If only "us"
was an option
Our river of emotions
would never dry
If we could just
merge our diverging dimensions
On a silky web of a broken lie

I would be the one to
Dare to face your weirdest obsession
Dive into
Your darkest ocean
Earn a place in your wildest passion
If only "us" was an option

I'd soothe you like a cool pillow
Flip your mood like a morning coffee
So if you'd feel down like a weeping willow
I'd hold your branches up like a trophy
If only "us" was an option

You'd become my reason
to smile everyday
And even
To die smiling in my grave
And thus I crave
Despite our diverging dimensions
A perfect world where "us"
would still be an option

But it never was
And will never be.

~Epic Monkey

i had never liked my name until i heard you said it

i had never known i deserved to be loved until you came and treated me better

i had never known that sleeping pills were useless until i heard your voice taking me to sleep

i had never known that i could fall in love only by hearing your laugh on the phone at 3 am

i had never known that loving you hurt more than cutting my arms

i had never known happiness existed until i knew you