I feel sad today
Only one person makes me happy
While the others are not here anymore
I want to leave
Smoking cigarettes aren't helping
Makes me sick when I'm almost done.
I'm craving the other drug
Yes, I have a drug addiction.
I want to cry
I want money for the drug
But then again
I want to do better
Everything is a mess.
Having children
Boyfriend problems
Drug addictions
It's all a mess.
I'm left to be a single mother.
Sometimes I wished I went for that abortion
In 2015.
I didn't plan on dragging my children with me.
Down this **** path
I never speak of happiness
I don't even like talking about my relationship
With my partner
That was a problem
I wasn't happy in it.
I'm sorry.
We have a child together
I thought I was happy
But I'm happy you left me this child
He makes me happy right now.
I feel like I gave up on raising my first child.
I feel like they stole him from me.
I would like to have my children to myself
Raise them my way.
I would like to leave.
Move away
To where my dad is.
I hurt alot.
I could see my son is getting lonesome for his dad.
He stays really close to me
In this ****** room.
I'm going downhill
The drugs
****
I hate the drugs.