we’d be[…]”
“started on stock options. Please.”
Aiden chuckled. “I’ve helped you, haven’t I?”
“Yes, and for that I’m very grateful,” replied Maximus.
“So, when did you talk to Alex?” I asked, changing the subject. I had no interest in talking about stocks, bonds, or anything financial.
“About thirty minutes ago. He said you’d be doing a job here,” replied Maximus.
I dialed Alex’s number, but he didn’t answer. Sighing, I sent him a text, telling him to call me. Then I slipped my phone back into my purse. “Well, I wish I could say it was a pleasure meeting the both you. I’m sure under different circumstances,” I smiled wickedly, “the pleasure would have be all mine.”
Andrew ‘s eyes roved over my body and he grinned. “Oh, lass, I doubt that. I’m pretty sure that the pleasure would have been mutual.”
Laughing, Maximus stood up and held out his card. “In all seriousness, please give me a call if you need help.”
I took it. “Thank you. Detective Maximus Johnson, huh?”
“Call me Max.”
“Okay, Max. Thanks again.” My cell phone began to vibrate. I pulled it back out of my purse and noticed that Alex had sent me a[…]”











Chapter 9

“Startled, I pulled away from the man’s grasp and looked at his face. Although he wore a tag that read “Hotel Security” I sensed that there was much more to him than that.
“What’s this about?” I asked sharply, noticing that he was avoiding eye contact.
Clenching his jaw, the man grabbed my arm again, this time more firmly. “Don’t worry, Red, you’ll find out soon enough.”
I hated it when guys called me Red. It was always in a smug way. “Hey, let me go!” I demanded, trying to get away from the *******. But he was strong. Immortally strong.
He ****** me against him and whispered, “Calm the hell down and you won’t get hurt.”
“Are you one of Vlad’s men?”
“You’ll have your questions answered in a few minutes. Just chill out, will you?”
“Not really having any other choice, I allowed the man to usher me away from the restaurant, toward the back of The Veil. Hotel guests watched us curiously.
“Are you okay, dear?” asked an older woman in her seventies. She had a cane and looked about ready to hit my captor with it.
“She’s fine. We don’t allow prostitutes in the hotel,” he said loudly.
Normally I wouldn’t care, but my cheeks burned with shame as the old woman stared at me with disgust.
“Harlot,” she said, glaring at me.
“I’m not a *******,” I said, gritting my teeth. Furious at the way I was being treated, I tried pulling away from him again, but he only dug his fingers into my skin deeper.
“Would you just relax?” he said, as we turned down another hallway. “I’m doing this for your own good.”
“Doesn’t feel that way on my end,” I replied angrily.
“If you’d stop fighting me, I wouldn’t have to resort to this.”
“Then tell me what the hell this is about!”
“You’ll find out soon enough.”
I sighed loudly.
We stopped at a door that was marked ‘Security’ and he led me inside. To my surprise, there was a long conference desk with two men sitting next to it.
“Is this her, Nate?” asked one of them, a blonde Nordic-looking guy in an expensive suit.
“She’s just as he described. Plus, she has the mark,” said the guy, releasing my arm.
I rubbed the skin where his fingers had pressed cruelly. “You mean the mark on my wrist from your fingers, *******?”
“Sorry,” said Nate, addressing the two men at the table more than me. “She kept trying to get away.”
“Leave us,” ordered the blonde, frowning at Nate.
“Yes, sir.” Nate turned and walked out the door.
I sighed wearily, wishing I would have never gotten out of bed. “So, who in the hell are you people?”
“I’m sorry, lass. My name is Aiden Rylan and this is Maximus Johnson,” said the blonde, his Irish accent noticeable now.
I folded my arms under my chest, studying both men. Both of them were undeniably rugged, handsome, and obvious big-shots. “And why should that matter to me?”
Aiden’s lip[…]”
“Natel’s part in it. The ******* had made me look like a cheap *****. “Who is this mutual acquaintance?”
“Doris Hart,” said Maximus.
Another surprise. “Really? And how do you know Dorian?” I asked, now sitting down.
“The three of us are long-time friends,” said Aiden.
