It's 4am

And I lay here awake
Beside you

4 years go by
And yet I'm still here

I still call for your love
Which I don't receive

But yet here I stay
Waiting for you to notice me
Waiting for you to kiss me

I get a pack here and there and off he goes

We love together
Nothing has happened
It's been 8 days

The touch
I miss it so much
I miss those hot hands

These small hands of mine won't do

I need you
I want you
I crave you

You have me
But you don't want me

What am I suppose to do love
Wait for you?

Do I fight for you
Or leave you