Love doesn't excite me as much as heartbreak.

Love is like freedom, no worries, nothing holding you back and you feel it.

Heartbreak is like being buried alive. You're gasping for air only taking in dirt. Only way out is if someone saves you but even then you're so traumatized.

Heartbreak isn't a fleeing emotion, it's  not an emotion at all; It's trauma it has a lasting impact. You will never see the world the same again, even though nothing has changed. That person will always have a hold on you. And you can't do anything about it.