“But you’re lycan,” I replied. From what I’d gathered over the years, most weren’t too chummy with vampires.
“Yes. We’ve learned to push our differences aside,” said Andrew, his eyes twinkling.
“The truth is that we don’t judge anyone unless they pose a threat,” said Maximus. “And we’ve known Doris Hart for several years. He’s done us favors and now we’re returning one for him.”
“And that is to protect me?” I said, flattered that Doris was still worried about me. He must have really loved my mother.
“Yes. He was very adamant on that. Sorry for your loss, by the way,” said Andrew, his face turning somber.
At the mention of my mother’s death, I looked down at my nails, trying not to tear up. “Thanks.”
“I never met Lilith, but Andrew knew her,” said Maximus, his voice kind.
Surprised, I looked at Andrew. “You did? Really?”
“Actually, I only met[…]”
“He leaned back in his chair, a faraway look now in his eyes. “I guess it was mostly about Vlad and her dealings with him.”
“Why would she confide in you about him?” I asked angrily. The fact that she’d spoken openly about Vlad with him, a stranger, and not me, hurt.
“Because she knew that we were enemies,” said Aiden. “I had no idea that you were his daughter, however. Not until Doris mentioned it on the phone. Your mother obviously didn’t trust anyone with that information”
I relaxed. “What else did Doris tell you?”
“He’s worried about you,” said Andrew . “He says that your life is in danger and you’re not taking it seriously.”
“Believe me, I’m taking it seriously,” I said, smiling grimly.
“Do you know exactly what you’re up against?” asked Maximus.
“I know that Vlad wants me dead.”
“You should also know that he usually gets what he wants,” said Aiden, frowning.
“And that’s why Doris asked if we’d offer you protection,” added Maximus. “You need our help.”
“Thanks for the offer but I don’t need protection from you or Doris ,” I said, running a hand through my hair. “I can take care of myself[…]”
“and is bent on capturing you. Believe me, he has the money and the resources to do just that.”
“Don’t be fooled by my appearance. I might look easy on so many levels, especially in this outfit,” I mused, “but I’m not. If I don’t want to be caught, I won’t.”
“Your confidence is commendable, but it’s going to get you killed,” warned Maximus. “Believe me, I know. I’ve caught many criminals with that same attitude. They get too cocky for their own good and make mistakes.”
So he was a cop. “I’m not being cocky.” I stood up. “I’m just saying that this is my problem and I’ll handle it on my own.”
“Even if you don’t have to?” asked Maximus, as I walked toward the door.
Sighing, I turned around. “Look, I certainly appreciate the offer, I really do. But, I’ll be fine.”
“At least do us a favor and disappear,” said Aiden. “Get out of town before they find you.”
“I’m planning on it,” I admitted. “By the way, how did you two know where to find me?”
“Your partner, Alex Shafer,” said Maximus. “I take it he didn’t call you to tell you we’d be[…]”
“started on stock options. Please.”
Aiden chuckled. “I’ve helped you, haven’t I?”
“Yes, and for that I’m very grateful,” replied Maximus.
“So, when did you talk to Alex?” I asked, changing the subject. I had no interest in talking about stocks, bonds, or anything financial.
“About thirty minutes ago. He said you’d be doing a job here,” replied Maximus.
I dialed Alex’s number, but he didn’t answer. Sighing, I sent him a text, telling him to call me. Then I slipped my phone back into my purse. “Well, I wish I could say it was a pleasure meeting the both you. I’m sure under different circumstances,” I smiled wickedly, “the pleasure would have be all mine.”
Andrew ‘s eyes roved over my body and he grinned. “Oh, lass, I doubt that. I’m pretty sure that the pleasure would have been mutual.”
Laughing, Maximus stood up and held out his card. “In all seriousness, please give me a call if you need help.”
I took it. “Thank you. Detective Maximus Johnson, huh?”
“Call me Max.”
“Okay, Max. Thanks again.” My cell phone began to vibrate. I pulled it back out of my purse and noticed that Alex had sent me a[…]”























