I am (A)
in another world, (B)
welcoming what will come. (A)
Never not afraid of (B)
asking myself if I am (A)
often changing while (B)
stuck in place. (A)
Later down the road I may be (B)
obsolete in many ways and potentially (B)
out of control. (A)
Not sure if I will ever be alright. (B)
Never aware that I was clinging to see the future (A)
clearly while having to (A)
grieve day to day with the little I was given to work with. (B)
Every time I can't decide (A)
each and every lie I will tell (B)
so I can understand why I (A)
really don't know me. (B)
Obvious mistakes I (A)
know I will (B)
make time and time again. (A)
Nothing is (B)
ever (A)
over. (B)
Often I (A)
wish I knew why (B)
now was (A)
everything I've (A)
never (A)
wanted. (B)
Hoping I will Find someone who's not me. (B)
Obtaining my seemingly (B)
erased motivation (A)
is the reason I will (B)
wander (A)
aimlessly. (B)
Marching ahead until the end. (B)