I sit here and I wonder if life will get better
because I look around and think this life isn't worth living
So much **** I've ****** up
So much **** I've put up with
So much **** I've had happen to me
All the ****** up things I've seen
All the ****** up things I've heard
The ****** up things I've done
The people I've hurt
The people who've hurt me
I've had my heart broken so many times
I've stopped keeping track
I’ve been backed stabbed and even betrayed
right in front of my eyes
I’ve been emotionally and physically abused.
Its gotten so hard to cope with all this anger inside of me
I’m starting to wonder if I’ll ever be happy
At the rate I’m going, this leap looks to be
The best option for me.