it's kinda ironic how i could think about thousand things when we were apart but suddenly couldnt think any when i meet the sunlight reflected in your green eyes turning them into some kind of wonderland and i got lost just like that
and i dont think you have any idea how unfair it is for me
How you could talk about your day, while i stutter bc your presence leaves me breathless
How you could order your favorite latte, while i'm lost in the idea of leaving traces of my fingers on your skin
How you could wrap your arms around my shoulders, while my ribs collapsing from the thought that you'd leave your scent all over my clothes
How you could crawl to your bed tonight and dream about seasons and falling stars, while i'm wide awake, dying to know if you ever say my name in your sleep,
i scream yours every single night.
It is so unfair that i built my world around you
It is so unfair that for me you'd never become an old photograph even decades from now
It is so unfair that being with you makes me forget about
every touch
every goodnight kisses
every strands of hair
every soul
every summer
every pair of eyes
every rooftop talks
every six hours straight phonecalls
every car rides
basically the life i had before you walked in.

ps: i'm sorry.