Sent from my iPhone
188 · Apr 2021
If The Negative To Strong
Remember you the only
Could help your own self
Cleanse yourself
Away from
Negative energy
Or people
Has a bad
Orcs
188 · Dec 2018
Chapter 4
That’s a lie,” I replied angrily. “ My father’s name was Robert Boreman. My mother met him in Philippines, where I was conceived.” Robert been a vampire and she love him dearly. Unfortunately, he’d disappeared before I was born, under suspicious circumstances.
She’d believed that he’d been murdered by a previous jealous lover, but never really liked talking about it.
“ Unfortunately, that’s not true at all.”
“ Of course it’s true. What make you think that she will lie to me? To come to think about it, why should I believe you?” I snapped, placing my hands on my hips.
“ You’re a freaken stranger. Hell, you could be lying about all of this. “
He reached into his leather jackets and pulled out an envelope.
“ I don’t understand your anger and suspicion. If I were in your shoes, I’d feel the same way. But here, Goerge held it out. “ This letter is from your wife. It explains everything. What so ever Lillian knew that her life was in danger and wanted to make sure you learned the truth, so she gave it to me several weeks ago.”
I snatched it out of his hands and tore open the letter. Than I recognized her handwriting, I felt the blood rush to my head.
My Dearest Sophia,
If you’re reading this letter, then frank has found me and I’m no longer among the living. I know you’re going to be angry and confused by the time you’ve finished reading this, and for that, I’m so terribly sorry. I’ve kept so many secrets, but only because I was trying to protect you.
Let me start out by admitting that John was not your biological father. He was a mortal man that I met and fell in love with when you were just a babe. Your real father, and I’m so sorry to break this to you, is David Ellis. Admittedly, I once cared for David, before learning what kind of monster he really was, and what exactly he was capable of. David killed John when he learned of my feelings for him and wanted to do away with me as well. Fortunately, I was able to escape with you before he carried out his plans. This is why I haven’t hated David Ellis and why I never told you much about him. I had that feeling he wanted me dead and I couldn’t bear the thought of him or his vile council getting their hands on me. David would have told you so many lies, making you believe that my love for Dechone had broken his black heart. The truth is, Dechone only loves what he can’t have and right now that’s you and your friends. I stopped reading. “ Me and my friends?” Did you know that I have brothers?”
He nodded.
“ How many are there?”
“ At least three more that we knew about. Your father wasn’t exactly sure the correct number.”
“Are they alive?”
“ I believe so.”
“ Are any of them Sophia’s daughters?” I asked, horrified. All of this was making lies and secrets.
“ No. Each of them had different fathers.”
Sighed in relief. “ Do they know about us?”
I’m aware of it. In fact , I believe only Fonzi who knew about David being her father.”
“ Fonzi?”
“ Yes, Lillian. She’s one of my sisters. There are two others. There only one I’m sure of her name.  “ This is crazy, “ I mumbled, going back to the letter. We could have somehow stood up to David and his hunters together.
“Are you okay?” ask Sophia, studying me.
I look up at Jarrett. “ What do you think?” On his face. “ I imagine you’re furious that she kept all of this from you.”
“ You shouldn’t do that.”
“ And you’re also thinking that because you’re part vampire, you might have been able to help save her life.”
“ Yep.”
“ That both of you could have defeated David and his hunters.”
“ Ladies and gentlemen, we have ourselves a mind-readers,” I said dryly, reaching over to the nightstand to grab a tissue.
Lillian eyes twinkled. “ Your mother warned me about your snarkiness.”
“ It’s called a sense of humor. I take it you don’t have one?”
“ Only at the expense of others,” he replied, smiling slowly. “ And don’t worry, I’ll leave you alone right now. Considering the circumstances.”
“ You’re too kind.”
“ You should be flattered. It usually isn’t one of my strong points.”
I smiled and shook my head.
“ So, what’s your story, anyway,” I asked.
How did you know my mother? “ The man you thought was your father, Celso, he was my step father.”
“ Really?” I said, not expecting that answer. “ Were you close?”
“ You could say that. He practically raised me.”
“ What happened to your parents?”
“ My grandma died in illnesses and cancer to the heart. My grandpa died when I was seven, he had a stroke. “
Obviously he wasn’t born a vampire. Lillian had had a rough life. “ I’m sorry to hear that.”
She shrugged. “ It’s been a long time. Unfortunately, I barely remember either of them.”  
“ How long ago was it?”
“ My grandpa died in 2006. “
“ And that’s when you guys already here in Vegas?”
“ We move into our apartment, actually. Then we moved out to a different apartment. When I was eight I couldn’t actually remember so much. What about your mom and dad. And your two brothers.
“ Idelfonso has a wife?”
Why, is it’s hard for you to answer.
“ Yes, khaila. Khaila is my wife, we have a beautiful daughter. Her name Xana. Beside of all that, sometimes I get pain on my legs. Even enough to tragedy my life. What are you talking about. I’m talking about my pain. And your talking about, you saw David hunter ****** someone. “ One of the females took a liking to me. I was charmed and the next thing I knew, I was in her bed and her fangs were buried in my neck.
My eyes widened. “ But you escaped?”
“ Not right away. I was Serena’s captive for about a month and then she decided to make me into a vampire.

