sad*
happy
jealous
lively
mad
ecstatic
You were the reason for all of this.

You think I'm over you, but
I have never stopped.

The way you would hold my hand,
come close to me as if we were about to kiss
sit beside me
say my name
sing to me and
just look at me.

It hurts to see you
Do all of this
with another
girl.

I had phases and crushes for other boys
but with you,
it's so different

My question is
Why?

You are no different from the others,
you are just like all the rest.

Do I really like you for you
or just the thought of being with you?

- bcdh