so much has changed this past year
i can't tell if ive lost myself
or found myself

so many joys and laughter,
but so much heartache too.

im tougher than i used to be,
but is that good?

every day is a new and busy adventure,
i miss the days of staying home all day,
sleeping in, watching tv,
getting paint on my floor,
and dancing around my room alone.

is this growth?
or just change?