Disbelief or doubt is my natural disposition. With this I try to explain away what is inconclusive. To a Christian leader, I have another gospel, so my prophet is false. To a Muslim, I am an imposter because I believe in innovation. To a Jew, I am not of the Chosen Ones. To an atheist, I am unreasonable or delusive. To a Buddhist, I cannot attain enlightenment. Thus, to the secret societies of belief, I am a disbeliever, mad, and ignorant, going to hell, karmic or not, or to die a mortal death.
How can my healthy doubt have any way with explanation? To incorporate the masses, we provide governments and universally make declarations as the United Nations.
Should I lose belief to satsify the masses: agreeing with them that I'm a disbeliever and coming to terms with atheists?