writing has been hard lately... it's like i've being trapped under this invisible bubble, thats almost impossible to break free from.
it's hard being surrounded by people constantly it's hard always having to fake...everything words never come easily anymore its almost like i have to put my fingers down my throat and force them out.
the stress and anxiety is slowly eating away at my soul. as drastic and unreal as that sounds - its true. i can feel it, gnawing away at my feeble attempts at being normal.