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306 · Oct 2013
Of what?
Jessica Head Oct 2013
Damp thoughts.
Hurt feelings.
I‘m afraid.
300 · Jun 2016
Untitled
Jessica Head Jun 2016
I loved you once
You left
I don't  think I can love you again
You left a couple of furtures behind
Decided on leaving long ago
I didn't  realize it will be this hard
Now that you're gone
I'm lost
With my own
To look forward to
We will have to try and get somewhere in life.
Just to see happiness again
God, help me.
Creator is my God
Forgive me and guide me once again
I had it all
Alcohol ruined this plan we had
Didn't even get to see this little guy.
Couple more weeks and I will be happy.
In which there is no father for my unborn child
I'm not afraid, or scared
I know I got this.
K.B
Jessica Head Mar 2014
A grown man's heart are much more stronger than a young woman's heart.
Wasn't too sure if I should share this!
294 · May 2014
Untitled
Jessica Head May 2014
Peices of me went missing.
289 · Feb 2014
Untitled
Jessica Head Feb 2014
Trying To Find Warmth For Myself
*Help me
286 · Jan 2016
Moving On
Jessica Head Jan 2016
I am moving on
but I don't know where I'm going
Your memory still haunts me
Why can't you just let me be
Why is time going by so slow
Where are you?
I just don't know
But I'm standing by the door
Waiting for you to come by
One of these days
These times you will see
I'm feeling ever so lonely
My tears will fall to the ground
I love you
But I don't make no sound
I'm moving on
Oh yes I miss you.
Jessica Head Dec 2015
I Will Find My Indian Heart
In Another Indian Land.
252 · May 2014
Untitled
251 · Apr 2021
Missing Person Case
Jessica Head Apr 2021
This year.  I might just go missing.
If anyone knows me.
My boyfriend most likely taken my life away.
Going onto out sixth year together.  And it's getting more violent.
246 · Oct 2015
DEATH
Jessica Head Oct 2015
I imagine death is simple
There is no pain
I want to die
Be an angel
Set free.

I feel like I can do it
Take my breath away
Save it for another life
I'm guilty
Depressed.

That's another thing
Depression has come back to haunt me
Maybe this time
I won't be so lucky with the rope.

In the end
All is white
All will be sorry
All suffer
All is different.

