Clutching at straws for purchase, I dive in every direction. Leaping off faith like churches, I bend to the will of the wind. Searching for scraps of focus, my heart beats the way as it sings. Thanking the world as it teaches, I exalt what the future may bring.
The drive lights in my head as sparks, forced from my mind pray they fly. The weight of “what if" pockmarks, eager sow seeds ‘til one catches. Doubts thrown at me from my darks, each explosion paint ******* my way. A way out not promised yet trying, Is the only thing worth ‘til I die.
Fear lords over me as a despot, chance spirals before me like time. Crawling from lazy this cesspit, resistance the bane of us all. My goal simple as respite, shed stress I know vestigial Find me my path steady carving. Eroding at life ‘til I'm fine.