“ Let me guess, that was her undoing?”
A grim smile spreads across his face. “ Aye. Right after Sophia turned me into her kind, the spell she had over me died.
187 · Oct 2018
When you though you had all
I thought I had everything
That way wrong
I thought I had friends
they just use you
I thought I had money
nope money is evil
I thought I had respect
only comes limited
I thought I had happiness
nope that was really a wake
calls

When you get to the end of
Your rope, happiness is not given
to you. You have to fine yourself
To able to say it's happy ending
That's where the happiness
Begin
They grown on me
I love how the
Father so involved with
His daughter
I am with mine
My kids comes first
That’s a big thing for me
182 · Apr 2021
Where Can I find a island
Where I could yell my lungs out
Say what I need to say
To let everything out
That’s is inside
That way I could
Feel much better
Keeping things inside
Don’t help
At all
177 · Oct 2018
Dear Heart
Dear heart, please stop breaking,
Please forget the one who caused this aching.
I know I am the one who placed him there,
But he was not true and I cannot share.
When I gave him my heart he promised the world,
But that promise he shared with his high school lover.
Dear heart, do you think that you will ever heal
The morning sun brings about new hope for today,
It is a promise that troubles are washed away with yesterday.
Today is a brand new day so make the most of it,
Live as if it were your last and enjoy every minute.
For every single day is a gift from God up in heaven,
Waste it, and you'll only be pleasing the devil.
Good Morning!
173 · Jan 2019
If you never deny
If you never denied you only child
They will still be here
You still be a father
You'll still be happy


Because you denied my pregnancy now the child is gone
The reason your child is dead because I miscarriage someone harm the mother who is carrying your child
No one to blame like your own self
171 · Oct 2018
You know you
Don't know what I'm goin" through
Standing by you
Looking at your face

Well, tell me
(Hurt) so bad
I makes me feel so bad
It really hurt so bad
To see you again

Needles and pins, people say
You've been making out okay
In love, don't stand in her way

