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TheBlackPen121 Oct 2021
We spend our entire lives searching for the meaning of life and a purpose for our being. My philosophy is that life has no meaning but is meant for you to create your own meaning of what life can be…


Done by: KCG
TheBlackPen121 Mar 2021
She took everything, and the shell of who I was is left, cold as ice with action without regrets, deep soul searching I'm looking for my emotions got me fighting myself like pankration, searching for help, they said mediation I practiced what they preach still no salvation...there's an emptiness inside and I can't fill the void, I'm always anxious and easily annoyed.
With all my colors removed, I'm a blank slate with my mindset in a blank state trying so desperately to escape...but I can't escape myself….. But who am I? Is the question being asked, I'm just a helpless loner hiding behind a mask.
TheBlackPen121 Jan 2020
Freedom is like a prison if you have nothing to do with your time.
Make use while you have juice
TheBlackPen121 Jan 2020
It's been so long and I'm still a slave to your memories, when it was all over u took a piece of me but, I don't want it back … that way u could think of me. I hope you're alright I wonder the last time u had a genuine smile, it funny I think of you but never to mention your name, to recap that we separate cause me a lot of pain, they say things happen for the better but at times it feels like the worst, your lips tattooed in my mind would kissing you activate the sands of time. I miss your smile, your laugh, your scent, I missed it all, do you even miss me, would u even say it, would my heart hold up long enough for my ears to hear it?
The sad sounds of love
TheBlackPen121 Jan 2020
I Never thought this would have happened to me, I've always managed to keep my feelings lowkey- with a smile on my face and my heart on my shoulder, trying to keep it safe as the winds of love passes over, But she was like a hurricane, compared to the breeze it felt the same…….gentle. Now, who could feel my pain, the torment, the unsynchronization of my heart and brain?
I never thought this would have happened to me I've always tried to love carefully,  I let it all go cause I thought you were the one ….. and I still believe you are, I'm going to love you always even if it's from afar.


K.C G
Tribute to a broken soul
TheBlackPen121 Dec 2019
She looked me in the eyes and saw the demon I'd become, The pain so intense made my heart grow numb, deep down inside I cling to memories of an old love,  how dumb can I be?

She looked me in the eyes but wasn't phased by what she saw, with an impulse to fix me I was her little jigsaw, she said "trust me" but her words went in vain the last time I TRUST it caused me so much pain- I'm hurt, I'm lost, I'm engulfed in confusion, but she can't fix me I'm my solution.

Loneliness causes my demons to be my friends but I will burn myself out like a phoenix and rise from the ashes again.


Done by: K.C.G
TheBlackPen121 Dec 2019
When I first saw u I took two pictures, one with my camera and the other in my mind, in my era love at first sight didn't exist, I was sure I had gone back in time, so stunning so beautiful with a radiant smile,  I am in love, I am in love …. With a married woman, I can't help myself cause I'm only human.

For me she is perfect I would go back in time to meet her again cause she's worth it, your photos linger in my mind I love you now and will love you to the end of time.

Veni Vidi cepi but in the end, I was captured.
Je t'aime loann
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