those skeletons you sleep with
are all half alive
but you've still got that half dead
look in your eyes
those skeletons you sleep with
aren't the type you can hide.

the scars on my wrist don't mean i wanted death, you see.
it just means this life wasn't quite bright enough for me.

alva, my sleepy girl
you're not pretty
i wish you were.
you're going to die
i wish you didn't have to die but i wrote it.
you'll lose your baby
he'll get beaten but he was a real girl and he felt a real love
a real love, flowers growing, lip gloss dripping
a real love is what i need, a real love is what i need,
a boy like fay who can listen to me sing
boy who is sleepy
likes to bite my lip
id do anything if he asked
but anyway, you're going to die and i thought
to let you know heaven is white, but you see everything, because you see with your heart too
you can see the poppies
you can see fay
im on a kick again, just ignore me, baby

it is so strange to see a shadow
it is so strange to swim in a pool of chainsaws, and
mirrors
i can't get out, it doesn't hurt but i can't get out
tie me up in a bow
in a beau
is this what we're doing now?
yeah
again

hi guys so i have a book on wattpad i'd love for y'all to read if you have an account! @oh-blue and the story is called dreamboy please read and vote and whatnot. i just want my poetic voice to be heard you know? and if you like dreamboy the sequel softer dreams is up so yeah please please read and vote and spread the word! i love you all!
blue x