Forever rest in peace.
240 · Feb 2014
Untitled
Jessica Head Feb 2014
Do I drive you mad.?  
You're my enemy I hate to love.
Feels like the day is ending.
You got me looking for another day.
I was already headed for hell; I might as well enjoy the ride.
236 · Aug 2015
Ashes
Jessica Head Aug 2015
Darlin this is madness
Why don't you come back to me.
235 · Apr 2014
Untitled
Jessica Head Apr 2014
Now honey, don't be stingie with your love!
222 · Oct 2013
Untitled
Jessica Head Oct 2013
“You may ask, why I did it?
But what choice did you leave me.“
220 · Oct 2013
Untitled
Jessica Head Oct 2013
I Love Your Wicked Mind!
215 · Oct 2013
Untitled
Jessica Head Oct 2013
What is said is said.
I can always disappear.
I brought it upon myself!
207 · Apr 2021
G L D
Jessica Head Apr 2021
Talk to me here
202 · Oct 2013
Untitled
Jessica Head Oct 2013
If only suicidal was that easy to get done..
They only care when your gone...
185 · Sep 2013
Untitled
Jessica Head Sep 2013
Half Of Love Is Just Low
Which Is How I Feel
My Spirit Is Breaking.
175 · Mar 2020
This Makes Me Happy.
Jessica Head Mar 2020
Reading All My Stuff On Hellopoetry Makes Me Happy
Man I Miss This H.P
Having Time To Myself Reading.
Smiling At My Crazy Self From The Past.
Of How Crazy I Was Over Him
Gabriel
Fukk I Miss That Guy.
I Got Now Two Crazy Lil Men Now I Love Them Lots.
Rest In Peace Donald Herman Head.
166 · Sep 2023
Followers
Jessica Head Sep 2023
May I get more FOLLOWERS. Please,
I've been on this poetry club
Forever.
And I only got 99 of them.
That's a laugh!!!!
125 · Mar 2021
I Still Visit You HP
Jessica Head Mar 2021
Don't think I haven't forgotten about you GLD & DHH.
I still love you.
118 · Sep 2021
You're so ungrateful.
Jessica Head Sep 2021
You are selfish
Don't be expecting to get my babies from me.
You accused me for years.
Yet you still act so innocent.
Grown *** man
Can't be an adult
Has to put everything on reverse
Put every little lie on me.
I'm pretty sure every one knows you
And you do that to me.
Everyone knows you.
I don't have to tell anyone
Cause they already know
You lied to my face.
When i seen you cheating.
You come back inside throwing me around.
Almost beating me up.
Cause I caught you.
You still denied the two little boys we have together.
You keep saying
"They're not mine".
So 6 or 7 years going on with this pretend life you wanted.
Babies you say that aren't yours.
I think I'm done here.
He knows I'm pregnant with my 4th. His 3rd biological baby with me.
And he still says it's not his.
So i think I'm done.
Me and my little ones are going to go hide in a shelter somewhere.
You don't deserve us.
Wheres your fukking *****.
I'm sorry i bothered having your babies.
Or whoever babies you think these are.
Lol.
Only I know.
I'm too honest
I'm too loyal.
No man is going to tie me down.
Or put me 6 feet under.
After this pregnancy
I'm tieing the notts.
No more babies for me.
Because there father doesn't have *****.
All he wants is baby making ***.
He can't even admit these are his babies he has with me.
But whatever.
Go live a lie by yourself.
111 · Sep 2021
Almost a hundred followers.
110 · May 2021
9 years
Jessica Head May 2021
10 years to be exact
I've been on this on website.
That's a long time.
I thought I would've been famous by now
*****
I'm not all that good at poetry.
Or writing.
89 · May 2021
Sometimes.!
Jessica Head May 2021
Hey
Tonight, I almost got a beating.
Tonight, I got threatened for my unborn baby to get murdered.
The ******* father doesn’t believe me.
I know for sure I have not cheated on him.
I know for sure this unborn is his.
Sometimes I wonder what it’ll be like if I just left.
I really would hate to leave my children in the hands of untrustworthy, filthy people!
I am thinking if I should cut myself off.
Off on having anymore little ones.
70 · Mar 2020
Confused
Jessica Head Mar 2020
I feel sad today
Only one person makes me happy
While the others are not here anymore
I want to leave
Smoking cigarettes aren't helping
Makes me sick when I'm almost done.
I'm craving the other drug
Yes, I have a drug addiction.
I want to cry
I want money for the drug
But then again
I want to do better
Everything is a mess.
Having children
Boyfriend problems
Drug addictions
It's all a mess.
I'm left to be a single mother.
Sometimes I wished I went for that abortion
In 2015.
I didn't plan on dragging my children with me.
Down this **** path
I never speak of happiness
I don't even like talking about my relationship
With my partner
That was a problem
I wasn't happy in it.
I'm sorry.
We have a child together
I thought I was happy
But I'm happy you left me this child
He makes me happy right now.
I feel like I gave up on raising my first child.
I feel like they stole him from me.
I would like to have my children to myself
Raise them my way.
I would like to leave.
Move away
To where my dad is.
I hurt alot.
I could see my son is getting lonesome for his dad.
He stays really close to me
In this ****** room.
I'm going downhill
The drugs
****
I hate the drugs.
54 · Apr 29
Hotels
Jessica Head Apr 29
Living in all these hotels sincen 2023 Christmas eve
Makes me hate men.
Like seriously men **** their children & sometimes I hear women getting beat up. Like ***.
This one time I was was tweaking real bad but I know this was foreal this guy on the floor above our room. He beat up his gf and ***** that kid infront of her. And. Like it happened every day. That kid was crying and when room service came by he ******* that child kept he/she fukkn quiet in the bathroom.
What the **** is wrong with sick men.
I know I tweak alot but I kno it's for real **** that's going on.
Most of the time I am on one and tweaking, chilling in the bathroom all fukn night most times half the time. I hardly get outside. I'm always with myself N MY babies. I look out for my children alot. And have cameras almost in every corner in my bedrooms everywhere I went to make sure they don't open the doors and don't get touched.
*** I LOSE MY MARBLES
Some days when **** gets to me.

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