Well, let me
(Hurts) so badly
Makes me feel so bad
Gonna hurt bad
Just walk away
167 · Apr 2019
Scarlet witch
You are mysterious, an
enigma, someone that
looks at the world very
differently. You live life
your own way!
166 · Jul 2019
No, reason coming back
I give all my love to someone
All he did it killed it
When I love
I love hard.
You want me to live my life fullest
You got it.
You don’t know nothing about
Two hearts
You don’t know the feeling about
Two hearts bound together
How I deal with mind
If the stress to much
I’ll run away from it
That depends on
What situation is it.
163 · May 2019
Two lover
No other woman
Cannot take two lover
Apart.... They are inseparable
She could feels his emotions
He could feels her emotions.
When he's thinking of her.
Your partner is doing the same
Things.
There heart are put in one.
163 · Jun 2019
I hate liar
Why talk to me
Face to face
If I see right through you
I’m not stupid
I wasn’t born yesterday.
Why do it to me.
I know whatever I
Say, don’t matter to you
You always ignored me.
But I don’t lie
I tried to tell you
Something
But you always cut me
Off. Whatever I’m trying to say
Unless mine is the truth.
I have no reason to lie.
Why lie to me
If I see through you
162 · Jun 2019
Toxic love
Some couples got use being
Toxic love
That’s like one my decision
I had to make.
Do I want to stay with just
Toxic love
Do I want a real love
I have Genesis heart
That’s pure and real
100%.
Nope, I deserve better than
Toxic love.
I have feelings just like everyone
Does.
I want to feel love.
161 · May 2021
Everything must doing good
Life is it self has a funny ways
Whatever goes up
Must come down
Because if you not true within
Yourself
God will take it way
In blink of eyes.
Always tracks yourself
Where you might not realize
You think you did something good
But in lords eyes you
Didn’t
A real woman always take care her business.
A real woman could forgive a person if he is worth of forgiving. A real woman learns to laugh at dam *** man. He think he is a real man.
156 · Oct 2018
Real love
How much we love it
Truly simply love it
   Listen to  relics to the songs
The true endless love
      Reading books
Unfilled unreachable love
Thank the goodness it was A
Happy end!
How much we love it
We Pretend not to see
Tearful baby eyes
Their mommy in a war
  Switch that channel!
Friends betray each other
Stabbing one another in the back
  Don’t need a reason!
It's mean
They are both
Willing to fight for
What they have
For each other.

No, one cannot separate
Them.
All they have is each other.
153 · Oct 2018
Gemini
Gemini has too split personality
Here about to tell you
Racheal is a person
Who DONT GIVE A **** ABOUT ANYTHING

Emilia is a person
Who scared, insecure
And listen to other people

Racheal is far gone
She just lost hopes
About herself and life

Emilia is running the show now
She's want to proof a point
She's more sensitive
And hard headed
I have a lot mistakes in my life
Question is am I going to lie
About my mistakes.
No, I’m not.
I could stand in front someone
Say I’m wrong I did it.
It’s best to admit to your own mistakes.
Than to walk with guilty Conscious
I’m different than anybody else.
I speak with wisdom and truth
153 · Nov 2019
I Stop Asking Questions
When I realize
I have heart murmur.
People that did me wrong
Hurt me badly
Is a question came to my mind.
People you thought you knew
And never stop loving them.
Could actually hurt you so badly.
So, I stop
Asking questions
I stop why they hurt me
I stop why they lied to me
I stop speaking to them.
I stop worrying about
Others people doing.
To keep myself stressing out
For what
Until I could get my
Operation done
I stop caring people didn’t care for me
152 · Oct 2018
A woman on guilt trip
Look his dumb ugly *** came in called you a mouth full *******
Don’t message me about that ****
***** I don’t think you or his
Raggedy ***
And I never will ******* an him
You not about to get on my Facebook
With your *******

I have a job get one
Stop dealing with a man that
Called you a rotten tooth *****
Maybe it’s true

Either way I don’t speak on you so
See your way off my page for I
Involved your husband *****
Your weird
Grow up old *** hagg
This is a woman can’t have what she want. Because one special person has a friend. She want him.
152 · Jul 2019
Imani
A beautiful female who is shy but very kind. She's mysterious and not many know much about her. She's beyond smart and is surprisingly actually very wise. She can be sensitive but she hides her emotions well unless she's fed up with things. She's very cool to be around and actually funny. She's caring and considerate and cares most about her friends and family. You can trust her with anything and know whatever she says she means whether good (or bad). But don't let her good side fool you.

