Why is she so Negative
Is it because she thinks she's cool
or because she is at school.

Her negativity makes me sick
I wonder what makes her such a never mind

Newsflash woman
People do have it harder than you
Some people like to smile
Some peole need inspirational quotes
Some people are happy

Im
so
sorry
That you feel so
Negative

Robert frost wrote a poem about all the places he sees in the shadows of the night.....And when i read it I made my own version.

I haven't been everywhere but i like to think i've been around
Some places I've seen deserve crowns

I've been to the brain that makes up roaring waves.
I've been to the music that some say saves
I've hit the floor that holds me down
and seen the people who make no sound
I've been to the place some call hell
And what Ive been above ground which i like to think is my own piece of heaven.
And if there is a heaven in the sky
I will go knowing
That I've been around
Even the shadows you see at night

I am a ****** to love
No one has ever squeezed my hand
No one has ever blinked an eye in my direction
No one has ever put his arm around me at the movies
so that I could say "Thats such a cliche ."

But that is okay.
I ask myself if I care
And most the time the answer is no
Im okay by myself

So I guess what im trying to figure out
is why it matters so much
to you

Thats what she calls her hair
She wont be here
What will i do without her here

She's my friend
The messages we send make me smile
No matter how many miles
I will always remember
When she told me about her Golden strands of joy

Love you Klaryssa

she told me my Seizures were INCONVENIENT for HER
That they were UNIMPORTANT
That they should stop

And I wished I had the guts to say

I  agree
They ****
But they are not Unimportant
They are major
They are painful
and so are you
You dont care
You have no regard for human life
You dont matter to me
I wish......

I wish you respected me
That you understood
But you dont
And that is not my job to teach you
It is your job to teach me

I am not unimportant
I am amazing

I told her
A lord behold she didn't seem to care.
Why am i in despair
I told her people can see my poetry
Respond
See the words that spawned from these emotions
But she didn't seem to get the notion
to notice
She was busy
Its fine
My words can still shine

Compelling
The swelling of my brain
when the pen hits the paper
And the thoughts start to flow
I get to let go
Of all the hate
I swear i might suffocate
Of the emotions kept inside
It sure would be  a wild ride
to let these people in
would that be a sin
Where should i begin
The beauty of my skin
or
Maybe the things i keep within