Imani is so nice to be around she's a really good friend !
All hell break lose
One thing in life
You never go after someone
Kids.
Because are kids
Once’s there gone
You cannot bring it back
You **** a living human being
From me.
That’s my babies
Game on
Yes, he is a boy
And a friend too.
You got boyfriend
That goes study with you
There's also a boyfriend
Just as a friend.
Some of the younger generation
Take it the wrong way
We older one
Understand what's
The meaning of boyfriend
Don’t get with someone
Because all wants is finance
Relationship will not work at all
Relationship will fall
It will not last
Stability most people look
For out of a woman
Even that will not work out
148 · Apr 2021
I Can’t Wait
I can’t wait to be with you
I can’t wait to be with you, to hold your hands, to touch your face, to see your eyes, to feel your lips
I can’t wait to be with you, to dry your tears, to hold you close, to give you comfort
I can’t wait to be with you, to hear your laugh, to laugh with you, to see your smile,
I can’t wait to be with you, to tell you how much I have missed you, to tell you I love you, to say that you are all ive ever wanted
I can’t wait to be with you, to thank you for loving me, and wanting me, and having me, and giving me a reason to believe, and helping me to see me
I can’t wait to be with you, to take your hand, or your last name, and your commitments, and your admiration and promises and devotion
I can’t wait to be with you, to spend my day with you, to spend my afternoon with you, to spend my night with you
I can’t wait to be with you, to share my life with you, to give my life to you, to give a life to you
I can’t wait to be with you, to journey life with you, to experience life with you, to endure life with you
I can’t wait to be with you, to grow old with you, to grow wise with you, to grow in love with you
I can’t wait….to be able to show you how much my heart has wanted and needed you
I believe in you, I believe in me, I believe in us, I believe in we
I can’t wait to start the rest of my life with you and only you
I will trend in
Not my man
Not my kids.
Because what makes me happy
The most
See that two girls
Smiling and laughing
Being around
The people who
Just enter my life
That’s the greatest Christmas and New Years
I don’t want anything else
146 · Mar 2019
He has to much baggages
Dechon’e I saw a lot of blockage that's coming from past experiences in their lifetime. This is fairly typical for most people since everyone carries some sort of "baggage" from past crushes, romances, relationships, broken hearts, trust issues, etc. Some people can move on from certain experiences but will hold on to other experiences and this carries on into all future relationships, even if they aren't romantic relationships
That's on you now.
144 · Jun 2019
Miscarriage
Miscarriage or spontaneous abortion is the natural or spontaneous end of a pregnancy at a stage where the prenate is incapable of surviving, generally defined in humans at prior to 20 weeks of gestation. Miscarriage is the most common complication of early pregnancy.1 The medical term "spontaneous abortion" is used in reference to miscarriages because the medical term "abortion" refers to any terminated pregnancy, deliberately induced or spontaneous, although in common parlance it refers specifically to active termination of pregnancy.



"miscarriage "
im so happy chrismas came in july.
143 · May 2021
Same Gift
I wouldn’t give someone
The same gift
I gave my boyfriend
I wouldn’t tell someone
Same saying to whatever
The case maybe
Because ***
Down the road
The person you really care for
And deeply love
Will have hard time believing you
And accepting anything from you
Because she thought
The gift you gave
She was very special to you
And she thought that gift
Honestly coming from your
Heart ❤️
Trust each, always
be there for one another
Communication
Talking to one another,
Fun together, trying something new
Together
Make your partner smile.
Create chemical like oxytocin.
Have one another back.
141 · Jan 2021
All I have To Give
Ikaw ang una kong naiisip
tuwing umaga pag bumangon ako.
Ikaw ang huling naiisip ko
tuwing gabi pag pumikit ako.

Nasa bawat akala mo ako
at bawat hininga ko.
Lalong lumalakas ang aking damdamin
sa bawat galaw ko.

Gusto kong patunayan mahal kita
ngunit iyon ang pinakamahirap na bahagi.
Kaya, ibinibigay ko sa iyo ang lahat ng dapat kong ibigay
Ibibigay ko sayo ang puso ko.
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